Crossed My Heart - Sinlge

crossed my heart ~ demo

Whale Talk - Crossed My Heart

sadness creeps into my bones
and it steals my aching soul
sadness keeps me ransom 
in my bed.

people come, people go
Seasons change, flowers grow 
and I’m tied up
in sheets and fear

I’ve grown this sadness inside of me
don’t know what’s him or me
you can’t love the two of us
but its on me to break this curse

and I’ve damned myself 
I’m sure
to mending and making a 
home

what’s left of it
who’s left in it
I’m sorry
I’m sorry

when did music become so damn depressing 
i used to dance
but now I need it
just to cry 

when did I stop wearing yellow
did you just call me mellow?
I used to be 
lovely and bubbly

I stopped building sandcastles
at the beach when I started
using it in darkness
for respite and to freeze

for peace and quiet
for comfort
to submerge myself 
and SCREAM

I’ve damned myself 
I’m sure
to mending and making a 
home

what’s left of it
who’s left in it
will you still stay in it
after all this mess

i filled it with a patchwork quilt
that my granny made for me
its fragile but its beautiful 
and brightly coloured just like me

i hope to see you smiling
on my patchwork blanket sofa
not loving sadness 
loving me

damn myself 
it’s time
for mending and making this
home

what’s left of it
who’s left in it
i’m sorry 
i’m sorry

damn myself 
it’s time
for mending and making this
home

i plan to fill it
until i can see me
will you still stay in it
after all this mess