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Where The Grass Is Much Greener by Brian Firkus

Hello Goodbye Hello by Brian Firkus

Trixie Mattels currently unnamed (as far as I know) original song.

And I don’t smell you in my sheets 
and I don’t hear you in the hall 
Without your cologne 
or calls on the phone
I don’t know you at all
And I’m growing older, 
I know that we’re over
the way we always ended. 
And then I see you 
and I know you all over again. 

And I don’t leave you in the night, 
and I don’t up and go away
No grief in your eyes 
or teary goodbyes, 
no one cries on the plane
I know I’m adjusting, 
I know I should just think
 of going and not where I’ve been 
And then I see you
and I know you all over again

Is it wrong if I listen to songs that we’ve lived in, 
the stories are staying the same 

I lie by the speaker 
just getting weaker 
until I remember your name 

and I don’t call you when I cry 
and I don’t stay the day in bed 
Mostly I’m fine 
and most of the time, 
I get by, like I said 
I haven’t been drinking, 
I haven’t been thinking 
of lonely, if only’s and you

and then I see you 
and I know you all over again.

And then I see you 
and i love you all over again.

brian 💖

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