You were never there (feat. thebreathingbackwards & memoryrose)

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I've been waiting on the side court
Feel the adrenaline in ny veins
Tryna stay in your vision
But you ain't even know my name 
If we had a collision 
You would play it off in your brain
I sware I watch the month go from August back to may
I still here sitting
Even though I know I need a break 
I sware I run in circles 
But I love the same mistakes 
I guess ill never learn 
I guess I gave you a good reason to run away
But I guess if I knew too
I can see wete you got all this hate 

About time
To got to bed tonight
And think all about you
I know I need to try
To get back together 
And peice by peice 
It's hard to to fill my lungs 
When I cant breath 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up 

I know every evening I fuck it up
Checking on the seasons
Tryna find this love
While my heart is still beating
Help me stop duh drugs
If I'm still breathing 
Just know what's up

Every Evening

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prod. wraith nir

lyrics:

y dont u just tell me what you wanna do?
cuz i spent a lotta time tryna make it up to you...
so y dont u just tell me?
y dont u just tell me?

cuz im blacked out in the bathroom
i do this one too many times thinkin bout you
and i fall for that shit again
fuck the lets be friends

fuck the lets be friends...

and i let u have it one too many times before
chest ripped open and a heart on the floor
y didnt u just say you dont want it?
yeah u dont gotta do me like that
try one too many times...

try one too many times...

y dont u just tell me what you wanna do?
cuz i spent a lotta time tryna make it up to you...
so y dont u just tell me?
y dont u just tell me?

cuz im blacked out in the bathroom
i do this one too many times thinkin bout you
and i fall for that shit again
aye, fuck the lets be friends

u dont know me like i know myself
most the time feelin' like im somebody else yeah
feelin like im somebody else...

ion wanna feel like that again
thats y i got these pills in lieu of friends
dont you even try to make amends
thats y i got these pills in lieu of friends

friends?

yayayayaya im thinking less abt u but still thinking abt u

closure (it's over)

Nostalgia (noun) - a sentimental longing or wistful affection for the past, typically for a period or place with happy personal associations.

Nostalgia is something that has always troubled me, as I found that it's difficult to properly put my emotions towards it into words. It's not necessarily, or at least in my opinion, a happy or sad emotion, it's just something that we feel. Remembering a possibly warped perception of the past to focus on because the present seems so grim. Looking back upon my childhood and early teenage years does invoke a sense of melancholy and nostalgia, and I tend to think that things were much more simple back then. Maybe it's because the problems of that time are over now that I am able to look at them so clearly, as the problems of the present are shrouded in fear and uncertainty.

I remember stomping through the woods with my friends, then going home to play my gamecube or gameboy, not really caring or thinking about the world around me. Maybe I get stressed out when thinking about nostalgia because I can't properly explain how it makes me feel, whether it's positive or negative, I'm not sure.

It's like a purple mist that surrounds distant memories, just slightly altering my perception of that time. It's interesting.

Thanks for listening <3

Retro Fantasia [prod. xmichaelwarren]

rum and coke ft. yung van

pyrrhic - kiss (lil peep cover)

lyrics vvv

now im
walking down the street
all alone 
feel the breeze
on my neck
i just wish u were next to me
next to me
next to me

walking down the street all alone, see the ghosts
walking all alone, see the pumpkins glow so
bright but you couldn't care less, you've gone cold
nothing brings you joy, so just walk forever lone.

walking down the street all alone, see the ghosts
walking all alone, see the pumpkins glow so
bright but you couldn't care less, you've gone cold
nothing brings you joy, so just walk forever lone.

now im
walking down the street
all alone 
feel the breeze
on my neck
i just wish u were next to me
next to me
next to me

walking down the street all alone, see the ghosts
walking all alone, see the pumpkins glow so
bright but you couldn't care less, you've gone cold
nothing brings you joy, so just walk forever lone.

walking down the street all alone, see the ghosts
walking all alone, see the pumpkins glow so
bright but you couldn't care less, you've gone cold
nothing brings you joy, so just walk forever lone.

forever lone (caves)

prod.https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCmjSHA1eJiG_UwTrdzmiNyQ

wish that i was good enough (prod. KAFKA)

I made this song for my daughter <3 to show her how much i love her
Prod. IOF

(Lyrics)
You are the best gift for me
The best thing I could ever ask for
You give my life a new meaning 
How could I ever want more 
I wanna be the one you run up to
I wanna be the one you look up to
I wanna do everything for you
I wanna be everything for you

Cause You saved me from myself 
It couldn’t be anybody else 
You saved me from myself
It couldn’t be anybody else 
One look at your face I knew that
I was never, never gonna go back
I’m gonna be who you need me to be
A father that loves you for eternity 

Never make you doubt your self worth
I’ll try protect from the worlds hurt 
I’ll do everything that I can 
I’ll do everything to be a man 
Cause you opened up my eyes
And now Ive realized
That’s there’s so much more to love
You’re everything I could ever want 
Cause you opened up my eyes 
And now I’ve realized
That theres a reason for my life 
And you’re the reason why

Mixed by Yago Beats

Saved me from myself (prod. IOF)

New single "Cancer (I've been gone)"
Inspired by those hopeless feelings during the battle of cancer and other health issues
I love you and i hope you recover strong and fast

(Lyrics)
I’ve been gone for so long 
Everything just went wrong 
I’ve been gone for so longt
I can’t keep holding on 
My own body is my enemy 
The cancers eating away at me
My own body is my enemy 
I guess there’s just no hope for med

The doctors say I only have a week 
Got my bucket list but it’s incomplete 
Its getting hard to stand on my feet
Is there any hope for me?
Should I write that letter to my mom
Say I was sorry all along 
I guess I’ll put it in this song 
So you can hear it when I’m gone

Prod. Yungspoiler
Mixed by Yago

rum and coke ft. yung van

yung parix

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