International Appeal

See Me Glow

See me Glow

Make my mind up, gotta, wake me up
I'm back at it, this ain't the same stuff. stuck in a stage of stagnation, I turn the page embrace salvation. Moving cause I'm impatient cant stay stationary,
She said you gotta carry me. 
Marry me, pay for me. 
Cant settle down now, so I left, music is my life that's what I said. Nothing else matters... this more than a guess. I left God flattered, chase the songs to their end. 
I filtered out the clatter. 
Chase the smoke till I'm dead.
Clear the bowl, like I'm fed
Do the most, cause I can
Take it slow? But I can't
Make the most of it cause it ends.
 Off to oz, gold brick road take me as far as I can go. The mystery unfolds, see how little I know. Capacity is full, downloading till I explode. This like computer code, now im going till reality is broken. Taking steps, a process that grows.
Im golden, blood slowing like faucets caking, rust, brain stopping. Life is taken then we're falling up. Earth absorb your mortal form then we morphing, all of us.
Spirits that I'm courting, more worlds for me to explore Follow us, don't be afraid of soaring in the sky, serving a purpose transforming what was dust into some sort of high. Obey omens when they fall from your eyes. 

Yeah I'm flying on a birds wing
Heard there were more things

From up above the views 
Unnerving, somethings are left better unheard and, maybe even buried.
Are we undeserving? We all looking blurry.

Chase the smoke till I'm dead.
Clear the bowl, like I'm fed
Do the most, cause I can
Take it slow? But I can't
If i fly i don't land
If i aint high i ain't sad.
Bury my head in the sand if
the sky collapse.
Won't those eyes relax..
Stop looking at me, 


Wonder

Save me from myself, I don't need no help.
You put me in this cell, watch me count these reps. As I mouth my raps. Call masterchef. Stirring up the sound taste unlike the rest. I wear it on my chest.
I take it to the grave, I gave it to the world. Maybe say its the best, count me on those bets.
 Saving some confessions, raising all suspicions, cravings and addictions.
I hear you have a question,
No answers just suggestions.
Were it so easy, you wouldn't be stressing
But the weight is pressing should it be depressing? feeling measly, what's around me eats me. If my World of sound is fleeting, i should be defeated.
Here i stand unsheathed completed.
The reath has meaning
Invite my guests with greetings. 
You are my new meaning.
Say its best if we open up this chest no more holding grudges, set aside regret.
Cavity the holes it's cutting. Sanity as low as nothing. Handing me a life that's blessed. If i Take the steps, invest in understanding, fuck depressed. Im standing coalesced sail this boat success.
Penmanship above the rest, I don't fold i bend the shit. Those skills possessed, this story's told, I manifest. I can handle this.
I'm damn obsessed. Suggest I'm out of it
Claim I'm drugged at best, cloudiness.
Shroud of death
Just the bugs eating at my head. Demons are  nice and fed.
Shroud of death.
Save me from myself, put me to rest. Maybe shoot me to death. 
Lately losing this bet.
Fuck it shooting for best. 
Fuck you, do me like that.
I do this by hand, every sound I weave 
Take you to the past. Make you feel the Now, you feel at peace. Secrets to keep show you the golden key, find your way I meet you at the peak. Pine away, finally at ease I know its scary just come with me. I set you free, prometheus lights the fire but no freedom for him eating his skin. you seem to have lived carry the light and hold it within.

I cried rapping this song so I hope it hits just as hard for you.

Cravings & Addictions

Can you guys Help me find my MLE? I miss her

Lyrics:

I've been walking a lonely path come and stroll with me. Call the homies i cant break free from its grasp. Lately I've been feigning like a cat. Can't let anybody see me like that. Today im cutting off all the fat.
Separate me from my past. Sever the pain, swimming in circles. Sniffing the paint. 
Living in faith. Without an escape. All that it takes. Until my last day. Call me by my name. For all that its worth, falling to the floor. Unstoppable this a winning curve. Stalling till its 4, lock myself up until I make a score. So great its calling the lord. 
Flow state for hours im never bored.
I have a life to live go and live yours.
I have a flight to hitch, go and find yours.
I have i fight i fought, I never lived.
Till the end, struggling till its sent.
Fumbling the hottest bitch,
Humbling myself is a struggle itself.
Stuck in a cell, juggling in hell
The trouble is subtle approaches at night.
Im in a curfuffle. Tunnels and jungles im fighting off roaches in the dead of night.
Can't believe i live this life. 
A muzzle on my face a puzzle that only i can solve. A couple of troufles 
Float in my mind like theres no bottom at all.
Floating isnt flying so I guess theres a bottom after all.
How will survive after the fall? Can you handle it all? Give me your love tell
Me you cant have it all. 
Fending off the demons I've made,
Sucking the love from the reasons I gave.
Fucking up all of the ones who gave me a reason to stay. Ain't No reason you should stay. I made my bed of nails, let me lay 
I finish every day with a reason to stay.
Leave me alone I think I've made my peace today.
Im the new best, and you see my face.
Put me in a different place, somewhere as distant as space. Can't compare my shit a million miles away. Yea, imma find a way. I will never pine away. 
I dont need no sign to say.
I dont need no light to see.
I wont leave you behind again.
I sold my soul to greed.
I bought it back with enough of the green.
Fuck you ill say it again, I sold it to Satan. I brought it back like a sayan. 
Im invincible the fuck are you saying?
Thought you was playing, all the cards im raising, not enough that you staying.
Fuck will I do, im mad at myself.
Not enough that im changing.
Guess its finally Complacent only days can change it wouldn't have it any other way let me sit in my pain painting a picture open a fissure into your mind. Sounds bring about bigger sights, win or lose im flying high.
Dead or alive, living life. Open my third eye
Like im popping pimples
You ain't seen someone willing to die 
For the music they make since Mac 
Simple as that. Solving his riddles is taking me back, to a time when it ain't so sad. 
Delusional thomas is making me mad to be honest im also down bad. Im walking for hours into my mind until im had, its as sinful as that.

The Sanctuary

In that place I saw no signs no face
I stop and wait, stars at play 
While the night, sparks the flame
The sky hides away. Light then takes its place. Lightning takes my breath,
Lighting up the rest.
I stop and get some rest,
Some days I cant suppress,
So babe let's get this off my chest.
You got me feeling blessed,
Left impressed
All This distance I still can feel your breath
All that I got till its nothing left,
I see you alone and depressed.
Wait for me to change, no days left.
Staying in your place, cause you know what's best.
Playing with your soul, knowing i get attached. hoping that something lasts.
Cold and black, rinse in a frozen bath
Senses from the past.
Hope you come back, I know im sad
Dealt some blows im holding back.
Alone in these moments pulling glass out of my soles, cant focus.
Looking back its more than sad,
I tore up that, snort up that.
Engorging till im fat.
Normalcy is bland, 
Mortal me I cant stand.
Forcing me, by your hand.
For you, id be more than glad.
You absorbing all my sad,
Transform it into glass have it shatter
On my back. 
I deserve it, nothing matters if you're sad
I cant help it, put me back if you could cant have enough im too good.

You know I see more than your looks,
I read you like a book. If I could, rather should
Im dragging a foot, dragon at heart.
You the magic in books.
A happiness that stuck.
No chances in luck,
No other plans, but I don't give up.
I can handle it for once, 
Madness your love,
Manic when I was struck
Cause I cant live without your love
Chasing after fountains think I've won.

Senses from the Past

Dope!

Lately I dont have no time for bathing in the past,
Peeling off the scabs, statements take a stab
All I want is you to love me like your mad
Take time out your day to see my naked face
Likely, this is crass.
Pacing back and forth, waiting for a call as every hour pass
Must be dumb Or just mistaken, out of place 
Bumping thumbs, grounds taken.
 im getting rowdy
Aint no space to save it
That grounds taken
Mighty mouse i may be
Sights and sounds my ovation
A spire round creation.
Fire sparks innovations.

Am i misplaced or just a mistake?
Are we just some steak that's from the street gutter?
Looking pretty hide a face thats silent, underneath these mutters 
Through phases of your love life flutters,
Nothing ever hurt more than losing you for 6 summers, 6 thunderclaps that I saw before collapse. 
6 reasons why you never gave that second chance.
1 Too self loathing, too much brodie 
When you really trynna know me.
2 Now im thinking she must hold me,
Feeling really frozen.
3 why I can't i be more open?
4 Why is every door closing?
Why is my path aloneness?
5 Suppose I'll die alone, then,
6 You Reaping what you sow.
Dip my feet into the cold, 
Simple, let go what you know.
Fit into your soul. 
If you fraid let go, you may never know.
I made my own bed bro,
Im wishing you the best though.
I hope that you can get home,
Ive given all it takes, nothing ever gets done.
I think this might be my best run.
Could i get some rest, if I did
All these probelms'd get a test.
If we ride or die, we go beyond the flesh
If you see me dead, just know I got some rest.
I dont have no bed, sleep in the studio instead.
I dont have no bitch, my dick just needs some rest.
More like my heart needs it pressed against another one.
I'm getting troublesome, I aint at my best.
Wonder where im coming from,
Love, and I say it with my chest.
The thought of you everywhere I go
Plotting on you since 17 years old.
Now im 22, we still aint getting old.
I pray it aint fentanyl that im getting sold.
Leave me on my own, say its playing with your soul.
I got a devil of my own.
A new level that im on. A huge bezel stepping on the pawns.
Feel the pressure sending it from god.

Got caught up, thought we lost us.
If it aint true, just say you want it too.

Please Come Back

And you say we cant make peace,
If you saying this for real
I take my things hit the streets
Make believe this seemed to be
Caught up lost in the fantasy
Brought them past scenes they be lasting
movies on repeat, me im incomplete 
Caught a glimpse of your lips they 
Stick on me
Fit on me like a fit on fleak
Sit on me it'll give you a bit of peace
Read to you till, then asleep, 
Mean to you, never meant to be.
Seeing you how you wanna be seen
Spitting sentences in place of your ghost that i see
Living and breathing but don't feel that im free.
Finish my sentences dont feel that its me.
Only problem is thats alright with me.
Constant smoking if thats alright with you
Potent chronic that I light at night smells like you
Flows are awesome that I write inspired by you.
Loneliness is often time to find the truth.
Frozen in my steps as cold as ice about as rude.
More she reads, the more I sleep.
She knows how to give me peace
Something i need seems out of reach, without a key, around the tree about the streets i aint about the beef 
Told you I dont fuck around with cheese.
I Stay counting as I p-lease, 
Stay away from the sound of police
Evade the county with a bout of pleas
Make ways round them fees
Dont take them feds round me
You Go to sped and found the e
Completely baffled me.
Standing on the edge of free
With some balanced feet
Will I land or crash in sea
As it stands we have plan c
Rap this raphosdy
Move your feet to the count of 3, 4

Stewing up im brewing up a storm
Only do it if you're me or,
Kobe shooting from the 3, more
Lonely dudes be grooving while they free
I told you ominpotently, on you potently,
Saw you poking me, want you holding me,
Not you scolding me, 
lock in girl we going for the trees
Money all on me, love be calling me
Lovely autumn leaves 
Brothers oughta breathe
Caught in sun that falls on me,
Want a son that follows me
Caught in the love that stalls in spring
In summer then grows all its wings
Heartbreak it calls and rings
I never said a thing
Just closed my eyes and let it sing

Fantasy

Life isnt fair, so I'll have to be 
Live life day by day, the heros tail
Fear of failure, stare the barrel of a gun

When im gone you'll know me then

Save Me, From Myself

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