G THUG - DEATH WISH

Produced by Dj Carly O, Lee-why & Chefraw
Released December 2018 under La Plage Records (Pty) Ltd, South Africa

Satisfied - Carly O, Lee - Why, Chefraw Ft. Ezra Tai

Spoken Work Piece looking at Depression from a Different View 
Lyrics:
What is depression? what does it feed? what does it feel?
What brings in to the forefront of our steering wheel?
Who lets it drive? Who lets it break us? Or take us?
Who lets it take over our lives and manipulate us?
Why do I abide? Why does it do this? Why does it thrive? 
Why is it not a disease and just coming for the ride?
How can we stop it? How can we break up? Or get away from it?
How can we breathe when we're drowning and undone from it?
Does its life end? Does it stop living? Or go away?
Does it just die and leave us breathing anyway?
Where does it hide? Where are the bruises it leaves behind?
Where are the shackles that bind me to its tortured mind?
How much does it want? How much does it need our pain?
How much does it take from creatives and does it make us insane?
When are we free? When are we ride of it? When is it my turn?
When does it just disappear without a body left to burn? 

Take a pill, have a smoke, laugh or make a joke.
Nothing will seem to work not even this drink in my throat.
Become spiritual, go to the gym, eat healthily, have a swim.
Nothing seems to work not even this blade to my skin.
Get a dog, gets some plants, get some crystals and confidants.
Nothing works still all these bottles I decant.
Go to therapy, get someone to talk to you involuntarily
Talks to you so airily and walks around you so carefully.
This road that I'm going down takes up and brings me down.
What do I do this thing has me with a permanent frown.
A slave in my own body, a mental block where I’m just a hobby.
I feel so far from my friends just like I've been disembodied.
Trust me, I wouldn't want anyone to feel like this. 
I wish I had a child's ignorance and bliss.
Nothing seems to shake this feeling of loneliness.
Even my one true love and all my family and friends.

This silent war that I'm fighting, I just wanted to shed some light in.
People don't understand so their tongues they keep fighting.
It's more common than it seems, as common as leaves on trees.
You can't see anything clearly until you are free or it leaves.
Intelligent people understand too much, stupid people depression won't touch.
All I am trying to do is take its foot off the clutch.
Everything is depressing or I feel numb the hardest thing is to have fun.
Trying to breathe without bursting a lung and only wanting to feel the sun.
This is nothing to be feared it is something to be talked about.
Maybe this is the reason suicide is still thought about.
If it was treated as a disease and not something to be taken with ease. 
Then maybe it wouldn't hard to live with depression and more of an chilly breeze.
What I am saying is I understand and I’m here, for anyone who lives in this fear.
It's ok to shed a tear but fight we must and persevere.
Take a breath and listen hard, for you're not the only one that feels barred.
You are in control of the card so tell it to fuck off and take it off-guard.

What Is Depression?

Jazz & Hip Hop all in one gumbo pot! 🎶🎷

The Introduction

mar(vocal,lyrics)msq(compose,programming)

I was quietly　staring at dawn.
i am waiting to feel curious and free
I thank all the people i have met in the past and cherish my heart and live.
Even if it's already destined and it's decided that the door won't open.
I'll hit door again and again.
How much  though can be transmitted just by staring quietly in the dark.
I felt the body temperature from your body was warm
I live by fumbling　through fate.
Change fate with own power.

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Replay of Urban Night Grooves #153 featuring Susanne Alt in the guestmix. Susanne is a saxophone player, DJ and producer, born 1978 in Würzburg, Germany and based in Amsterdam, The Netherlands.
Susanne grew up with both parents being musicians and music teachers. At the age of 18, after finishing her classical saxophone studies, she leaves Germany to study jazz saxophone in Amsterdam and afterwards Berlin.
Back in Amsterdam she starts her own band, the Susanne Alt Quartet and also begins to play with DJ’s. In 2004 she debutes as producer with her 2004 release Nocturne on her own record label Venus Tunes. Worldwide performances follow. In 2015 she has her first performances as DJ/saxophonist. After 5 jazz albums Susanne produced funk album “Saxify” which has been released in early 2016. In the meantime Susanne has been continuing several singles, both under her own name and collaborations with other artists.

Tracklisting:
01. Mousse T. feat. Peven Everett - Pleasure [Peppermint Jam]
02. Louie Vega feat. Axel Tosca - Harvest Time [Nervous Records]
03. Emmaculate - Isis [Yoruba Records]
04. Sammy Bananas - Non-Stop [Bastard Jazz Recordings]
05. Louie Vega feat. Monique Bingham - Elevator (Going Up) (Mike Dunn New Mute Mix) [Vega Records]
06. Kyle Kim feat. Ashley Jana - Lean On Me (Earnshaw's Guitar Bump Remix) [Double Cheese]
07. Rob Hayes - Funky Jazz Tune (Richard Earnshaw Instrumental) [Duffnote]
08. Rocco Rodamaal feat. Keith Thompson - Break 4 Love (Atjazz Galaxy Aart Remix) [Memories]
09. Willie Dutch, Mr.Eclectic & George Lesley - Sopa [Pasqua Records]
10. Detroit Swindle - The Life Behind Things [Heist Recordings]
11. Adina Howard - Mind Reader (Opolopo Remix) [Reel People Music]

Susanne Alt on the web:
Website: https://www.susannealt.com
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Mixcloud: https://www.mixcloud.com/susannealt
Traxsource: https://www.traxsource.com/label/29663/venus-tunes

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Urban Night Grooves 153 - Guestmix by Susanne Alt

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