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Mate (메이트) - 그리워

바람, 어디에서 부는지, 루시드 폴

바람, 어디에서 부는지

Summary

An intense art-pop ballad about losing a loved one, moving through grief, and finding the first steps toward renewal. The narrator inhabits rooms of memory and physical traces—photographs, coffee rings, footprints—while bargaining with time and shadow. The song transforms mourning into a quest: bargaining becomes movement, silence becomes a map, and the grief itself is reframed as a lantern to guide onward. Tension is structured through intimate verses, urgent pre-choruses, and an ascending, climactic chorus that shifts key and opens into communal resolve. By the final refrain the narrator accepts change, carries the lost presence like weather, and commits to climbing the hill toward a new day.

Lyrics

Title: I will climb that hill

Verse 1  
A thin light writes the lines where we lay  
Cold air holds your name between the day  
I pace the rooms where memory insists  
Shadows file their secrets on my wrists

Pre-Chorus 1  
If bargaining could borrow back a breath  
If trade could cut the margin of your death

Chorus  
I will run where the sky will fold and bend  
Pull the hours backward; make the ending mend  
Lift this heavy ledger, learn the language still  
I will cross the quiet country, I will climb that hill

Verse 2  
Photographs like smuggled islands in the dark  
Your laugh a lighthouse flashing one last spark  
I sift the small proofs that kept the world alive  
Cobwebbed mugs and midnight trains that used to drive

Pre-Chorus 2  
If I could swap my shadow for your light again  
If silence had a coin to spend

Chorus  
I will run where the sky will fold and bend  
Pull the hours backward; make the ending mend  
Lift this heavy ledger, learn the language still  
I will cross the quiet country, I will climb that hill

Verse 3  
Soft rain arranges footprints into songs  
Wind erases margins where our pages belong  
I learn the tiny freedoms you left unsealed  
Teach these trembling hands the prayers you never revealed

Bridge  
There is a river stitched across my sleep  
Stone by stone I carry what I keep  
The moon leans in and teaches me to yield  
Every closed door is also an unsealed field

Pre-Build  
I will trade the ache for a map of stars  
I will talk to the wreckage like to a scar

Breakdown  
Breathe in the hollow; breathe out your name  
Folded in ember, I learn from the flame  
The world rearranges; I remain the same  
Worn softer now, shaped by your refrain

Chorus — Climactic  
I will run where the sky will fold and bend  
Pull the hours backward; feel the past unbend  
Lift this heavy ledger, learn the language still  
I will cross the quiet country, I will climb that hill

Chorus — Call and Response  
I will run — you will walk with me in wind  
I will call — and hear your name beneath the din  
I will hold — the grief becomes a lantern bright  
I will move — and carry you into the light

Outro  
When morning breaks I will be newly made  
I keep you like the weather; fierce, then staid  
Though roads remember every step I still  
I will move, I will gather, I will climb that hill.

© 2025 Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. All rights reserved.  
Lyrics and concept by Martin Oliver Beinersdorf. Do not reproduce, distribute, or adapt without explicit permission.

I will climb that hill

Midnight sky Dreams

봉우리 - 김민기

사람들은 손을 들어 가리키지
높고 뾰족한 봉우리만을 골라서
내가 전에 올라가 보았던 작은 봉우리 얘기 해줄까?

봉우리
지금은 그냥 아주 작은 동산일 뿐이지만
그래도 그때 난 그보다 더 큰 
다른 산이 있다고는 생각지를 않았어
나한테는 그게 전부였거든

혼자였지
난 내가 아는 제일 높은 봉우리를 향해 
오르고 있었던 거야
너무 높이 올라온 것일까?
너무 멀리 떠나온 것일까?
얼마 남지는 않았는데

잊어버려
일단 무조건 올라보는거야
봉우리에 올라서서 손을 흔드는 거야 고함도 치면서
지금 힘든 것은 아무 것도 아냐
저 위 제일 높은 봉우리에서 
늘어지게 한숨 잘 텐데 뭐

허나 내가 오른 곳은 그저 고갯마루였을 뿐
길은 다시 다른 봉우리로
저기 부러진 나무등걸에 걸터앉아서 나는 봤지
낮은 데로만 흘러 고인 바다
작은 배들이 연기 뿜으며 가고

이봐, 고갯마루에 먼저 오르더라도
뒤돌아서서 고함치거나 
손을 흔들어 댈 필요는 없어
난 바람에 나부끼는 자네 옷자락을 
이 아래에서도 똑똑히 알아 볼 수 있을 테니까 말이야

또 그렇다고 괜히 허전해 하면서
주저앉아 땀이나 닦고 그러지는 마
땀이야 지나가는 바람이 식혀주겠지 뭐
혹시라도 어쩌다가 아픔 같은 것이 저며 올 때는
그럴 땐 바다를 생각해
바다

봉우리란 그저 넘어가는 고갯마루일 뿐이라구

하여, 친구여 우리가 오를 봉우리는
바로 지금 여긴지도 몰라
우리 땀 흘리며 가는 여기 숲속의 좁게 난 길
높은 곳엔 봉우리는 없는지도 몰라
그래 친구여 바로 여긴지도 몰라
우리가 오를 봉우리는

김민기 - 봉우리

우리가 있던 시간

윤종신 - 말꼬리(feat.정준일 of MATE)

공전 (Vocal by 짙은)

Yoon Jong Shin, ZICO (윤종신, 지코) - 2017 월간 윤종신 2월호 (Monthly Project 2017 February)
Download Single (MP3 - 320kbps):http://www.mediafire.com/file/2komxzukapgzkqm/Yoon_Jong_Shin%2C_ZICO_-_Monthly_Project_2017_February.rar
Release Date: 2017.02.24

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