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added new drums etc. love this song. original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JQP3LVMunoo

JAXXON D. SILVA FT. LIL PEEP - POOR THING (PULSE remaster)

stealthsuite type beat

love @deadangel

https://soundcloud.com/tsunderefanclubworldwide/slappy-x-emotegi-old-patek

y2y2y2y ***wdeadangel*

@mkne
@januaryyy
@176s
@prodspxce
@odel007
@k1rai
@kkkarasu
@aetjtjshtgfsh

spring

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LYRICS: https://genius.com/Nae-sano-headshot-lyrics

Prod: @naesano
Model: https://www.instagram.com/jesusisgoth/
Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/4aI4kfDJ9DOA7W0vVd72Nc

HeadShot

Spotify

prod @vvyvvyvvy

i fucking hate myself

aye i live with hate
kill myself ill just decay
in my grave
ill never feel safe 
but i must
thinking about what it was
holy fuck i turned to dust
just like my dreams
just like my love
questioning to god
or whatever the fuck it is
why is my life like this
is something i should ask myself
i dont care about regrets
imma show u now all there's left
blood drippin from my veins in the sink
need no switchblade
got them notes laying around
no im not talking about my lyrics
the day i'll fly away
is the day noone will miss me
cut my head sew it back up
no resistance
hang my head
blank body
no face
no what if's..
wont be remembered
hanging in the forest, but what if...

as my heartbeat is slowing down
i dont have any hope left
nothing
our hands are holding too tight
i'll lose u, im sorry

im sorry

self hate (prod depersonal)

A couple of days ago my friend died. I still can't believe it. Most recently, he was helping me fix a computer. Discussed their problems and joys in life. There were a lot of very good points. I spent all my school time with him. He was always the soul of the company. He was always ready to help in difficult times. And now he is gone. Rest in peace, my friend.
special thanks for helping @lolibeat

the last chance (read description)

half off

winter chimes w/ utsush (2017)

original song: https://soundcloud.com/emotegi/talent-show by https://soundcloud.com/emotegi

shoutout https://soundcloud.com/tsvetad2a for helping me figure out the melody cuz i suck at making melodies lmfao

lyrics:
back in the middle of the night, yeah we feel so alive
keep it really really really quiet, turn the lights off
i bought it all for a dollar, itll cut us
gotta get green, so we keep it undercoverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

i wanna give up, I cant hate the victim
i swear to you that well be
well be just fine (x3)
keep it in your heart, and well be just fine
well be just fine (x2)
get to say goodbye, and well be behind
well be behind
the leaves fly by
hear what I say, have to get it alright
yeah we're alright
oh yea were alrightttttttt (Get in the system)

we get to meet friends
i dont have no heart cuzzzzzzz (well be just fine)

we get to meet friends
i dont have no heart cuzzzzzzz (we have no time)

looking out the dirty old windowwww
im alone, my friends are always good though
backwood is mine, I have to get those
now I know cuz theyre after something special
why you keep on tying the string in your belt (yeah it goes on)
dont talk Ill keep the blade in your head through your head boy (yeah it goes on)
why spring lies when i feel it in the wind though (weah well be fine)
now Im 24 still looking out the window (break your heart)

best friends and ex-friends always gotta make againnnnnnnn
best friends and ex-friends always gotta fake againnnnnnnnnn

just fine
well be just fine
keep it in your heart and we'll be just fine
well be just fine (x2)
get to say goodbye and well be behind
well be behind
the leaves fly by
hear what I say have to get it alright
yeah were alright
oh yeah were alrightttttttttt

we'll be just fine (emotegi cover)

@dysbeats @dysbeats @dysbeats
enter this or ill be sad 😔

Sinking - Dys Sample Challenge

4 sale dm me palmtri#7845

[00:00] me
[01:41] me + https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
[02:54] me
[04:27] me + https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
[05:39] me + https://soundcloud.com/odel007 + https://soundcloud.com/januaryyy
[06:49] me
[08:03] me + @lovefelt
[09:20] me + https://soundcloud.com/odel007
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birthday samples +lovefelt, jxlyy, odel

art by @de3gs
made this in 10 minutes lol.

geek angel (math_uuu + perc40)

khoshgelam vali moshkelam madar jende samtam naya

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