toothache

talk to me one more time w/poser

prod me & @safeintherain

lyrics:
sry mom im using again
its just i was a little down and i needed a friend
so call me when u come around and u wanna pretend
whole time you weren't allowed i thought its smt i said
wait was is smt i said?
driving fast and u texting my phone
said u moving on girl i dont wanna know
i live in the moment i dont ever wanna go
no chance im ever gonna go home
see the stars see the light when you not here
i might let her spend the night when u not here
tell me itll be alright when it gets weird
had 2 change not the same from last year
i got way more of a name since the past year
its like i cant be contained not around here
digging too much in my brain is my own fear
maybe i could make it last if ur sincere

im waiting my time will come 
im sedated and thats just what im on
sry mom im using again
its just i was a little down and i needed a friend
so call me when u come around and u wanna pretend
whole time you weren't allowed i thought its smt i said
wait was is smt i said?

using again

sucks to be in love

there are 2 versions of this song, one pitched up one pitched normally, why???

never goodbye - bible

MEOW

lyrics;

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I'm shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

(fuck you, you creep)

you keep lying out your teeth
you watched me suffer, and you're laughing while I bleed
and I know you're just a cluster, I can hear your inner screams
and I know I'm just another stupid loser that's in your dreams

and I love to see all, I know you're listening
so tell me who's at fault, I know I'm sickening
I still answer your calls, I know it’s crippling
I try to stand up tall, but here I am shivering
I really gave it all, but now I'm festering

I wanna see your teeth embedded on my neck
take advantage of my body just for sex
you dragged me on the floor I'm hoping I'm dead
you keep on torturing me, can you let me rest
put the shotgun to the back of my head, fill me up with lead
and you stripped me of my clothes, I'm stuck to this bed
and I know nobody knows, they'll shoot you dead.

bleed

Youre stuck doing the same thing
not sure how your not tired 
theres no running either odds ill chase you
ill save your life from a burning fire

your a mistake, That i cant fix
lie to my face, baby no i wont trip
feel hypnotized when you walk and your talking
you just sit in your room slowly rotting away
baby just spit it out
or just shoot me right in the brain
ill rip your carcass out 
cause i really like how you taste
you said im "wiggin out"
baby well you know im insane 
im tryna figure out cause day drinkings not my thing
doesnt take drugs to figure out that im not ok

Youre stuck doing the same thing
not sure how your not tired 
theres no running either odds ill chase you
ill save your life from a burning fire

your a mistake, That i cant fix
lie to my face, baby no i wont trip
feel hypnotized when you walk and your talking
you just sit in your room slowly rotting away
baby just spit it out
or just shoot me right in the brain
ill rip your carcass out 
cause i really like how you taste
you said im "wiggin out"
baby well you know im insane 
im tryna figure out cause day drinkings not my thing
doesnt take drugs to figure out that im not ok

prod me

i wasnt tryna make a scene
but you keep yelling while you leave
this is everything to me
this is everything to me
ill keep my head up for one more day
i hope hes treating you better I want you to be safe
and i cant stand the weather rain ruined my day
and i wish we were together but its never the same

september 20th

its different

im a duck quack

music helps
4 all the lost souls//ur not alone unless u want 2 be

im a duck quack

Rivsky