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No matter where I go 
No matter what I do 
I feel like I don’t belong 
Was never suppose to be here all along 
But I stay holding on 
Not sure really for what why? 
Death gotta be way easier more simple my guy
Life hard life hard 
Retard 
Not easy 
And far from fair 
My life not going nowhere 
Ask me if I really give a care? 
You know you not suppose to compare 
Fuck what they doing over there 
Everyone going through they own shit 
Everyone has they own ego 
Own projection of the world 
That’s made up from they conscience 
That’s inside 
Minds all willin out 
Enough to make me wanna click back this cannon 
Very scary like Mariah or better yet Carrie 
There all gonna laugh at you 
Give a fuck prom night at the columbine 
Put em all in a line drop the building on there spine 
You don’t develop a mind like mine over night 
I got trauma and it shows 
Doctors give me acronyms 
To try and make a little sense of all my disorders 
Put em all in alphabetical order 
AAD
ADHD 
ASPD 
BPD 
PTSD 
And I’m sure that list goes on 
Been like this for too long 
Self neglect 
Like I’m not fucking worth it 
Suck it up pussy just be normal 
wtf is normal?
Searching for a unicorn 
Demons in my head 
Popping out of my hair is two horns 
Watch me hula hoop them with my halo 
That same halo I’ve had since el ninjo l
It use to shine bright 
Till life drained the batteries dry 
It’s the same thang these days 
When I feel like I should cry 
Emotions went numb 
Like I’ve been rubbing numbing cream lotion all on my organs inside 
But Silly guy your not numb inside your just dead inside everything been cooked fried 
Started first with your mind 
If I could go back and rewind 
I’d like to say I’d stay sober 
But that’s probably a lie

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