i hate it here

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kiss me thru the discord (feat. Xaxanity) *oscat remix*

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kiss me thru the discord (feat. xaxanity) *oscat remix*

get wicked Get money 
From Sunday 2 Sunday 
Drink Remy I waddle
Got the bands in pants don’t fall tho 
Shooter wear a mask no bane tho
Shoot his face off now the case closed 
30 round clip don’t reload
I’m just trynna keep the peace and the peso’s

Skinny jeanz ya and they balmain 
Cartier frame keep me from the shade 
Summer time sip me up like lemonade
Pull up on the scene they already know my name 
Only want the money I don’t want the fame 
Eat eat eat me up like lo mein 
White bitch Anya taylor doing cocaine 
Lately I been chillen on my solo 
Ion care bout that shit no fomo 
Fuckin wit my bands go loco 
Brand new tattoo my body like an art wall 
Have u heard the news?
Zombies comming after downfall 
Why why baby don’t cry don’t lie or I’ll kick to the side 
No I’m not that type of guy

wick3d

you’ll never know

prod ilybeam

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you fucked it up i dont even care
they watch me they all stare

im so unrepairable
im a loser just laying in bed

everything is so fucked up i cant do this anymore
why do i even try just leave me and let me go

i just want to leave let me go out the door
i just wanna go away from this messed up place

just leave me alone erase me from memories
im just a messed up bitch i guess im not the shit

i just wanna cry in my room like all the time
PC is my only friend you can you just hit my line

everything is so fucked up its my fault no one else

no one understands this pain im so alone
everything is just so tragic im so sad

if u dont like me its not my fault im so rad
i cant wanna change my personality that's so fucked

i hate these pills cus they make me feel like a zombie
stitches on my arms im rocking old Abercrombie

hate the system cus its so fucking brutal
society is so messed its immortal
everything horrible i just want some morals
moral oral ill climb out the soil

steampunk princess
ill eat you yk that
ur brain is filled with pesticides i can fix that

i just want you to see how i see you
ur so in different t i just wanna be you

wish i can change you just rearrange you
i just spite you i just despise you ;ccc

pesticides ( ҂ × ཀ × )

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i drew album art! cover of xo_willow  winter suicide

winter suicide o_o

idk // @\nickspinal (og photographer)
lyrics --

id rather not have friends
cus what if they’re too kind to me
making up my mind.
tell me, is that fine?
i dont wanna fight myself 
but i cant hold a light
slipping thru my hands like time, its faster
i can’t run cant stand i’m tired

wired, tight around my wrists and chest

tell me what i did so wrong
why cant this be over yet?

tell me what i did so wrong
why cant this be over yet?

tell me what i did so wrong
tell me, sorry, i forget..

memory of a goldfish
left and overfed
floating at the top inside a tank
“is she really dead?”

you can stuff me full
ill take it all
so you know that i tried

one day, lie down with myself and i
“mom, did i do alright?”

(4 bar)

wanna tell me who ill be?
tell me all ‘bout my potential
do you still feel pity knowing that its all js theoretical?

i know who i am,
im living outside ecstasy
i dont need u to see me separately 
u wont believe im whole

you refuse to see the mess ive made

i know who i am
just all of the things ill never be


i know who i am:
all the things ill never be

i know who i am:
all the things you won’t believe

i know who i am:
just all of the things ill never be

i know who i am:
all the things ill never be

i know -

you don’t know the real me, you see me as your ideal
you don’t love me, just the idea that ill be something real
i am nothing, in the ground, im dirt. im just a piece of earth
loving with no expectation doesnt work, can i return? can’t take no more…!

i know who i am,
im living outside ecstasy
i dont need u to see me separately 
u wont believe im whole

you refuse to see the mess ive made

i know who i am
just all the things ill never be

i know who i -
all the things ill never be

i know who i am:
all the things you won’t believe

i know who i am:
all the things you still wont see

i know who i am:
just all of the things ill never be…
 

i know who i am.
i know -
i know who i am 

i know who i am:
all the things ill never be

i know who i am.
i know theres no better me.

i know who i am (prod. tiresss)

prod: neofantasia 
mix/master: me and @luvglitz 

lyrics: 
I told you it’s the truth
That I wanted you
All you have to do
Is take all my abuse 
Does it make me evil in the wrong time ? 
Never wanna make you feel like me
I told you it’s the truth
That I wanted you
All you have to do
Is take all my abuse 
Is it fantasy crawling into my head? 
And things you said that I try and choose to forget. 
I know it hurts too much but I feel it too
You think it’s all on you but I choose to lose

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