Peanut Butter Vibez 💜 - part 5

Vulnerable (prod .lick Owens)

[Verse]

The dorm rooms emptied out on a Tuesday afternoon
God sent a plague just to clear the room
And I took it as a mercy, a holy hand upon my mouth
Saying, "Child, hush now, it’s time to go south"

I saw you lingering by the lake, looking for a sign
But I was already calculating the distance between your future and mine
You wanted a trinity, some twisted, jagged shape
But I don’t share the altar, and I don’t share the grape

[Chorus]

And I’m not gonna be the one who waits
While you weigh her iron against my silver gates
I want to be loved like a fever, absolute and cruel

Not just a passive character in your foolish adventure
So I let the silence eat the phone lines, I let the screen go black
Our Lord closed the world so I wouldn’t have to look back

[Verse]

April lied to us both, said we had time to steal
But I’m watching the odds rise and the sun get parched
You called seventeen times, I watched them all ring out
A mastermind builds a fortress while the others yell and cry

I studied the embers while you studied your regret
Choosing me, choosing her, a gamble you haven’t won yet
It was hurting my head, it was hurting my grades
So I took the knife and I cut the braids

[Chorus]

And I’m not gonna be the one who stays
While you weigh her flower against my blade
I want to be loved like a spark, sudden and undoing

Not just a footnote in your drifting fairytale
So I let the silence bite the phone lines, I let the screen go black
Our Lord made our world sick so I wouldn’t have to turn around

[Bridge]

I graduated in the quiet, a robe of heavy solitude
Honors on the paper, a starving attitude
And I think about you sometimes, stuck in that indecisive gray
Wondering where I went, and why I wouldn’t stay.

But I left a breadcrumb, a little piece of rot
For Chloe to find in the tangled knot
An anonymous text, glowing in the dark
1 4 3, yeah, that’s the mark

Let her have the truth, let her have her dignity
I’m walking clean down this empty road

[Outro]

It was divine intervention, baby, don’t you see ?
God stopped the spinning earth just to set me free
Just to set me free

From the half-love
From the half-life
I’m whole now
I’m whole now

Shame on me

James Blithe - Baby Blue (prod. beressi)

plastic taste

Joji - WORLDSTAR MONEY

Joji - I Don't Wanna Waste My Time

joji - window

Joji- Demons

Will He - Joji

Dear you.
Study mix, sad-times mix, or cruise-through-town mix, this mixtape is whatever you want it to be, I hope you enjoy.
Yours sincerely, 
me.


Tracklist:
1.  @zamirraps - too late
2.  @musicgraveyard - I Don't Have To Tell You I'm Okay Anymore
3.  @powfu - death bed
4.  @aliumraps - dim
5.  @headhaunter - 2049
6.  @pixelatedfantasy - when i met her
7.  @indii-g - phases
8.  @llamawav & @verqoh - lost soul
9.  @dahm-the-rapper - a story...
10.  @marcthepoet - steadfast
11.  @proof - new day

Joji - I Don't Wanna Waste My Time

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