Myself Sideways

Journal #26 (Humpty-Dumpty)

Voice outro

Bonjours à tous
Voici Les gardiens de nos mémoires, enregistré en 1987, est plus qu’un morceau, c’est un poème chanté à ceux qui ont forgé nos racines, à ceux dont les rides racontent des siècles d’amour, de luttes, et de lumière.
Leur présence est une richesse précieuse, souvent silencieuse, mais essentielle.
Derrière chaque ride se cache une histoire à préserver

Paroles :                      Laurentides Music
Musique :                    Laurentides Music
Arrangements :           Laurentides Music
Copyright :                  Laurentides Music 2025

Les gardiens de nos mémoires, enregistré en 1987

chocolate heart

Melting Snow

One call away - Charlie puth

Depois de 2 anos, finalmente tenho uma nova música original para vos apresentar, compus esta música com todo o meu coração, espero que gostem <3

After 2 years, I finally have a new original song to share with you. I wrote this song with all my heart, and I hope you like it. <3

Lyrics: 

(I'm scared, I'm scared, 
but you are my safe place,
and I love you)

I'm afraid of what love might do 
Because of all the pain that I've been through
I try to hold on tight and that's the truth
But this time I'm giving it all to you

When we are together you make me smile
It's like I can feel your heart from more than a mile

Baby, I feel the flame
Why don’t you hold me and stay
I lose myself each day
Your love is lighting up my way

Baby, I need you
Cause I'm scared of this Deja Vu

(I'm scared, I'm scared, 
but you are my safe place
And I love you)

Can we dance in the rain?
So we can wash away all the pain
Let me trust in your love
As we rise above life's shove

In your arms I find my safe place
World fades away in your warm embrace
Hold me close let's dare to see
A future where love isn't a bad memory

Baby, I need you
But I'm scared of this Deja Vu

(I'm scared, I'm scared, 
but you are my safe place
And I love you)

Baby, I love you
But I'm scared of this Deja Vu

Deja Vu (Original)

Man of War - Maya Gal (WAV)

Ce soir j'ai pleuré en rafale

🎧 Song Insight: "Yeah...."
A fogged-up windshield. Static on the stereo. Two kids in silence, smoke curling through unspoken things. “Yeah....” isn’t just a mood—it’s a memory trapped in the backseat, where time slows down and even failure feels poetic. A blend of spoken confessions and low, haunting melodies, this song captures that liminal space between not caring and caring too much. For anyone who ever skipped school, lit up with shaking fingers, or tried to disappear into the right song—this is your moment, frozen in reverb.

🎙️ Lyrics
[Intro]
[Soft-guitar]
[Vinyl-Hiss]
[SoundFX-Car-Engine]
[Slow-Tempo]

[Verse 1]
[Male-Solo] [Spoken]
My song is skipping
Didn't miss a beat
Never worked
That adapter was cheap

[Verse 2]
[Male-Solo] [Spoken]
In the back seat by the window
Watching smoke curl around his fingers
Thinking that would be neat
I watched as the ash fell just to see
He was looking at me
I turned away and took a drag
Pretended I was mad

[Verse 3]
[Male-Solo] [Spoken]
Shit—I forgot to do my homework
Still half-stoned from last night
We stayed up all night on the phone

Didn’t matter
It’s too late
I was already failing
Wished he’d just give up

[Interlude]
[Lo-Fi-Guitar-Lick]
[SoundFX-Distant-Highway]

[Verse 4]
[Male-Solo] [Spoken]
But the world being wrong didn’t matter
My song was on
In that moment...
nothing was wrong
Even if it was just for a second
Everything could feel right

[Bridge]
[Male-Solo] [Spoken]
It was my film
A cinematic scene
Some other show
on some other planet

[Verse 5]
[Male-Solo] [Spoken]
But you knew—it was you
You were the star
And as the camera pulled back
you looked past your reflection
past the weight of one more mistake
you weren’t ready to let go

[Outro:Extended]
[Male-Solo] [Spoken]
The words flood your head
We’re supposed to be young
We’re supposed to be dumb
We’re supposed to sing along
to another fucking song

[End:Fade Out]
[Vinyl-Hiss]
[Soft-Guitar-Echo]
[Key:E-Minor]
[Slow-Tempo]

💭 Artist Reflection
I didn’t write this song. I remembered it. Or maybe it remembered me.
This isn’t a fantasy or a metaphor—it’s what it felt like to be almost invisible but still alive.
You didn’t need plot back then. You just needed someone to pick you up and not ask questions.
We didn't have therapy—we had the right cassette.

🔊 About 4Me2BeFree
4Me2BeFree is a memory loop you forgot you recorded—half nostalgia, half raw nerve. Every track is a cinematic echo of a life still healing in real-time.

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Yeah.....

An older guy. Been dreaming about good recordings for forty years now. No believer of genre borders,  often find good songs,  covers or not,  in either English or my native Finnish. Got  few connections but would like to share whatever I  have managed   to put together with other people.

Myself Sideways

Max Pineshill

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