Winter Sun (isolated vocals)

17 - cas

you will be okay (cover)

happier than ever (cover)

traitor x happier than ever x heather (cover)

outgrown (cover)

suddenly i started writing
my view turned into a garden
it's no longer blue
dinner gets served in the mornin
cant even take melatonin
i'm dreaming of you
cause it all comes back to you

every time i drink water
your hoodie shrinks in the washer
and the air isn't on
ask me why do i bother
but i won't give you an answer

cause i know 
that it's wrong
i just don't know
how to stop
im sorry if i crossed the line
you'll settle down and then ill find
a shirt that's my size

hated the way you'd reply
i used to but now i don't mind
rent needs to be paid
think i will understand
how little i felt in your hands

cause i like
all the drama
but tonight
i don't wanna
be a sapling by a tree
i'm tired of waiting underneath
so ill watch the sun breathe

sapling - cas

about you (cover)

i almost died
from the warden and my appetite 
i just need one more bite
to continue down here in the mines
but im running out of time
yea i need a cake, to surviiiiveee

i only mined
for an hour and a half tonight
7:30-9
tryna make it out alive

milk and sugar
i just need one egg and 3 wheat too
hear a spider,
and another enderman in view

or is it just 
another creeper
not when i am losing hunger 
am i
risking it til dawn
could you just wait
until my lives 
are all complete so i don't die
i'll close my
eyes and let them come
i just wish i don't respawn

i only mine
with full armor and full appetite
out of sight, out of mind
no more bones and spider eyes!

milk and sugar
don't want no mushroom stew
is it over?
i have nowhere to run to

so is it just
another creeper
not when i am losing hunger
have i 
risked it all on greed?
could you just wait
a little while
(i'll) go to the surface
for a few miles 
until i
find all that i need
to bake a cake that i can
eat

milk (minecraft version)

something comforting (cover)

i'm running out of pages
i keep writing down the same thing
im getting tired of the wait lists
i think there's something i'm missing

i try to clean my apartment
wash my hands when im finished
i want to read more often
and pause the noise and distraction

nobody got me like you did
still keep a part of you in my system

and now there's nothing to do
with the shoes you left
all i have now is fiction
and this pain in my chest
like a cage
thought we were the same
yet i've broken
all my rules so you'd tell me to stay

empty ballroom - cas

i painted my walls
locked in since november
been tryna forget you

i covered it all,
the pain i remember
up until i met you

i was able to breathe
with you
in the room
and smile again

toward my ceiling i count
to three
i fall asleep
and dream again

cause i can't pretend now
that you're not around
how it feels to be free,
how it feels to be me

cause i will throw away
the things that we'd say
i promise you ill let you go
but can i lay here close
with you

i've been missing my alarm
wake up with two shadows
and no food in the pantry

cancel out all my harm
cigarettes on the table
and 3 cups of coffee

i was able to grieve 
with you
in the afternoon
get high again

close my blinds and i'll count 
to three,
fall asleep,
and cry again

two shadows (sad song) - cas

it crept up on me
all the things i'd read
digital or physical
im running out of time, i think

one sip and im fine
til im left behind
saved again by a friend
will i pay it back in time?

cause i just wanna touch the ceiling
tired of aiming for the sky
looking forward to the seasons
changing endlessly 
i lie
about my future
all the questions in my life
am i ready for an answer?
say it's over by tonight

seasons - cas

i thought that my job was getting harder to do
wrote a check box on paper labeled
"please tie your shoes"
but it's alright, survived all the tears 
and dried up from you

i drew it all out just to see it in front of me
stopped playing games with the world and my pc
but it's alright, i got all i need without needing you

chasing my tail 
unclogging the drain
and i'm speechless again
when they call your name

picked out the rest
saving the best
cause it's already too late
for me to make amends

oh it's too late 
to start again

i hid from the sun to stay young and alone
caught a beetle on the window after he said "hello"
and it's alright, aligned all my time to not think of you

i sang to my phone cause there's no one to hear me
i cry to our songs while you're always on tv
alright, i got what i need without needing you

beetle.wav

again (cover)

when (cover)

dance with me (cover)

i saw ur name
i knew i would
my head looked down, my smile went up
and my heart felt good
nothing you say can make me cry
why would i say a word for you to turn a blind eye
my hands are warm
because of you
holidays i don't see your face, and i turn blue
i know this is not the best routine,
but at least you're still here
get me out of this daydream

warm - cas

cool (cover)

i feel
like i've been way too much
i'm always in a rush
and i'm skipping
while i'm feelin
and thinkin bout ur touch
you're always on my mind
it's probably a sign
that i need you
but i need to
back off from time to time
everything is real
it's just the way i feel
i wish that i could hide it
but it's nothing to conceal
everybody knows
that that's just how life goes
you take it or you leave it
doesn't matter if it shows
but i know you're here with me

my brain 
wants to be with you
but i can't
handle the truth
sometimes i can get scared of 
losing you
but i'm alright
no more missin
no more fixin our lives
cause i'm just dreamin
bout our future every night
you
say goodbye

i don't wanna know
about what i let go
my hearts beatin
and i'm wonderin
why did you walk so slow
it's not the same if it's not you
and you know it's true

you say you want the same things
but you don't like what i think
i can't ever understand
why you want to hold my hand

cas

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