I successfully committed suicide twice only to be brought back i have a purpose I hope

I really want too so if I lose the battle i'm sorry please don't be mad.

killing myself today monday april 7th 2025 in merritt bc under a bridge.

Oh well it’s never to late to do it goodbye 2025

Guys, I’m always here. I deal with stuff like this, and I know it’s nice to talk to someone who knows what your going through. If you wanna talk, ask for my number on here and I’ll give it to you

I'm either paralyzed or just hateful, most days I just want to fucking die

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About You

Dear Anxiety || Spoken Word by Clayton Jennings

“Gather close, and let the embers speak. For this is no tale of kings and crowns — this is the saga of fire, oath, and blood. This is the song of the last skald, and the flame that refused to die.”

In the twilight of the old world, when the fjords whispered of gods and ghosts, a warband rose beneath the dawn. Their oaths were carved in stone, their names etched in frost. The saga begins with “Oathbound at Dawn,” where warriors swear loyalty not by word, but by fire — a ritual of steel and spirit beneath the rising sun.

From the shadows of the fjord comes “The Wolf and the Fjord,” a tale of cunning and survival. The warband moves like smoke, striking with the silence of beasts. Then the drums thunder in “Hammerfall Rite,” a berserker’s invocation to Thor — the moment before the clash, where rage becomes ritual and the sky splits with fury.

But war is not only steel. In “Seidr’s Veil,” the warriors kneel before the völva, the seer who chants in tongues older than time. She shows them fate — not as prophecy, but as consequence. And then the clash: “Blood on the Ice” erupts with chaos, where shields splinter and the fjord runs red. Victory is won, but not without cost.

The ravens arrive in “The Raven’s Feast,” circling the dead with solemn grace. They do not mourn — they honor. The battlefield is silent, save for the wind and the wings. And then the myth deepens in “Stone of the Nine Worlds,” where the skald walks through realms of fire, frost, death, and dream. Each world speaks, each stone remembers.

Now the skald stands alone in “Skald of the Last Flame,” the titular track. He sings not for glory, but for memory — the last voice of a vanished warband, the final ember of a forgotten age. The longship burns in “Ashes of the Longship,” a funeral voyage across the sea, where names are whispered into the tide.

But the saga does not end. In “Echoes in the Hall of Shields,” the voices of the fallen rise in chorus. Their shields line the walls of the honored hall, and their names thunder through eternity. Yet even this is not the final flame.

A new chapter begins with “Where the Chief Fell, the Flame Rises.” The warband’s leader is gone, lost to legend. But his fire lives on. The Son steps forward in “The Son Who Bears the Ember,” uncertain but resolute, carrying the weight of legacy in trembling hands.

He learns the truth in “Peace Is a Lie.” The world does not honor restraint — it devours it. The Son casts aside hope and embraces fire. But in “Ashes of the First Command,” he learns that war is never clean. The cost of leadership is written in blood.

And finally, he rises in “The Flame That Does Not Bow.” No longer a child, no longer a warlord — he is the flame itself. Not wild, not broken, but eternal. He walks not for vengeance, but for truth. The saga ends not in silence, but in fire.

“So remember this, you who listen by the hearth: the skald may fall, the chief may fade, but the flame marches on. And in every oath, in every name, in every echo — the saga lives.”

Oathbound at Dawn

Please Don't Kill Yourself by Clayton Jennings

Suicide -  Spoken Word Clayton Jennings

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Short message:
I wrote this song over the course of the past year and half. It's the most important song I've written to date.
I know what it's like to feel like you're drowning in your own sorrow. 
And how hopeless you can feel in that. 
But I also know that there's a light at the end of the tunnel. 
And it's waiting for all of us. 
Just Hold On. 
Pain doesn't always end, but your response to it does


Song produced by Raspo Beats and 27swens
Lyrics written by Presence


Lyrics:
Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now
x2

I know that this life gets hard sometimes/
I know that depression’s running through your mind/
I know that sometimes you just want to cry/
But nobody understands so you close your eyes

I know that sometimes you just want to die/
I know that sometimes you just wonder why/
They leave you on your own just to fight this fight/
But I promise you that you gone get through the
night/

I’ve seen it with my own eyes
I’ve felt it in my own life
I’ve seen it with my own eyes
X2.5

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
That pain
Gone slow down

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now

I know about’ the feelings that you’re feeling deep within
And i know that sometimes all you want is the evidence

That life gone get better
And that the pain fades away
I know you’re under the weather
And wanna see brighter days
I know that you’re in a chapter you wish that you could erase
I know that life gets hard 
And you’ve been losing faith

And I know
You feel like nobody cares
And I know
You feel like nobody’s there
But I swear
That everything your going through
Is just gone make you stronger
But only if you can promise to

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Control
Now

Just
Hold On
Don’t lose
Your Soul
Now

Just Hold On

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Lyrics:

I wish I would’ve picked up the phone
And been there when you needed me most
I wish would’ve texted you back
And cherished all the time that we had

I wish I would’ve paid more attention
And I wish I would’ve asked more questions
I wish I woulda been there for you
Like you were there for me

I can’t go back in time
But I wish I could
All of these feelings that i’m having
I really just cannot put
Them into words
Honestly my heart feels shattered
I’m tryna keep my composure
But it’s hard
When there’s a dagger
In my heart
I can’t believe that this is real
It’s been a week since you passed and ion know what to feel
You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
Now it’s the end and my brain just cannot comprehend
That you’re gone
This pain just keeps on hurting
I’m screaming out to God cuz I know you ain’t deserve this
I’m carrying this guilt on my shoulders
It’s a burden
If you were here I know you’d tell me just to keep on working
Through this

But it’s so difficult without you here
I’m in an ocean full of sadness filled with all my tears
I’m in the depths of mind and i just can’t see clear
And now all I really want’s to make you reappear

You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can’t believe the end’s here
I’m drowning and i can’t see clear
x2


This was supposed to last longer than it did
I can’t believe that you’ll never meet my kids 
I can’t believe that it’s really all over
And i’ll never hear your voice again as i grow older
Man

This all is crazy
We just was on the phone
You hit me up about my show and said you couldn’t go
You said that earlier that day you stopped breathing
My heart sank but it wasn’t that hard to believe it

Cuz i remember when i was with you
You fainted for the first time
I look on it now
And understand that was the first sign

That yo time was coming
I should’ve understood then that your time was running 
Out 

And if i could i would go back in time
But I can’t
And that’s the reason that i lose my mind

Because I shoulda been better to you/
I showed you love but should’ve showed it better 
I can’t believe that you’re gone forever

You were my best friend
My ride or die until the end
I can’t believe the end’s here
I’m drowning and i can’t see clear X2

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