I hope you understand why.
Too embarrassed to play the rest

why...

ayA - Lost hope (freestyle)

ayA seikatsu - Moonrocks

I was searching for revenge
Will I find out
before the end 
So I was breaking looking for a way out.. 
I was searching for REVENGE ~444MOONLOVER
#revenge

ayA seikatsu - REVENGE pt.0

ayA seikatsu - Diligent Mind

ayA seikatsu - aroused/ indigo child

revenge club 


ayA: 

Currently I’m sitting hoping there’s more to see 
Imortaly I’m feeling lost and normally 
And usually I’m sad slow and tedious 
They feeding us the suit and ties and meeting us 
Half way I might stay within a loop 
I close off and write song no interludes 
No escape I can’t break I won’t fall 
I build walls I might crawl I won’t call 
Won’t fall ma nigga I slipknot 
Won’t fall ma nigga I slipknot 
I won’t be Dead mislead in head I never break 

Suicide the only side he chose 
Couldn’t seem to see the beast he could’ve rose 
I see it all 
Life take the heartbreak 
When I’m gone don’t take long to mistake 
What I was exaggerate create a buzz 
Let em know that I’m a king who rose above 
All the pain and loss yet I didn’t quite 
I’ll carry on it wasn’t long to see em flip 


1nitos.territory: 

Eye to eye I feel the force
Tug n pull in this mindset, I feel the war
Breaking promise and breaking hearts with no remorse. 
Infatuated with white lies with what you told.
I tried to run I tried to hide but can’t ignore 
Im facing feelings I can’t accept that you control
You numb the pain, with you away my heart is froze
Only decision I have left is intercourse, Access my inner soul… but it’s you alone
Multiple women are wondering why I’m still alone
My happiness is decided once you pick up the phone
You like a drug I keep taking when I get super low
Yes it’s ecstasy 
I’ll probably never until you next to
If anything I’ll prolly sacrifice my inner peace 
When I kick it with this one girl named Shoneeze

ayA seikatsu- wont fall freestyle (feat. 1nitos.territory)

Baby tell me what to do:

A song written based on a love sick individual who obsessively follows his passed lover, a lover who had left him without clear reason. He lives his life in a never ending search for acceptance due to confusion and a feeling of emptiness. 
He experiences the fall, watching his past lover move on happily, while he drowns in his ocean of misery. He then numbs himself by having meaningless hook ups, also in attempt to make his past lover feel the same pain and confusion he had felt.
She doesn’t care.
He becomes an envious stalker, watching and studying his past lover’s new found love in hopes to have her love him again.
He begs to be loved by her…
“Baby tell me what to do ?”

ayA Seikatsu - Baby tell me what to do

ayA Seikatsu - Tragic

revenge club. 
welcome to my realm

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