Letting You Go pt.2 (feat. 88STRAIT x Gothboisoldier)

Death of My Teenage

Paranoid

beautiful (feat. deadbroke) [Official Audio]

Found out I was just a stand-in for you
But to me you stand out it seems 
Pain is inflicted on me when you come around
Nah I barely can sleep nah no I barely ever sleep now
While you been out there and ‘bout it
I been scared to leave but now I’m out yeah I’m bouncin’ I’m gone
My mind always make me find a way to doubt that shit
Fine I’m on my own time better off without that bitch yeah yeah yeah 

Two phones two roads one the wrong one
Damn she really went about this shit the wrong way 
Darkness follow me like a dream all around
She had a love she couldn’t keep sent it out to sea and let it drown 
Don’t breathe don’t leave with her
That shit sweet but it gonn’ leave you intoxicated
Sorry that I made it my love for you all but faded
You let me go down the drain but I found myself around the way
Yeah yeah I’m in a street car
Swervin’ screaming ‘bout how I don’t really need her
I can’t believe she found her way up on my radar
I stay up trippin’ steady gone like how the days are 

Ever since I found out I was just a stand-in for you
But to me you stand out it seems 
Pain is inflicted on me when you come around
Nah I barely can sleep nah no I barely ever sleep now
While you been out there and ‘bout it
I been scared to leave but now I’m out yeah I’m bouncin’ I’m gone
My mind always make me find a way to doubt that shit
Fine I’m on my own time better off without that bitch yeah yeah yeah 

Fake friends find ‘em when the night ends
That don’t even make sense they don’t even make cents
I’mma bring the light in
She been seeming frightened
I’mma rock that girl to sleep with a Glock up on the nightstand
Don’t talk about us
We done broke up once she don’t even tell her family ‘bout us 
Haven’t done a xanny in three months for her ‘cause she called me a junkie 
I guess she didn’t like it ‘cause it made my feelings number
Women want you to play it cool but still act like you feeling something 
I just feel the music uh
I just feel my people they like what I’m bringin’ to ‘em 
I still love you I don’t regret it or wish I didn’t do it 
But I’d probably be way better off ‘cause 

I was just a stand-in for you
But to me you stand out it seems 
You been gettin’ to me when you come around 
Now I barely can sleep nah no I barely ever sleep now
While you been out here and ‘bout it
I could barely leave but now I’m out yeah I’m bouncin’ I’m gone
My mind always make me find a way to doubt that shit
Fine I’m on my own time better off without you
Ha 
Yeah 
Out there and ‘bout it 
I been scared to leave but now I’m out yeah I’m bouncin’ I’m gone

spotify

stand-in (booch + mason wu)

idk idk

lyrics :

babyghostboi ,

your like a tattoo in my mind , 
so permanent im not fine , 
drown it out wit white wine , 
im sober now but sometimes , 
take it back to that place , 
dead fast like im in death race , 
to everybody ima fucking headache , 
but everyday my head make ,
good times turn bad quick , 
call pablo for some ad libs , 
we get it out & get mad rich , ah ya , 
memory is toxic ,
i crash at supersonic ,
kicked out i wont b honest , 
you ran out of your logic ,

yea like wtf im spouse to do ,
all these times you posted dudes , 
they not me yea you so confused , 
im the best like khaled baby , 
you got no excuse , 
all these vices im so sorry that i do abuse , 
yea my only one my only muse , 
every single day ,
when i wake up yea i think of you , 
when the sun gone i feel lost ,
lock me up in this toy box ,  
feels like i been speeding to a road block , yea.  
i dont understand shit , 
im sorry its hard to b romantic , 
if all i feel is frantic , 
& my heart is so damaged , 
i just never really planned this like idk , 
idk i cant be no fucking romeo , romeo , 
when you miss me blast the stereo , stereo , 
ill be here inside the studio , studio , 

your like a tattoo in my mind , 
so permanent im not fine , 
drown it out wit white wine , 
im sober now but sometimes , 
take it back to that place , 
dead fast like im in death race , 
to everybody ima fucking headache , 
but everyday my head make ,
good times turn bad quick , 
call pablo for some ad libs , 
we get it out & get mad rich , ah ya , 
memory is toxic ,
i crash at supersonic ,
kicked out i wont b honest , 
you ran out of your logic ,

yea tell me what this is , 
yea can u tell me what this is oh ,
yea can u tell me what this is oh , 
idk i cant be no fucking romeo , romeo , 
when you miss me blast the stereo , stereo , 
ill be here inside the studio , studio ,

in my mind

cant you see im never right...
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

-lyrics-
i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

i know that you hate it, i always ask why
i sit in my room and just cut with the knife
you gave me last year, yeah its pretty that's why
i must fuck it up, cannot treat me right

sit on the phone on the bus in the night
collide with the reason that i am alive
get deep in my thought when alone, see the light
appear on my phone, that's a signal in time

you'll recognize me, yeah hope its not a lie
im cutting the line, ill cut out ur lies
ill stay on that grind, hope that life treat me right
dont know what to do, im nauseous not fine

i think i saw you up, in my head last night
out with other men, cant you see im never right
trusting in myself is something i cannot get right
loading ur drugs in ur pipe while you cry

gimme a reason that i shouldn't die
ill tell you a secret just help me confine
my demons inside, i fear what is life
you work all the time
dont see you at night

goodnight, goodbye (prod. reytee)

petty (mdaz beats)

the support has been unreal lately ily guys

shoutout @zupehr for the amazing beat

lyrics:

i don’t wanna come down
i can’t get over it now
cuz i been smoking too much
and all the monsters come out
i’m going down

i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down

i’m so detached from here 
and i don’t think that i’ll make it out
no getting back from here
and i don’t think i’m escaping now

i’m going down 
i’m gonna drown
inside the voices screaming out
i’m going down 
i’m gonna drown
inside the voices screaming out

i don’t wanna come down
i can’t get over it now
cuz i been smoking too much
and all the monsters come out
i’m going down

i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down
i’m going down

going down [prod. zupehr]

misft w/kennedyxoxo(prod irby) (2020)

I'm tired being upset 
i feel like a cigarette might calm my brain 
but i dont wanna smoke it 
it makes me feel sick, sick in the streets again
and when im in own head 
i feel like i need my gun just to ease my pain 
i kinda wanna see death
next time im in this mood i'll swerve the lane 

swerve the lane 

they dont know 
when im in this state 
im like a boat on the sea 
and im ready to sink 

i wish
the best for you 
i hope 
you'll find the guy who treats you right





lowkey down bad :/

heartsick (p4ra x 5head)

Can’t touch this

hook:
I’m broken I’m not broke
I smoke way more than you smoke
They all took me for a joke
Now I’m laughing as they choke
On the words that they wrote 
Tried to cut me off the road
Lied to everyone I know 
Tried to interrupt my flow… 
But I always go harder
I Always run farther
I never quit for nothin 
back when I started
I started with nothin
I turned nothin into somethin
It’s been the hardest
And left me so heartless
Got hurt by tha homies I trusted
Now I just stick to my gut
With both middles up
You know u can’t touch this

Verse 1:
Don’t talk about loyalty
Cuz you have none
You thought you boiled me
That felt like a bath son 
Now I’m uncoiling
To strike a fast one
I’m like royalty
And my queen is a bad one

Fast one
How u gonna try and pull a fast one?
On the fast one
I’mma end up with the last one
Last laugh
Ha ha ha all the way to the bank
Click clack
Bah bah bah til I empty the tank

hook:
I’m broken I’m not broke
I smoke way more than you smoke
They all took me for a joke
Now I’m laughing as they choke
On the words that they wrote 
Tried to cut me off the road
Lied to everyone I know 
Tried to interrupt my flow… 
But I always go harder
I Always run farther
I never quit for nothin 
back when I started
I started with nothin
I turned nothin into somethin
It’s been the hardest
And left me so heartless
Got hurt by tha homies I trusted
Now I just stick to my gut
With both middles up
You know u can’t touch this

Verse 2:
Fuck it put the cash in a bucket
You can’t touch this
Suck it, told your wifey to suck it
You can’t fuck this
Two chains let ‘em both swang
You can’t tuck this
One game and I swear on my name
You can’t bluff this

You already know imma call your bluff
Don’t know why you’re acting tough
I was there when you went thru stuff
Held it down when the sea was rough
I held it down and lifted y’all up
Now imma go harder to fill up my cup
Imma go harder than you that’s what’s up
Imma go hard and I’ll never give up

hook:
I’m broken I’m not broke
I smoke way more than you smoke
They all took me for a joke
Now I’m laughing as they choke
On the words that they wrote 
Tried to cut me off the road
Lied to everyone I know 
Tried to interrupt my flow… 
But I always go harder
I Always run farther
I never quit for nothin 
back when I started
I started with nothin
I turned nothin into somethin
It’s been the hardest
And left me so heartless
Got hurt by tha homies I trusted
Now I just stick to my gut
With both middles up
You know u can’t touch this

misft w/kennedyxoxo(prod irby) (2020)

rocstarzenarch

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