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artwork by Cassidy burns 

Never Meant

Itunes

Funeral Service (Prod. Frander)

tomorrow [prod yung quiet]

monster(prod. killfuneral)

a song compiled with different love stories including mines. 

this is something I worked on a while back while my friends in school thought I should make a song specifically targetting heartbreaks and love in general and this is what I made. 

never really did anything with it but here it is now for the whole world to see so enjoy?

lyrics:
now we’ve all fallen in love before,
and there’s always a person you can’t ignore.
you try to stop but your heart wants more,
till you find that person you’ll always adore.

this first guy fell in love with a girl who’s so sweet,
he gets butterflies every time their eyes start to meet.
She’s a girl from the land of maple syrup,
The love he felt lifted up his spirit.

but eventually she had to go, and the boy just had to know, as she went overseas he screamed don’t leave but it was in his head, he whispered it out in bed, but it was hopeless as she left. 

this other guy had his eyes on a girl, 
and he thought and thought about her.
he was oh so shy with love in his mind
as he let it out I think he might die 
but deep inside he let out a cry.

oh, he just couldn’t do it, he had to forget it all.
so he fried his brain till he wasnt the same but deep inside he still feels the same oh no
he’s got nothing to lose. As he lays there in his thoughts, there’s nothing he can do.

and finally my girl, she would always make my world, I would ponder and wander around and think about the things that we used to do .
even if she was perfect there were always flaws, and I must admit I was also wrong.

it was complicated and now we’re gone but I’m still quite unsure, I’ll forever in her eyes be immature.
we’re no longer friends and it ended poorly our love and drama always seemed like a movie and all I ask for now is at least a pint of forgiveness.
There seems to be no end in this.

love was no longer a choice it just seems to happen ,when you meet the right one it’s a chemical reaction, oh it’s true. you’d do the same for love too.

a song about love is what came to me I had all my issues in a melancholy dream, but their still here, so I guess I’ll live in fear. 

a song about love.

Available on Spotify and other streaming platforms!

a sad song about love

i'm sorry by ava beathard
youtube: heyitava

i'm sorry

happy valentine's day 

i hope you held hands with someone today or bought your mom some food,,,,,, !

lyrics:
you're my coffee in the morning
my warm little cup of tea
and i never need to worry about sleeping
cuz you're everything i need

and nothing really matters
as long as you feel flattered
by the horrible pick up lines
that i say

i promise to be honest
and i promise that you're flawless
in every little possible way

so believe me when i say this
i hope that im on your playlist
that you listen to
every single day

and i hope that you feel the same
and you answer when i call your name

you bumped your heart into mine
and i told you that i would never lie

bc sometimes its hard to express how i feel
and when im with you it feels so surreal
bc you are the best thing thats happened to me
and i dont know how long i will be this happy
so lets take it slow i want this to last
you keep me wide awake
and my heart beating fast

bc you're my coffee in the morning
my warm little cup of tea
and i never need to worry about sleeping
cuz you're everything i need

and nothing really matters
as long as you feel flattered
by the horrible pick up lines
that i say,

everyday <3

you're my coffee in the morning (on spotify, apple, etc.)

think im Happy // think imma die alone

MUSIC VID: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ulH4VjXXYoM

this song was made for a certain person in mind. i dont know if you really listen to my music at all but i hope you get to hear this. stay strong my friend :')

thank you @hatedyl for producing this

thank you MBTeddyGram for the female spoken word 
www.fiverr.com/mbteddygram

male spoken word + robot vocals are done by me 
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take time making sure that ur fine but i know
nother day, numbin more pain with the bottle
wanna run, always in ya home but ur not home
givin up, feel like givin up u dont want help

we all wanna die at some point but i 
know the pain dont last long cause i
know that u can be strong inside
day by day i know youll survive

ive been thinkin bout u all day 
sittin by my fone should i call u?
but i kno u wouldnt pick it up 
tell me all ur problems 
sittin there in silence
knowin that youll never let me give u my love

love doesnt make sense any more
yet i still try to find a solution 
that will eventually fill the void
in the empty hole humans like to call 
their heart

i will never understand this world (single)

i will never understand this world (prod. dyl)**MV OUT NOW LINK IN DESC**

The Weeping Cult

Lets Take A Painful Walk, Down Memory Lane

Sample: https://soundcloud.com/scruffpuppie/everything-is-going-to-hell-cover

check out @scruffpuppie 's music!
check out @loudmouthcult

Scarred Puppy ft. scruffpuppie

Thank you to Shawn $wank! 
I highly recommend you check out his profile and give him a follow: https://soundcloud.com/shawn_u

I have your picture from my old polaroid
And I wonder if you’re somewhere feelin blue
I know it’s hard to realize what we had
But this one small thing we had was true 

All these questions racking up my brain 
i doubt you feel the same 
I'm sure i’m going insane 
Like when i fell for you 

things may seem rough at the time 
but times frozen in a photograph 
i look and see the way we laughed 
and i’ll keep it so i’ll never forget the
past

You took my picture with your old polaroid 
and i wonder if it’s somewhere in your room 
i wonder if you think of me from time to time
and i hate it but i’m always missing you 

As I’m getting older
And you’re getting bolder
We’ll learn to love,
And truly be together.
I’m looking at this photo
Already half shaken, rushing painstaking
Filled with old blanket love.
You ain’t never shown the puppy love.
You ain’t never shown this puppy love.
You ain’t never shower me with all the hugs.
Now your new child’s getting all the hugs.
How’s that one for unrequited love?
How that one, my quieted love?
But I know you.
Oh do I know you.
I know you staring at your copy
Saying “I copped the wrong hubby.”
Bet he don’t love you just like me.
Bet he don’t make you so happy.
Bet he don’t treat you just like me.
Bet he don’t take your Polaroid.

You took my picture with your old polaroid 
And i wonder if it’s somewhere in your room 
I wonder if you think of me from time to time
And i hate it but i’m always missing you

Polaroid (feat. My Friend Shawn)

distance

romance is garbage

romance Is garbage

it would feel nice to breathe right about now but who cares air is overrated

grim reaper

Check out new song on my profile! :)


yt: https://youtu.be/aay_g8ShfCk
remixed - 'Down' by Jason Walker, really hope you like it. :)

lyrics:

I shot for the sky
I'm stuck on the ground
So why do I try?
I know I'm gonna fall down.
I thought I could fly,
So why did I drown?
You never know why
It's coming down. x2

ohh, fu*k, i don't think i can be with you anymore
i, i don't love you anymore
i don't think i ever really did
or ever will
you deserve someone who can love you
i'm sorry

dyslm - don't let me drown.

i made this last night.

I drink my coffee black but baby you’ve grown so sour
I’m sorry I was late but baby my love’s evaporated
I think you may have overrated
Those feelings you feel, for sure
But I don’t know, no
It’s no game to me but can’t you see 
I’m drowning

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/46QOCEAtBHqUFchS5TSgo3?si=c3a4n80kSC-xEW7KLZj1RQ


UPDATE: credits to Hahanoui for the use of her incredible artwork♥️ Check her stuff!
http://hahanoui.tumblr.com/

Black Coffee

written, produced, and recorded by erkead

Cold Weather And Whiskey

imagine

thank you to the incredible humans who decide to listen to the sounds i create from my heart..your support // love throughout this entire process has helped me become who i am as an artist today 

i love each and every one of you so much

(lyrics)

oh hey
didnt think id see you
i thought
you moooooved to  
some country
way up north
that you and i 
could never afford

you’re back :)
its good to see you
things haven’t been the same
without you
pup missed you
so have i 
i’ve been bored 
and you know why

maybe we could get some ramen
or boba just like japan
remember all the cool games
you and i spent days playin

but here i am getting sidetracked
i want to get this off of my chest
so here i go, maybe you’ll agree
i dunno, lets try and see

~
i want to 
be your light
you could show me
a brand new life

aaaaaand with you
by my side
i don’t think i
need to cry
~
 
that's something I’ve thought
and thought about
maybe you think its time we shout
our love from building to building
don’t be afraid 
its only the world, see

i would tell every stranger
just how much i love your cool hair
and your awesome sense of style
everything about you 
can’t help but smile

and all your funny accents
you do to keep me laughin
i want to go right back
to the day we met - i had a heart attack

you really have no clue
how much i love you
i can’t ever put it into words
but i’ll sing it again just like the birds

~
i want to 
be your light
you could show me
a brand new life

aaaaaand with you
by my side
i don’t think i
need to cry
~

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