Name: I want to be mesmerizing to you by lain’s secret closet
Duration: 1 min 4 s
Description: @blindbylain or @lain. (yess add the period) ON ALL MUSIC PLATFORMS

take the retards out their misery

uh this is awkward i cant do this

jaydes & skel - wipe ur tears (best version)

fuxkcy - RESTART (2017)

@blindbylain or @lain. (yess add the period) ON ALL MUSIC PLATFORMS

I want to be mesmerizing to you

performed by: blindbylain

produced by: grayskies

Farewell

You made me feel disposable
Like I was something to erase
Now you’re out there playing victim
While I’m rotting in this place
Don’t pretend you ever cared
I was just a twisted game
You collect broken people
Just to set them all aflame




You talk like you’re the savior
Like you never did me wrong
But your words are empty poison
And your pity’s just a con
You loved it when I bled for you
When I begged you to stay
Now I hope you choke remembering
All the shit you used to say

You made a mask out of my weakness
Wore it when you felt alone
I was nothing but a mirror
For your ego to call home
You can keep your hollow closure
And the guilt you’ll never feel
I’m not some tragic chapter
I’m the scar you’ll never heal


Don’t you dare to say you miss me
Don’t you dare to say you cared
You were only ever loyal
To the comfort you compared
So if you see me in your nightmares
Know you put me in that grave
I hope it makes you fucking sick
That you still remember my name

that one cold night with garfield

Shitty overtonight type of song.

Cut my hair, change my face, but I’m still the same wreck
You’d rather leave me behind than break your own neck
I’ve been swallowing guilt like it’s all that I taste
You were the last good thing that I couldn’t replace

Fuck it, I’ll stay broken just to feel you again
I’ll paint my walls black, I’ll never pretend
You were my downfall, you were my cure
It’s so pathetic how I still need you more

Scrape my name off your mirror, leave no trace I was here
I’m a bad decision dressed up in your fear
You said I made you tired, I said I’d disappear
But you still haunt my veins every wasted year

Cut my hair, change my face, but I’m still the same wreck
You’d rather leave me behind than break your own neck
I’ve been swallowing guilt like it’s all that I taste
You were the last good thing that I couldn’t replace

Fuck it, I’ll stay broken just to feel you again
I’ll paint my walls black, I’ll never pretend
You were my downfall, you were my cure
It’s so pathetic how I still need you more

I’m such a fucking loser

I’m still calling..

Don’t you wanna see me soon (cover)

Used skel’s chorus and spun it off with my own verse. So enjoy the cover ig.

I’ve been high for most of my life, and I can’t count the times I survived
She just wants to blow your mind, I swear to God that I showed her the signs
Acetone’ll burn in my soul, too, like your heart, it’s black, just like coal
Wake me up before you go, just say what you mean, or I’ll never know

I lit that match in my chest, now the flames climb out when I try to rest
Every time you talk, it’s a test—every kiss feels more like a threat
And your silence? that’s a blade too, carvin’ up the dreams that I gave you
Blood on my screen from the texts I erased, you haunt my sleep like a paid due

I can’t breathe, but I’m fine, I think
Your ghost’s on my couch, and it won’t even blink
I told you once that I’d die for you
You laughed, then watched me shrink

It’s so cold in this house we built
Every door locked, and the flowers wilt

wake me before you leave again

Hate my fuckin’ face, wanna tear my skin off
Wake up feelin’ sick, every dream gets pissed on
Every bitch I touch gets hurt, then dipped on
Smile while I’m bleeding out, that’s my sick song
Three days up, still twitch like a fiend
Everything I love ends up obscene
Heart’s been rotting since I turned sixteen
If I don’t cut deep, then I can’t feel a thing

Black truck, but my soul’s even blacker
Your face on a shirt, I’m a backstabber
Only call me when you need a disaster
I’m the fuck-up that you wish died faster
No sleep, eyes red like a needle
Five missed calls, still I’m not legal
You beg me please, but I’m still not peaceful
Broke my own heart just to watch it be lethal

wish you died faster

@blindbylain archive acc ❤️‍🩹
#saintzofsorrow bitch

I want to be mesmerizing to you

lain’s secret closet

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