lyrics

and when I first started out as a kid, they told me no
don’t stop the bass, i’m asking to turn it up
when I press record, my neighbors say log it off
but I can’t ever stop, it’s how I deal with no love

long black hair,the spirit of purple doves
she’d leave me,if pushing gon come to shove
baby I love you,she couldn’t even say it once
baby I want you,I hate that I messed it up

ugh
i can’t stand the nonsense 
god gave me these problems im no good at resolving
i’ve got a few butterflies now in my garden
i hate to do yard work still,but im locked in

and I still can’t breathe
i grind all my teeth
my shoes are nike 
i’m tired of fighting

these moons around my eyes
they represent sleepless nights
of when i would try to fight
these demons that lay inside of me, yeah

and she said she don’t want me
i’ve got to admit i don’t work for free
but life still gets my service for free
i might as well go military

and when I first started out as a kid, they told me no
don’t stop the bass, i’m asking to turn it up
when I press record, my neighbors say log it off
but I can’t ever stop, it’s how I deal with no love

long black hair,the spirit of purple doves
she’d leave me,if pushing gon come to shove
baby I love you,she couldn’t even say it once
baby I want you,I hate that I messed it up

purple doves p. shingan

lyrics

and girl i might need help
so you’re the one that i turn to
when i’m shown fake love
do i recall how it hurts you?

cause you’re the only one
that knows how to save me
from this constant dark
that threatens my safety

girl it hurt my heart
she watched it bleed right out
she watched my clothes turn purple
girl I don’t deserve you

I know it’s my fault
and i’m not asking you back
I wanna ask for advice
I’ve got the world on my back

and girl you knew how to silence
all the voices and riots
all it took was you smiling
now it’s hidden entirely 

i can’t tell if she likes me
or two words away from fighting
all the pain that’s inside me
only stopped when she’s smiling

now i sing songs with some birds
and then i listen and learn
because in no way i’m heard
and there’s no way i deserve you

and yes i know how i hurt you
trust me girl i’m still learning
i’m still listening and learning
just without you for certain

and girl i might need help
so you’re the one that i turn to
when i’m shown fake love
do i recall how it hurts you?

cause you’re the only one
that knows how to save me
from this constant dark
that threatens my safety

girl it hurt my heart
she watched it bleed right out
she watched my clothes turn purple
girl I don’t deserve you

I know it’s my fault
and i’m not asking you back
I wanna ask for advice
I’ve got the world on my back

listen and learn p. takuori

lyrics

Oh when the stars aligned
My girl you seemed so fine
Id say your looks could kill
But you’re just too divine

Ok,no wait
Can i keep us together 
What do i gotta do to make sure he’s done forever

Can you love my soul
Or must i let you go?
Id let you stay with me
If there’s no way to go

I’ve got the world as my witness 
I don’t carry that much trauma
The last thing i need in my life
Is added in drama

I’ve been weighed down by karma
I’ve made countless mistakes
And I’ve been pushed to my limits
Begged the Lord for a break

I paint the world according to me
I see life in eight colours
I take leaves off of their trees
I only speak to my brother 

So can you fly away
(She clipped my wings i start to fall)
Are you in love today
(Can you still tell me if it’s worth it all)

My knees they grow weaker
Blast my pain away through speakers
Hear the bass from the bleachers
I don’t need a feature,no

Everybody lies,kid
Broken souls and windows
Wife’s don’t know their widows
Husbands dead and sick,though

I’m so sick and tired of my radio playing love songs
The lyrics seem so fairytale coded must be all wrong

Oh when the stars aligned
My girl you seemed so fine
Id say your looks could kill
But you’re just too divine

Ok,no wait
Can i keep us together 
What do i gotta do to make sure he’s done forever

Can you love my soul
Or must i let you go?
Id let you stay with me
If there’s no way to go

I’ve got the world as my witness 
I don’t carry that much trauma
The last thing i need in my life
Is added in drama

world as my witness p. saeyxng

lyrics

lay out a flower bed
cos im so tired
of sleep and shorter ends

It’s all my fault
That I don’t want to leave
And all this pain
Ain’t dealt with properly 

So when she leaves
They’ll be no stopping me

She told me don’t hold on
Stop paying for all my stuff
I’m never dating you 
It was said in my head

And now the club at night
With guys with deep sea eyes
And blonde hair bright as skies
Is who she spends her nights with

She kills it all on the dance floor
She’ll never fail to make me smile more
She always tries to say that its all ok
I’ve already said these things and I live to regret them

And baby don’t regret your life decisions 
Because you know I’ll always be here
I blew my chances anyway
Theres not a soul left in this sphere

That even wants me

I'll fill my hole with beer
Who’s gonna stop me
Self pity’s bad as drugs
It’s full of nonsense

I hear a life of sun
It’s still calling
But I can’t go back now that i'm much smarter

A lot of life paths that I could've taken
She gave me 100 hundred reasons why she'll never date me
She met a man in the club 
and now she's taking him home
I knew she'd never leave with me
Never leave with me

You say it's just so sad
You know of all the sights 
You should see her eyes

The prettiest girl I met in my life
And now I'll never see her again

lay out a flower bed p. yuzien

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she blew a kiss
so then I blew it back
she thought i missed it
And got attached

she act like she ain’t into me
It makes me sad
Cos one day I was absent
She said she missed (me)

She told me that I’m handsome
But insecure 
She told me that my bands up
And immature

I asked her if she’d help me
Said help yourself
I’ll move onto the next one 
And wish you well(oh)

I need help can you tell me why i fell short
My Sleep’s not well always moving like an export
My parents did well after all they both be imports
They worked so hard just for me to have it in for

A girl I like cos it’s love that’s what unites them
They argue so much that my dad taught me a fight stance
Gotta be a man, be a man, gotta take care
Gotta be a man, low my guard, in the night stand

she a blew a kiss
so then I blew it back
she thought i missed it
And got attached

she act like she ain’t into me
It makes me sad
Cos one day I was absent
She said she missed (me)

She told me that I’m handsome
But insecure 
She told me that my bands up
And immature

I asked her if she’d help me
Said help yourself
I’ll move onto the next one 
And wish you well(oh)

blow a kiss p. ilychrxme

lyrics

And I don’t deserve you
I miss you my love
I love you my love
I miss you my love
I love you my love
I hate that we’re done
I’m never enough
I’m missing our love
I’m missing your touch

And i’ve felt so incomplete
To see you never in need
It sucks that we’ll never see
How it was all meant to be

Ain’t take it seriously
And now i hate being me
I sense regret by the sea
I buy the drinks out there cheap

My friends embarrassed of me
Cos all i talk bout is you
I miss your smile and the way
You said that you used to skate

I got to take you on dates
Where i would not let you pay
And she was patient she’d wait
I can’t believe that she stayed

I started off so mature
Then I turned so insecure
I scared her off with my voice
How i would act round the boys

So this is me at my worst now
Alone in this world now
Got no one to cry to
Got no one to blame though

Uh uh and i know
You hate you and i now
Askin me to pipe down
Cos i got too hype now

I just hate myself
i know that’s relatable
if you miss somebody that you loved
I hope i’m saving you uh

I love you my love
I love you my love
I love you my love
I love you my love
I love you my love
I love you my love
I hate that we’re done
I’m never enough

ily ml p. phana

imy ml p. saeyxng

Lyrics

And there's million songs i write
A thousand tears i still cry
And somehow i’m not alright
That you still ain’t by my side

No I don’t want to fix this
And the world's still my witness
I put this on marius
I took things too far i guess

I’m lost in october
At least i’m still sober
I still workout for the closure
In the hope this would be over

I still can’t look into her eyes
She got these tears falling, tears forming
Cause she's got beauty i can’t have
I hate now when she laughs

Cos it’s never for me
But that’s not the same story
I know she loves beabadoobee
Got me missing her, missing her now

I tried loving slow
Oh girl I tried loving faster
And now my mother’s at home
She knows her son’s a disaster

She asks me politely
Bout the demons i’m fighting
I said I’m taking a liking 
To who i just might be

I come here to vent cos
My home life is safe now
Before i rebelled lots
And now my home’s the safe spot

And it took me too long
I got my life all wrong
I sung her my first songs
We made a few tiktoks

Yeah we made a few tiktoks
Made a few tiktoks

And there's million songs i write
A thousand tears i still cry
And somehow i’m not alright
That you still ain’t by my side

No I don’t want to fix this
And the world's still my witness
I put this on marius
I took things too far i guess

I’m lost in october
At least i’m still sober
I still workout for the closure
In the hope this would be over

I still can’t look into her eyes
She got these tears falling, tears forming
Cause she's got beauty i can’t have
I hate now when she laughs

hate when she laughs p. hurtwinds

film love p. yotocapone

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I jus pulled up in a roller
Ahh I mean a rover
Always keep it sober
Im big dog like dober

World wants me to roll up
Lucky like a clover
This was never luck
she’s a baddie and I own her

what
And she own me
She like my stories
Old one was boring
My life is glory

Pose for the cameras
But not an actor
These rappers actors
They whippin tractors

I Wrote a second diary entry on the page
I cast these raps like spells into my book im like a mage
My brothers don’t smoke gas but we be hot just like a flame
BEYONDVERSE y.a.a(you are amazing) you bet you got to know the name 

My high school was a trap i just felt locked inside a cage
My friends went into business i chose music keeps me sane
They looked at me like jake youve lost your mind youve gone insane
But life is just that ahh it’s just a video game

I jus pulled up in a roller
Ahh I mean a rover
Always keep it sober
Im big dog like dober

World wants me to roll up
Lucky like a clover
This was never luck
she’s a baddie and I own her

what
And she own me
She like my stories
Old one was boring
My life is glory

Pose for the cameras
But not an actor
These rappers actors
They whippin tractors

They flex fascads and i got tired of it so
I made this music thought I’ve got to let you know
That we’re all human make mistakes and learn to grow
Post all your failures let the cracks begin to show

I jus pulled up in a roller
Ahh I mean a rover
Always keep it sober
Im big dog like dober

World wants me to roll up
Lucky like a clover
This was never luck
she’s a baddie and I own her

what
And she own me
She like my stories
Old one was boring
My life is glory

Pose for the cameras
But not an actor
These rappers actors
They whippin tractors

scared of u prod. flojy

one breath one take p. eestsyde

lyrics

And it was meant to be us in love like flicks
Some like a tv show with a drawn out kiss
We could’ve built things up playful love like kids
I know you push me away but it makes me miss

You’re just like Wednesday 
I act like Tyler
You push me away
I bring the fire

Your hearts still burning
I smell desire
You sense the monster
And you admired

You fell in love with me when you knew that it just might get you killed
You wanted more of me wanted all of me had an itch for a thrill
But girl you’re too hot for me im still not stopping and i know I should chill
But you got too close to me weakened my stomach see the butterfly above the hill

He flies away
Does what you say
Come be my master
Or be my prey

Cause I can hunt you down
Or be betrayed
But either way I love you more by everyday

So you wanna know about the thrill
Bout the buying of mansions in the hills
Bout the thumbing through a couple mill
Couldve been us if you killed

We’re both psychotic off the pills
We’re too messed up for the world 
And we suit each other we’ll have sons and daughters and We’ll fly away just let me shield you

And it was meant to be us in love like flicks
Some like a tv show with a drawn out kiss
We could’ve built things up playful love like kids
I know you push me away but it makes me miss

You’re just like Wednesday 
I act like Tyler
You push me away
I bring the fire

Your hearts still burning
I smell desire
You sense the monster
And you admired

sense the monster p. soyona

So what if i told you that i loved you so
I watched you from afar i had to let you know
I lurked beside a shadow as your pale skin glowed
Your smile lights up the room and girl you star this show

I wish i lived away inside a small town bae
I’d write myself a paper tell you bout my stay
A shame this town is cursed we can’t have one nice day
I wrote a book about it but there’s tears on a page

Her mother burns the sage
She thinks i’m so diseased
She’d probably change her tune if she knew i’d end up deceased

A body by the beach
It washed up by the river
Cold souls even weep inside your case i saw you shiver

Baby thought im emo
I like singing c notes
Heard your bestie deep throats
Raven haired and evil

She moved back to town and tried to change your soul
I just don’t have the heart to say i hate her though

So baby what if i like you
So what if i want you

Tell would you parents stop this
Cause tell em bae you really want this

My best friend had a guilty conscience
Homeless i ain’t even got a crib
My minds trapped did you know i exist

You’re fighting with your old best friend
Only cause you want him in your pants
Tell me am i here for love or is
This one way you that you must get back at him

What if i told you that i loved you so
I watched you from afar i had to let you know
I lurked beside a shadow as your pale skin glowed
Your smile lights up the room and girl you star this show

I wish i lived away inside a small town bae
I’d write myself a paper tell you bout my stay
A shame this town is cursed we can’t have one nice day
I wrote a book about it but there’s tears on a page

Her mother burns the sage
She thinks i’m so diseased
She’d probably change her tune if she knew i’d end up deceased

A body by the beach
It washed up by the river
Cold souls even weep in your case i saw you shiver

It must be getting so cold
Since when did 19 feel so old
Your heart and soul is made of gold
Its vaguely different from what i was told

Why does the world portray you as such
I’ve never seen you as too much
Yur bestie seems to be your crutch
I want you baby lets be one


star the show p. disco

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my brother done beat that case they sewed his mouth shut for three months straight
I just hope im not too late I missed my boat and it’s left me pained
While my mom still sits and paints she’s worried bout a check that she still can’t pay
Cheap wine we’ll celebrate 
Cheap spirits and drink them straight

We don’t care what’s on our plate
See the pain upon her face
She was never really into me
She was never really into me

And I think we got too close
Cause the towns now filled with clones
And I’ve walked through dark closed doors
Got blood trails on my floor

Uh
And last time I just said let’s run its course uh
But then I saw it filled us with remorse uh
It’s probably best that we should stay divorced uh
Cause last time ended badly but of course uh

BUt at least i see he’s better
He was locked in chased that cheddar
In the darkest rain got better

Left tears to soak my sweater
But the weather still ran its course
I ran away fast and  i took their horse
I swear to gods swear to god im so lost uhhhh

I lost my soul with my friends
Im terrified theyll meet a bitter end
This path i walk alone is filled with sin
The other one still feels like i wont win

Got me feeling like southside serpents
Wanna runaway gal from urban
And i tire so much from bourbons’
And im staring at the back of the bourbon

And hes saying jake drink me slow
And ill let your problems go
But i just cant yet oh no no
Want a bad shawty with attitude
Youll be just like all the other dudes
Whats a loyal gal, but a bad mood
Go and have sex, youll feel brand new
But i cant yet, like my friends do uh


So sing this but do it slow
Friends finally been let go
Bad system cant stop us
Top dog we still plottin

I wanna climb my way up until we slide down
Sing my chorus softly if you know where we been now


cheap spirits p. disco

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For what its worth
What i’ve seen what i’ve done and who i’ve hurt
All these things that i learned and i deserved
I’ve got a mission i know i was born to serve
I hate my sins i pray to free me in the church

So does she want me?
She tried to play me but she gives me natural dopamine
She changed my life that’s with her beauty she got confidence
She sat me down and had a chat like its a conference

She pulled my strings no guitar
The dagger sticks in my heart
I feel so stuck, feel so stuck 
Oh God please free me oh from this mud

For what it’s worth oh bae i’d never change a thing
It’s barely been a month i’m thinking of a ring
She’s not even my queen but she treats me like a king
She makes me feel these things, that i can’t express and sing

I know you need ya time
I know you hear these rhymes
I know you feel alive
I want you to be mine

Like diamonds watch ya shine
Oh I can change your life
Just hop inside my ride
Let God play alibi

And if you'll sing you sing this slow
You watch the wind blow
You said you’ll keep this on the low
My feelings start to show 


for what its worth p. pico

Lyrics

When the sky turns purple
Please don't ever let me hurt you
Cause you told me patience was a virtue

What i do i dont deserve you
Howd i see the best and get the worst you
Tell me what had made you switch up
Cause you left me scars i gotta stitch up

God he’s got me as a witness
Set a pity bath for me to sit in
Baby I just let you kick it
Then I fell in love way too quickly

Got you had you moving shifty
Blowing clouds telling me you miss me
Push through crowds so you can kiss me
But it only happened in a dream since this

Love went so wrong
So south got me pissed off
So I write these songs

Hoping I’ll see just
See where I went wrong
I thought I’d miss this
The days at the top

Let in unfold, arigato
See you later when your mind goes rogue
Will you be back, well I don’t know

Yeah I see that, I won’t showboat
That was never my intention
Now I’m at it I should mention
I don’t like all the attention

I don’t hate you
Now I hate us
Disappear I’m trying to really change now

Friends will change out
Bank will break now
I got new goals
I must face now

I just can’t have myself falling down
As long as I focus on
The world I know and I want

And I want
A change in our hearts
Its sour and its stuck
You ripped out my guts

How did you let this happen
She did me wrong you’re laughing
I hoped at least you'd take action
Why did I find you attractive?


hurtingheart p. kwazer

Lyrics
Its like she got struck by lightning
Her barber messed her hair said she didnt want it lighting
I always make mistakes overthink my head was fighting
My eye contact tends to vary if i see her lips shes biting

Uh huh
Im unsure if she likes me
I really like being friends
But the thought of more excites me
I know there’s not much chance
But im hoping that there might be 
Cause even all my friends
Who sleep round got sum that likes him

It still dont make no sense to me peeking over fences
I wanted one more chance but its too late for my ex when
I try to take a stab in the dark its like her piercings
She wants more tho like damn natural beauty should be plenty

But that’s not my decision
I love it and accept it
There’s not much you can do
That’s gon let my body change things

The way you make me feel
Must be battling my depression
I fall in love again
Should be good but i’m regressing

Feel like eleven
My life’s so self expressive
Uh uh uh uh i start to question
If I’d prefer the heavens 

My life cant take it
Not when I could go change it 
This world is breaking
I’m constantly rearranging, my guts

I’ll just say it, i’m nuts
There’s no more if’s or buts
I must tell you, what’s up
No more secrets, its done

No more sneaking, out home
I told my momma, i’m grown
Making decisions, alone
It’s so scary, I know

Its like she got struck by lightning
Her barber messed her hair said she didnt want it lighting
I always make mistakes overthink my head was fighting
My eye contact tends to vary if i see her lips shes biting

Im unsure if she likes me
I really like being friends
But the thought of more excites me
I know there’s not much chance
But im hoping that there might be 
Cause even all my friends
Who sleep round got sum that likes him


struck by lightning p. yashio

Lyrics

oh baby we should leave this town
let’s move so far away where they won’t see us now
we’ll share a kiss and breathe and just be free for now
got secrets we can’t keep and now THEYLL feed the mouths
of press around 

I’ll live a us dream be the guy in playing in quarters 
I’ll remember my days I would scrap for a quarter
I was kicked out school and my pride must be swallowed
I was weird for what cause I fell to their orders

I just want my Connie
But keep getting roni’s 
I don’t look like Archie
But I miss her partially

I’m seen as misogynist
If I say I want this
So im not gon want this

My mindset was so immature 
I didn’t understand what the word is pure
I just followed dreams then I veered off course
I just fell off got back on my horse

I like you in Christian Dior
Your heels look good on the floor
You’re act is so softly demure 

She used to be flirty as such
She still can’t be freed from the lust
But in me she’s placed her trust
I’m worried im tempted to rush

Cause shouldn’t you just be a crush
Cause I got to battle my thoughts
I feel like we’re ronnie and chuck
oh baby this just wasn't love

This just isnt love 
Lets talk about lust
My wrist is a bustdown
She talked bout a maple

I leave no maple on her chest
But I know now she needs to rest



leave this town p. disco

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