a reflection of

“across the street”

belong to, your friends
as days go by, youll forget them
lost names, odd faces 
once golden,now faded
let it pass by, or do i face it
you’ll never, erase it
my skin is made of clay

Across the street

i close my eyes but i can still see
the world is spinning i feel the static
my heart is beating but not alive until im free, i push my fingers into your neck 
just to see if you still care, i feel the chains of my past, lacerations on my back
everything… not quiet enough for me
everything… not quiet enough for me
don’t mind me, don’t mind me
reliving memories that were never supposed to be mine
reliving memories that were never supposed to be mine
everything… not quiet enough for me
everything… not quiet enough for me
don’t mind me, don’t mind me
reliving memories that were never supposed to be mine
repeating these words that were mine but never yours
repeating these words that were mine but never yours

Hush

“shallow shallow”
what it takes to understand love
the city not the sight caught that epiphany
you say it’s never enough 
Drugs can’t help me pills can’t help me
I never saw the ER come
your death still haunts me
16 and found
Tree branches stuck between her chest
I can jump off I can jump off 
I can jump off I can jump off 
I can jump off I can jump off
I can jump off and live

Shallow, Shallow

“love you from mom and dad” 
come in you’re safe now, the worlds not to trust (you)
i lay back to my dreams, it’s out of this world
I know kids your age, change phases like the moon
but when you find who you really are, It’s out of this world
It’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
it’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
It’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
It’s out of this world, It’s out of this world
time flies by, some say “get out and change world”
I love you from mom and dad, I love you from mom and dad

a reflection of

clay birds