Regarding Qualia

Experience Experimentation

Convection

The Living Universe

Evolution of a Planetary System

Kuiper Belt

Lyrics:

One too many times, I have fallen
I can't escape from my endless spiraling 

Endless Spiraling

Lyrics:

You're looking out at the world from further back in your mind.
You swim forward and reach out, but never quite break through to the outside.

Reality is out of focus; a bit softened.
It bothers you a bit, but to be honest, it's mostly just nice.

Safe.

Nothing can hurt you in here;
At least, not nearly as bad as it could if you were out there.

Things seem a bit less important.
You're content to watch the world go by.

The people around you are talking and laughing.
They seem happy.

It's beautiful - life.
Incredible.

You're not entirely convinced it's really real,
but right now that doesn't really bother you.

Perhaps it would be alright to participate for real.
You swim forward again, this time breaking through and stepping out into full awareness.

No no no, what are you doing??
How long have you been sitting here just spacing out?

You can't just sit around doing nothing!
You're going to ruin everything; you have actual responsibilities!!

I can't believe what a selfish, entitled, lazy, worthless person you're being!
Your choices affect others!

Y'know, if you're not even going to do the bare minimum, maybe the world would be better off if you just got hit by a bus,
So you'd just be useless, instead of actively making everything harder for everyone else!!

Are you even a person at this point??
How can you-

You pull back into the safe, dark, warm recesses of your mind.
You can participate from here.

You feel your heart pounding in your chest and your eyes burning with tears,
But it doesn't bother you so much now that you're detached again.

You know now that you can't go back, which is unfortunate.
Well; somewhat unfortunate.

To be honest,
You wouldn't mind drifting fully away.

a few moments

featuring bass by Avery McGee

Lyrics:

My God
My God

I can't feel my thoughts
Lonely, floating, psychoplegic astronaut

Emotions drain out of the world
Static and white noise surrounds me

Walking on imagination
If I stop believing, I'll fall endlessly

Reverse engineering my senses
Whose hands are these; how do I end this?

I'm desperate for something that I can't find

Ooh

Scared that I've already lost my mind

I can't feel my thoughts
Lonely, floating, psychoplegic astronaut

Stop

Ooh (x4)

Numb

Lyrics:

Trapped in this useless shell
(ooh) I am myself, I can't be someone else

Bada-ba-ba
(ooh) Let's watch my life spiral down the drain

Could be entertaining
Could be entertaining

Trapped in this useless shell
Trapped in this- tra-trapped in this useless shell- ooh
(let's watch my life spiral) Bada-ba-ba
Let's watch my life-
Could be entert- let's watch my life spiral- -ing
-ning
Could be entertai-

Could be entertaining
Could be entertaining

Heavy and warm, I'm drifting
Sinking back into my own mind
Where I can never escape
Deep and dark

Ooh

I'm buzzing, swarming
So fast it seems that I could be entirely still

Roll the boulder back up the hill, and then watch it fall (ooh)
(bada-ba-ba) Why can't I be more than I am?

Can't Sleep

Lyrics:

(ooh) Reach out, reach out to you
(aah) Swimming in a sense deprivation cocoon
(oh) I see your hand in mine; please let me feel something this time

(aah) We can go talk in my room
(ooh/aah) Staring at the ceiling; is it too late to do the things I want to do?
(ooh) What's real? What's good? Is anything true?

I try and I try but no matter what happens
No crying or feeling; can you help me tap into
Something that's solid to bring me back home
I'm aching for anything denser than foam
I'm never quite sad, I am nothing at all
A hollow, unloveable, limp, soulless doll

(aah) You bring me back from the void
(ooh) When we are together, though I'm still somewhat devoid, I'm not an empty shell
(oh) I'm faint, but here, and you can tell

Reach Out

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