memories of hardknott pass

improvised with a Casiotone MT-45

MEDIOBOGDUM, or the sound of someone you love who's lost in the middle of the bend

optimus prime prod by slur2me juankathon

SO POSTEI

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(mas serio vlw mesmo por ouvirem oq eu tenho postado recentemente mesmo sendo bem bobo tmj corasao

Candyland Ritimada

PE-NE-TRA

Performed live by Black Box Ensemble, November 23 2024 at Church of St. Luke and St. Matthew, NYC.
Tyler Neidermayer, Recording and mixing engineer

Leonard Bopp, conductor
Annie Nikunen, flute
Tyler Neidermayer, bass clarinet
Lauren Conroy, violin
Jordan Bartow, cello
Yifei Xu, keyboard
J Clancy, pecussion

Originally commissioned by Ensemble Paramirabo. 

ABOUT
“Stygian pulse” (2023) refers to a chronic throbbing pain in my left shoulder and neck that I have been experiencing for over ten years. It is shapeshifting in its colour and intensity and even its sonic properties, but most days it is an inky, dark, and dull recurrence. The normal medical routes for pain relief have proven ineffective beyond a temporary period.

While the pain doesn’t majorly inhibit any of my daily activities, my inability to alleviate it has
created a sort of “settling:” the pain has become mundane, foreverhere – unpredictable in its exact rhythm or temperament, but with a certitude that it will return, beating darkly. As a feature of my body for over a third of my time on Earth, I’m quite sure it’s here until the end. My stygian pulse – tiny focused outbursts until I die.

Stygian Pulse (sextet + electronics)

[WIP]
Combination of Sibelius MIDI and violin experiments with MAX/MSP (with a little help from Audacity to bring the two tracks together)

Image: Tsukumizu

[WIP] yellow clouds crawling above a smart city

Courante for violin solo (2003, rev. 2016); Ivana Pristasova, violin

Courante

lipgloss & cherry pop

To Exercise My Demons
DL: https://johnnascus.bandcamp.com/album/plague-cross

Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
They shatter
And are broken
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Caught lock jaw
Can't open
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
Feel the pain as i choke and bleed
Clench my jaw
Clench my teeth
I can't escape my own body
Can't ask for help
I can't even speak
They think im deranged, mental, weak
Walking around with teeth falling out 
Then i found a way to end it all now
End this physical prison that i'm in
This threshold of pain, i cannot stand it
There's only one way to end it all in a blip
You know what is,
Do not have say it

Clenched Jaw

album out now on @activia-benz

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@ke1oid
@iamscript

[WIP] yellow clouds crawling above a smart city

binchoutan [江戸]

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