🙏 been listening for like 5 years, bro still goes hard

show me fucking something
just a single sign
a miss you or I love you would surely suffice
lay awake at night
and my brain I'm sacrificing 
never thought I'd get to this point it's so agonizing
I'm fucked up in the head, yes I'm sure you know
but you won't change a single thing to help me through
I gotta put that smile on my face
even If that shit is fake
cause I can't imagine a world without you
~
tossing and turning
the leaf I am burning to cope
losing all hope that
I'll be alright 
feeling us drift apart every night
I couldn't handle the pain
scream into mics at midnight while it rains
girl I really hope we sustain
everything that we built over the year's girl
~
but life moves on and I really hope your listening
do you see me in the future that you love invisioning
This is sickening, am I wasting time
will you hold me tight forever and still call you mine?
x2
~

A World Without You [prod. Hieloways]

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Lyrics
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They can hardly even recognize
Piercings tattoos, my new disguise
Muttering what happened to the other guy
Thing is that they finally saw the real side
They couldn't handle that
You've changed and we want you back
I guess it didn't go to plan
But when will it ever have

Now they see me and I'm glowing
Take a picture when you're with me save the moment
Outfit dripping and my wrists frozen
I was nothing as a kid and now I own it
Surrounded by nitpick pricks that see me growing
Flex this you rich bitch I'm on my own shit
I'm talking hit me up when I've been on the road shit
And you gonna say that you knew me but you ain't know shit
I've been on my own shit, see me and I'm glowing

I'll keep screaming 'till my chest hurt
But they never even needed to say I'm lesser
I can tell from the way that they act
Cut me outta plans, leave me in the past
I'm the only one doing something that they can't
Surmount against the odds when the odds stay stacked
Difference how they treat me signing CDs like graffiti
'Cause you can't ignore me when I'm on your TV

Now they see me and I'm glowing
Take a picture when you're with me save the moment
Outfit dripping and my wrists frozen
I was nothing as a kid and now I own it
Surrounded by nitpick pricks that see me growing
Flex this you rich bitch I'm on my own shit
I'm talking hit me up when I've been on the road shit
And you gonna say that you knew me but you ain't know shit
I've been on my own shit, see me and I'm glowing

Glowing [Prod. JohnnyFriend]

(produced by miercoles)

and i said 
what i wanted to say 
won’t hold my tongue 
not tomorrow not today 
she goes to prom
to dance the whole night away 
but she don’t know 
what i’ve got planned and i can’t wait 
i can’t i can’t i can’t

my brand new sleep schedule

baby if you keep it real
Its anything to see you smile
I'll meet you in the rosewood fields
butterflies throughout my spinal
ever since we were kids
I just could never deny you
and my teeth i grit
I cant wait till I can get behind u

goddamn this bitch fine
in her Victoria laces
your precious design
every inch of it I'm tracing
lips in tune with mine
we can sing each others graces
isn't worth the time
to fix the roof that it caved in?, No

Take nothing to break this off
Feelings I can shake
But id just hate to see you go
Its a shame to be so low
feelings I could fake
But I just cant
Cuz I'm too raw
id hate to see you fall
if thats what it takes
then ill just say "forgive us all"

The doves they all hum
They call for you love
where did this come from
a new conundrum

Baby could you hold me still?
I wont make it through the night
But I am hoping you will

baby if you keep it real
Its anything to see you smile
I'll meet you in the rosewood fields
butterflies throughout my spinal
ever since we were kids

Rosewood Fields (prod hurtclub)

you said hello 
i said oh no
those hazel eyes 
you occupy my mind
tell a lie 
just be afraid
don't mess this up
don't make the same mistake
you told me you hate it when i call you my love
but then you act so differently when its just us
i could feel the tension baby it feels like a drug
i could see the love i give but you don't give a fuck 
and ill cut the thorns right off the rose
give it all to you
my love, i swear its true
its getting too real for me, ill probably fuck it up
never had no interest in me last a couple months
i tend to ruin things when i fall right into love
im always just too much or never good enough

hazel (forzen)

did i really mean nothing to you? (prod. cxrter x threemvsk)

written by XLHC & 93
Prod. XLHC & Aaron Osborne

lyrics: 
I could be a minute away
I been gettin sick of the wait 
I dont have a second to waste
I’ll be on that next plane

I thought id call you today
Still i dont know what i’d say
And every breath that you take 
Seems to blow me away

Dont wanna hear its too late
Dead on arrival these days 

I checked in
You checked out
Getting drunk 
on the couch
I stay up
You go out

(XLHC)
Now I’m sleeping all alone
With my clothes thrown ‘cross the floor
I been feeling like a ghost
When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touch me and feel nothing

(93) 
Empty bags at TSA
with photos of our second date
(oh oh oh ohhhhh x2)

Looking at the mess we made
From a thousand miles away
(oh oh oh ohhhhh x2)

oh oh oh oh…

(XLHC)
Now I’m sleeping all alone
With my clothes thrown ‘cross the floor
I been feeling like a ghost
When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

oh oh oh

When you touching me
And feel nothing 
It goes

Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh

When you touch me and feel nothing

havent i seen this before

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