https://soundcloud.com/heylog

lyrics:
staring at the random number
but my mind is at a blank
lookin at my computer
so i ask, "who is this"
it was my lover
how could i forget?
ur light im thunder
ill hurt u twice again
staring at the late phone call
whoops did i miss that on purpose?
yeah that was intentional
and all this distortion
girl i never wanted this
for u to go off to college
and honestly i hated it
so id never have a chance

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

i tried my best baby but this is never gonna happen
im not the one to show love, shouldve known that was a problem
i picked these flowers for u i know u probably tossed em
now i just be resting from girls n everybody
she dont really love me
she just like to attention
how am i this stupid
omg im gonna lose it
take in all this caffeine
i still have no energy
drinking all this coffee
still got no energy

she say that she forget everything we ever had
baby that is horrible
i think she got some problems
so u need to worry bout yourself
and theres no denying that u need a lil help
i already played the part 
so go find someone else
i know that she hates it
how i been so far cropped out in the distance
i need to stay away from u 
no its not an accident
ive focused avoiding u this whole time on purpose
im sorry not really atleast i didnt forget

at least i didn't forget

heylog - at least i didn't forget

Zonin ( Young Taylor )

https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

amv:
https://youtu.be/6PVfJgVxxXc

lyrics:
i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

trying my best
you'll be better off alone
cause im a mess and i just stare at my phone
you can find another one
he’ll treat you better than i ever could  ohh
kissing in the shower, i'm missing you after
you should see my head love
i'm such a disaster
ohhh you'll stay for awhile
it cuts me deep everytime that you smile

i've
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i'll regret it when you're gone
getting tired of writing the same songs
i can't help but worry that you'd leave
there's no way that anybody could want me
almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, i'm learning on how to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i'm so used to trying to vanish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i'll regret it, when you're gone

skele - it's my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

beat from w8nston

lyrics:

i remember last night u were mine to hold
u were mine to lose u were mine, it all
i remember last night we were high as shit
getting lit as stars we were on kerosene

do u remember last time u were feelin alive?
when the sky fell down did u lose ur high?
falling in and out i think u know now
everything we do is tryna stay out loud

pulling in our plug we gon ride it off
beers cannot help i need whiskey more
i need stronger drinks can u do this please
hold on some more we gon do this here

mine to lose [prod. w8nston]

"if i die" | bones type beat | cloud rap x ambient

beat from abyss prod

lyrics:

im a bad person dont look up to me
i have no achievements let it get to me
guess im a fuck up thats nothing new bitch
when i will fuck up i know youll leave me

thats how it all goes, im in a cycle
learning new tricks, staying suicidal
praying for death and staying inside
my fucked up health is on decline

my life on the line yet i dont feel alive
adrenaline rush no more helps me survive
too many thoughts too many actions
just wanna rip my heart out to fraction

id give you all if that i could give
nothing to offer your love is my sin
but you are an angel i dont deserve you
you showed me world when i thought i lost you

now my sleep schedules fucked, dream of you
then i stay awake in hopes youd choose
me over them, i know its selfish
but baby youre my drug and im narcoleptic

but i am just no one, i know how this goes
youll make some new friends, ill call em foes
lies be snowballing till we're covered in snow
guilt tripping me or you? i dont know

but what i do know is that its not right
how can you move on and act like its fine?
when you ripped my heart and sold my soul
i told you to take it but not this way tho

its like you were always this one fucking ghost
i call, you dont answer, put the sound off
you call and im running, how fucking fair
shouldve seen coming the blows you prepared

but i forgive too much although dont forget
i can hold grudges but with you, no, i cant
and i want to badly yet somehow you win
even in my mind youre not evil within

again dropping titles like in dark souls
back in the days i wrote texts bout you oh
nothing has changed, i think you know
hope one day we'll be something, no, more

but its kinda hard not telling the truth
have no idea how you pulled it through
how you can hold off and then just blow up?
i cant even hold off my tongue for a month

cuz here we are now, im talking bout us
problem not solved, the issue is us
not you, not me, we both have fucked up
but i seem to be the only fucking one

who can admit it and face all the backlash
i guess its the reason you dipped out like your dad
took out the trash out of the fucking equation
if you wanna blame someone then leave a message

but youll run away like youve done before
if the door opens up youll be out on the shore
searching for answers without any questions
its kinda funny how you view deception

evil within [prod. abyss prod]

beat from grayskies

lyrics:

got new life, new way, new day, new pain
its a little obvious you dont wanna decay
got a new boy here, new friends, new years
but i still haunt your present like its up for gifts

thought that i lost you feeling like no sense
thought that it was true but its not so thanks
thought that we had it but its just no sense
thought that i lost you but its not bout that

no sense, no sense, youre making no sense
fuck that, fuck that, you just wanna pretend
no sense, no sense, make up your mind and
fake up your laugh like you aint died yet
2x

wow girl, new aesthetic for a week
wow girl, you do everything they need
wow girl, i never knew someone can have no self esteem
wow boy, you get into fights now
wow boy, you can shout and scream now
wow boy, does it really help to think after you act?

thought that i lost you feeling like no sense
thought that it was true but its not so thanks
thought that we had it but its just no sense
thought that i lost you but its not bout that

no sense, no sense, youre making no sense
fuck that, fuck that, you just wanna pretend
no sense, no sense, make up your mind and
fake up your laugh like you aint died yet
2x

no sense [prod. grayskies]

prod. splashgvng x sorrow bringer
120bpm Emin

/w splashgvng - "bad dreams" | lil peep type beat | emo trap

lyrics:

Memories I thought would last me forever
I hit back around not returned by the tether
I miss how we thought of vows in September
I hold only me thru these lonely Decembers
I thought u told me its us through whatever
But I guess its left me inside stormy weather 
I see ur face every time I feel better
Years from now ill still be sending letters
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it
~~
:Eric: -I love u brother ..""
~ Though Rust deformed me
she still sees me as her own
While Flames surround me
I see this could not be a home
These stage lights blind me
And they place me back in our throws
But still im fighting
To save this us we had known 
Like hi wait I know
That were not as close
As we once had been
But I guess it happens
This falling snow
Reminds me of home
Its quite the fight
But id die for it

tThe last page of tThe worst book you'v e ever read. (eric godlow)

lyrics:

demi ~
sanity slippin far away from me
taking form of my own worst enemy
sick of bein who i nvr wanted to b
and even harder to to leave
but when the worlds so cold i see my breath in the air
my own damn thoughts are to much to bear
& i cant keep doin this all by myself
but im way to stubborn to reach out for help

sui ~
what a frigid night on the sidewalk ~
watch the lanterns light up the air ~
spent a long time searchin 4 meaning ~
its a shame that this has 2 end ~

dion ~
these sleepless nights thru the vine
how your shadow clings by my side
fallen dreams & where they reside
got no reason left so i hide ~
this loveless pit's all i know
it gets harder i need to let go
when you call i tend to unfold

sui ~
what a frigid night on the sidewalk ~
watch the lanterns light up the air ~
spent a long time searchin 4 meaning ~
its a shame that this has 2 end ~

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moments like this w/ demxntia & dion dugas (p. moneo)

All revenue made from this song will be given to sewerperson to donate to BLM funds

*Revenue is from Soundcloud and Spotify streams, as YouTube is not monetised for me*

https://soundcloud.com/sewerperson

AMV:
https://youtu.be/ZLMMiklJ2kM

LYRICS:
if i could hear these walls
id lose my mind
the rest of heart lays in scraps on my arm
we just gotta get into every other night its like we got to
walking out my house i see these panes u put the rocks thru
i aint change my phone those texts are green because i blocked you
i hope u doing better now with no one else to talk to
i had left in the pouring rain
for an early trip i planned yesterday
smile painted across my face
as i board this plane going far away
why was pain so quickly dealt
it seems that i have forgot myself
belting out into open space
as we mumble hymns from a broken place

whole damn week
i was wondering where the cash at
whole damn week
i was moving outta glad bags
world so bleak
i been dodging all the mouse traps
words heavy
i can make it feel my back crack
reach the next day ill never know
is she ok i better hope
freckle pale face tarped over bones
sleeping half baked
eyes aint even closed damn

Zonin ( Young Taylor )

LATE NIGHT FADED

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