VOICES by MAi-B Ft. BlaxkFlame Prod. CapsCtrl

Lyrics belong to MAi-B and BlaxkFlame
Beat belongs to CapsCtrl

VOICES - MAi-B X BlaxkFlame (Prod.CapsCtrl)

REDO - MAi-B (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Lyrics belong to MAi-B
Beat belongs to CapsCtrl
Vocals mixed by Sam Holloway

HOOK:
Wishing you’d be just like me
Wishing I’d be just like you

VERSE 1:
Idolise everyone else
But not the person staring back at you
Reject yourself, Put you back on the shelf
Not good for your health
Wanna see like other people do
Let my colours shine through
See an object of beauty, like a statue
Break into the mental avenue
Been tested, tried and true
Renew your perspective
Eventually, won’t be distal
Clear as Crystal
Never wish to be someone I’m not
Blood boils up
Getting so damn flustered and hot

PRE-CHORUS:
Dig deep, and you’ll find self respect
And all the voices in your head
will then seem to give up and rest
I’m not gonna lie
It’s gonna take some commitment
With time, you’ll be less distant
From yourself and then you’ll start to miss it

One day, your thoughts will stop being reckless
Protesting to renew, Positivity be invested
No longer blue
And you’ll find wealth in 
Correcting your opinion to truth
Start again, Go back and redo


HOOK X2:
Wishing you’d be just like me
Wishing I’d be just like you
Wishing you’d be just like me
Wishing I’d be just like you

VERSE 2:
Now take a walk in your own shoes
Go back to all your old views
Learn to appreciate, be yourself, Lift the weight
How can I feel loved, when all I ever seem to see is hate?
It’s the way this world was made,
Such a shame, 
Killing kindness for likeness 
In despite of what is righteous 

Push you across the line and
Telling you that it is time but
It’s up to you to decide it
Make your decision with precision, not opinion
Ground your roots
Stick with what you know is true
And if it comes back to bite you on the arse
Well that’s just playing rude

PRE-CHORUS:
Dig deep, and you’ll find self respect
And all the voices in your head
will then seem to give up and rest
I’m not gonna lie
It’s gonna take some commitment
With time you’ll be less distant
From yourself and then you’ll start to miss it

One day, your thoughts will stop being reckless
Protesting to renew, Positivity be invested
No longer blue
And you’ll find wealth in 
Correcting your opinion to truth
Start again, Go back and redo

REDO - MAi-B (Prod. CapsCtrl)

GUILT - MAi-B (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Lyrics belong to MAi-B
Beat belongs to CapsCtrl

VERSE 1 :
So lonely
Please just hold me
Feeding off lies, that you told me
Making up another story
You lied through your teeth, yeah
That’s what’s scary
Stick around
Just to hurt me
Stick around
Just to get Lary
A scar in my mind, like cigar
Your tar it confines
How come I never figured that’s just what you are, like

All the stuff you make up
Roll another one
Line the dashboard, get some
Take another photo, load it up
To stack up bills
Splash it quick like trigger on a gun
For the thrill, feelings real
Brave like steel
Then you runaway and conceal
Hide appeal
And you act like
Didn’t know you could kill
At anytime, could take another life
Mental or physical

HOOK:
Yeah, The feelings real
Weighed down by guilt

The feelings real
Mental or physical
Weighed down by guilt
Weighed down by guilt

VERSE 2:
Don’t touch me
Take a step back
Don’t want you around
When you’re gonna act like that, at a drop of a hat
like a rat, in a trap, attacked, slapped, 
Don’t wanna feel like that
No, I just want you to go
As a matter of fact
Wave the glock around
Yeah, Making it blow
stop putting on a show
Itch, scratch, trapped, 
Cough blood, like words I wrote
Clawing at escape hatch


VERSE 1:
So lonely
Please just hold me
Feeding off lies, that you told me
Making up another story
You lied through your teeth, yeah
That’s what’s scary
Stick around
Just to hurt me
Stick around
Just to get Lary
A scar in my mind, like cigar
Your tar it confines
How come I never figured that’s just what you are, like

All the stuff you make up
Roll another one
Line the dashboard, get some
Take another photo, load it up
To stack up bills
Splash it quick like trigger on a gun
For the thrill, feelings real
Brave like steel
Then you runaway and conceal
Hide appeal
And you act like
Didn’t know you could kill
At anytime, could take another life
Mental or physical

HOOK:
Yeah, The feelings real
Feelings real
Weighed down by guilt

The feelings real
Mental or physical
Weighed down by guilt
Weighed down by guilt

GUILT - MAi-B (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Too Much To Ask - MAi-B Ft.SmokeBomb Produced by SAFIN
Lyrics belong to MAi-B and SmokeBomb, All Rights Reserved.

MAi-B:

Yeah,
You ever wanna run away?
Act like you don’t care
Tell em that their lies don’t hurt you
Get through, Act so unaware

That’s not really fair
Empty promises 
Words left unsaid
Comments on the internet
Like a virus, it will spread

Lies cut in your mind
Make you bleed
Feel so alive
But you’re drowning in the bullshit
Why they acting so surprised?
They pushed you to this point
Go to bed and rest your eyes
You’ll wake up in the morning
Wishing that you didn’t rise

Choke, on cigarettes
Go through em like the alphabet
Tryna clear this dread
From my head, Pop 10 more Sudafed
Let em go overhead
Easy said
Hardly done
Always on the run
From myself, 
can’t keep letting everyone 
Else’s 

Opinions, Effect me
Wreck me, Put me six feet
Manifesting, They test me
I’m protesting, Arrest me 
No wonder can’t see through
I’m dreading, obsessing
Need infrared, show the truth 
in the lies that you’re spreading

Please come back now
Is that too much to ask
Not been seeing you around 
And it’s got me feeling down
Sweat on my brow
In my house made of glass
But haters are inbound
Tryna take me down

Come back now
Find a new start
Take the pain and write it down
Expressing it through art
Don’t run now
Loose yourself in the dark
Please come back now
Is that too much to ask

SmokeBomb:

Impeccable, I dress well so treat me so
I ain't ever moving slow
Rotors keep it going
Roll to roll to roll to roll to roll
I can only question life
Like why the fuck you stepped in mine?
To leave me outside shivering like a bitch
Well I got used to all the cold up at the peak
Could've brought you but instead you chose the sheep
Murder mics for stress relief, I'm still not clean
Im a freak, I should not breathe
Im on my last limbs
Put me out my misery
Cut my lifeline real thin
Honestly its getting hard to see
And its getting even harder
And its getting even harder
Dead and dark tints when i roll down the window
Move with no regrets like a fugitives shadow
Increasing and relentless spills the truth of dread and sorrow
Useless is I
Crushed solace, borrowed
Aye, My soul's been hollowed out
Moving like a Zombie now
I tend to run my mouth
A thousand truths will never hear it out

Agh, I fight for what?
Ruthlessness my built-in 6th sense for success is fuckin up
I fight for what?
I fight for what?
Ruthlessness my built-in 6th sense for success is fuckin up
For what?

Too Much To Ask - MAi-B X Smoke Bomb (Prod. SAFIN)

PRESSURE - MAi-B Produced by SAFIN
Lyrics belong to MAi-B
Beat belongs to SAFIN

HOOK:
I want you out of my head
Out of my bed
Been Causing me way too much stress
Never tended to my needs
Got me struggling to breathe
But you never even cared
You got me dressed up
Messed up
just need to rest up
Should’ve never even been scared, love
It was like I was set-up
Calling for SOS
It was so damn obvious
You’d mess up

Got me to question
Each impression
Didn’t begin to think that you would even mention
So frustrated,
All this tension, 
Never even hated, never even mentioned You’re over-rated
I’m under-rated, all I ever seem to do is contemplate it
Before I give up,
Tryna be the greatest
Swallow all their words and swallow all the hate and…

It really f**ks with my digestion….
I’m just tryna be the best that I can be
Can’t you see?
All the fingers point at me
Yeah, thanks for the discretion
One day, Imma be the G.O.A.T
You’ll be standing in the crowd,
Wishin’ you could take me home
Remember S.M.T
Now I’m digressing
Do what I wanna do,
Let go of the pressure

VERSE:
All these thoughts be obsessing
Their opinion is Pressing
Their words so Oppressing
Didn’t think that you would be so Careless
Share this song, raise awareness,
tell us, About unfairness
Prepare for the game to repel us
Knocked down by infectious consensus
Kicked to the curb, so relentless
Pick up the pieces, repair us
They’re overzealous, compel us
Getting so breathless, it scares us
I’ll be the heiress
Of this game, 
or so I say, today, in fairness
Hear my words, maybe they’re reckless
Pulling off a band aid, like pulling on your necklace

So obsessive, can’t help it
Medicine on the shelf and
Intrusive thoughts, it compresses
the part of me, that’s best-est
Claimed you knew your intentions
Minimalising potential
Now no-ones watching you 
it all just sounds 
so damn consential 
 

HOOK

I want you out of my head
Out of my bed
Been Causing me way too much stress
Never tended to my needs
Got me struggling to breathe
But you never even cared
You got me dressed up
Messed up
just need to rest up
Should’ve never even been scared, love
It was like I was set-up
Calling for SOS
It was so damn obvious
You’d mess up

Got me to question
Each impression
Didn’t begin to think that you would even mention
So frustrated,
All this tension, 
Never even hated, never even mentioned You’re over-rated
I’m under-rated, all I ever seem to do is contemplate it
Before I give up,
Tryna be the greatest
Swallow all their words and swallow all the hate and…

It really f**ks with my digestion….
I’m just tryna be the best that I can be
Can’t you see?
All the fingers point at me
Yeah, thanks for the discretion
One day, Imma be the G.O.A.T
You’ll be standing in the crowd,
Wishin’ you could take me home
Remember S.M.T
Now I’m digressing
Do what I wanna do,
Let go of the pressure

I want you out of my head
Out of my bed
Been Causing me way too much stress
Never tended to my needs
Got me struggling to breathe
But you never even cared
You got me dressed up
Messed up
just need to rest up
Should’ve never even been scared, love
It was like I was set-up
Calling for SOS
It was so damn obvious
You’d mess up

Got me to question
Each impression
Didn’t begin to think that you would even mention
So frustrated,
All this tension, 
Never even hated, never even mentioned You’re over-rated
I’m under-rated, all I ever seem to do is contemplate it
Before I give up...

PRESSURE - MAi-B (Prod.SAFIN)

HOOK

Did you mean destiny
Is that how it’s meant to be
I don’t feel empty
I need empathy
Empathy

Clarity
Only expectancy
Walking Breathlessly
Walking Breathlessly
Breathlessly

VERSE:

Yeah, you tell me all the time
you’re wanting me around
and you’re worshipping the ground
I walk on..
Keep me safe and sound
Your arms they surround
Hold up!
Don’t treat me like a tv that you turn off

Run around, Make fairground
Young, we’re aloud
Vowed, to be part of the crowd
But quit…
Mucking around
Ignore your raincloud
And start acting proud
Cause they can’t take you down, now

But they'll try
Grab at anything to cover up your eyes
There’s no disguise
Glance the time
It’s just flying by
But you’ll be
One of a kind
You think that I’d lie?
In you
It’s confined
and they’ll act so surprised 

Try
Grab at anything to cover up your eyes
There’s no disguise
Glance the time
It’s just flying by
But you’ll be
One of a kind
You think that I’d lie?
In you
It’s confined, and they’ll act so surprised 

HOOK:

Clarity..
I don’t feel empty
I need empathy
Empathy

Clarity
Only expectancy
Walking Breathlessly
Walking Breathlessly
Breathlessly

DESTINY- MAi-B (Prod. CapsCtrl X IOF)

HOOK:

My brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

Brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

VERSE 1:

It’s invisible, that’s what makes it so difficult
Battle inside myself, and battling everyone else
It’s a miracle
Nerves fire off like syllable
Pain is so unbearable
On the surface, looks so minimal
Struggle unequivocal
“You’re an attention seeker”, typical, critical
On the pivotal, they’re pitiful
Its only minimal
I have the power to make it critical

No one sees on the surface
My daily struggle, it’s a burden
Unbearable, can’t you see?
Inside that I’m hurting
This is hardly livable
Praying to be freed
Pull back the curtain
Don’t get biblical 
Stereotypical
Preaching, Political
Act as if you know or be diffident
Take my shoes, experience, experiment

You’ll come running back
Can’t handle truth, gonna give myself the sack
From what I go through
On the daily
Its amazing
Pain is blazing
Gotta get up, go out, irritating, it’s true
Sometimes feel like I belong in a zoo
It’s just me, myself, they don’t have a clue
What I feel in my bones, is like breaking bamboo
Rather deal with a never ending tattoo

Attack me, entirely
Always dealing with inner rivalry 
Only show the healthy side of me
People so blind to see
Agony so fire-y

Attack me, entirely 
Always dealing with inner rivalry 
Only show the healthy side of me
People so blind to see
Agony so fire-y


Numerical
Counting down the days
Reciprocal
Endless like an essay, clinical
Standing on the pinnacle, steeple
Wish I could install another version, stop the burning
Just wanna fly away
Understandable, couldn’t get the half of it
Hyopthetical
That’s probably the hardest bit
To get across in words
How uncomfortable it is
And how much it hurts

You’ll come running back
Can’t handle truth, gonna give myself the sack
From what I go through
On the daily
Its amazing
Pain is blazing
Gotta get up, go out, irritating, it’s true
Sometimes feel like I belong in a zoo
It’s just me, myself, they don’t have a clue
What I feel in my bones, is like breaking bamboo
Rather deal with a never ending tattoo


My brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

Brain is alight
Body is on fire
Always feeling tired
Battle it’s entire
Taking over me
I don’t wanna be
I just wanna breathe

INVISIBLE - MAi-B (Prod. CapsCtrl)

Beat Prod. by SAFIN, Featuring Remegy and BBGROHL.
All Rights Reserved.

FORGIVENESS - MAi-B X Remegy X BBGROHL [Prod. SAFIN]

Timing - MAi-B, Beat produced by SketchMyName.
All Rights Reserved.

Timing - MAi-B (Prod.SketchMyName)

I chose to do a vocal cover of this song, all the singing is me, including backing vocals, however,

I used the backing track i found here: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6TQnc80W0ZE

All rights belong to billie and finneas.
UMG (on behalf of Darkroom); ASCAP, LatinAutor - UMPG, CMRRA, AMRA, LatinAutor, UMPG Publishing, Kobalt Music Publishing, UNIAO BRASILEIRA DE EDITORAS DE MUSICA - UBEM, and 7 Music Rights Societies

Hostage (Billie Eilish Cover by MAi-B)

This is a vocal cover of Billie Eilish - Everything I wanted.
All vocals are mine including backing vocals, however the music does not belong to me, nor does the song.

I used this backing track https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0J_z7RjLZfo which is licensed to Kobalt Music Publishing, UMPG Publishing.

The original song by Billie Eilish licensing: UMG (on behalf of Darkroom); Kobalt Music Publishing, AMRA, UNIAO BRASILEIRA DE EDITORAS DE MUSICA - UBEM, ASCAP, CMRRA, UMPG Publishing, LatinAutor, UMPI, and 6 Music Rights Societies.

I DO NOT OWN THIS SONG OR THE TRACK - JUST THE VOCALS ON THIS COVER VERSION :)

Thanks for all the support ;)

Everything I Wanted (Cover by MAi-B)

um, so I changed my style... 

Sorry mum and dad, lol

Produced by Guala Beatz x 5head.
Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by me.

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RELAPSE - MAi-B (Prod. Guala Beatz x 5head)

Produced by Sketchmyname.
Written, recorded, mixed and mastered by me.

HUSH - MAi-B (Prod. Sketchmyname)

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Simpsons (Prod. MAi-B) - Emaj 140BPM

Simpsons (Prod. MAi-B)

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Sad (Prod. MAi-B) - Em 90 BPM

Sad (Prod. MAi-B)

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Raindrops (Prod. MAi-B) - Fm 155 BPM

Raindrops (Prod. MAi-B)

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i love you (Prod. MAi-B)- Gm 140BPM

i love you (Prod. MAi-B)

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Believe (Prod. MAi-B)  - Dm 100 BPM

Beleive (Prod. MAi-B)

Mixed, mastered and written by MAi-B
Beat produced by malloy x yeezo

Lyrics:

Sold him down the river
Sweat, Money, Tears
He can't get back all them years
Focused on his fears
Begins to sweat and shiver
From poisoning his liver
I can hear that he's scared
in his voice when it quiver

Step back now
You can't tap out
Fighting back at the crowd 
When he used to scream and shout
Taking comments like hard to swallow pills
But if you don't slow down soon
You'll be writing up your will

I know that you're scared
I can see it in your face
They made you that way
When they put you in your place
But you don't gotta run away
You’re gonna make it some day
Your careers on decay
Hope it don't get delayed

Don't you know
They're not proud
Use your voice
Scream it loud
The taunting is daunting me
Shit is just boring me
Keeping me yawning, dreams
Feel like I'm half asleep

S.M.T - MAi-B (Prod. malloy x yeezo)

WHENCANWETALK (ft. MVRTYR), (Prod. MVRTYR).

WHENCANWETALK - MAi-B X MVRTYR (Prod. MVRTYR)

This is a vocal cover of Billie Eilish - My Future.
All vocals are mine including backing vocals, however the music does not belong to me, nor does the song.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ppMShswQfNo

My Future - Billie Eilish (Cover by MAi-B)

The beat was produced by CapsCtrl and the lyrics and vocal recordings belong to me (MAi-B). 

Lyrics by MAi-B:

There’s paint in the sky
Blood In my eyes
Crashing down, I’m falling now
I hope that I survive

Tell me all your secrets
Tell me all your lies
Before I run out of time

Don’t you see me?
I wish I wasn’t here
Don’t you hear me?
You don’t speak very clear

I bleed when I cry
You painted all your lies
Didn’t know what underlie,
Please detoxify

Tell me all your secrets
Tell me all your lies
Before I run out of time

Don’t you see me?
I wish I wasn’t here
Don’t you hear me?
You don’t speak very clear

There’s paint in the sky
Blood In my eyes
Crashing down, I’m falling now
I hope that I survive

Tell me all your secrets
Tell me all your lies
Before I run out of time

Blood/Sky - MAi-B (Prod.CapsCtrl)

This beat was produced by Eddie B, performed on by MAi-B, CJ Son Of Hades, Lil Graveyard 666.

Lyrics

MAi-B:
In my head, it's silent, it's such a riot
I think it's gonna kill me...

CJSonOfHades:
Shoutout to all of my daemons
They're tryna communicate with me
I've gotta start listening
Drowning in light with the both of my dividends
Don't wanna live, but this bullet is stiffening
Back to the wall, My depression is crippling
Never was social, but my life is glistening
Sorry to ma, 'cause my death will be imminent
Selling your soul isn't bad, it's un-limiting
Mist in the air, I can tell that it's thickening
I got a lot on my plate
But I'm just tryna eat
But my daily disgrace is not working for me
Got a tonne of shit
One day, I need to achieve 
In my head it's war, so I'm tryna see peace
And I'm not talking shit that go down in the street
They petitioning, claiming kids want release
From a life that could supersede mine by week
Got in trouble last year, counting too many sheep
I was tryna die early, I fear I'm too weak
See I woke up this morning, Impressed I survived
Slipknot in closet, won't fall if I'm tied
Got rest but I still feel kinda tired
Maybe of waking, I'm not surprised
Sharingan Rinnegan look in my eyes
You might see pain, but I claim I'm alright
And I,
Got a brand new glock, written die on the side
Looks good when I put the hoe right to my eye
Wonder when I'll pull the trigger, tonight
Probably wake up tomorrow, alive
Bet I'll blow and take too many lives
And I can't really promise I wouldn't take mine,
999...

MAi-B:
In my head it's silent, It's such a riot
I think it's gonna kill me...

In my head it's silent, It's such a riot
I think it's gonna kill me
Fading into quiet
Drowning in the fire

Lil Graveyard 666:
I'm waiting for salvation
hating myself, in isolation
Drive the car off the bridge,
Like final destination
Lost, I been dead
You're the only one to save me

I can't take it,
Pressure on my chest when I'm awake aye
I can't find a way out
Lately I been passed out
Xans make me numb, Help me not to blow my brains out
Everybody round me, Starting to hate now

I'm waiting for salvation
hating myself, in isolation
Drive the car off the bridge,
Like final destination
Lost, I been dead
You're the only one to save me

MAi-B:
In my head it's silent, It's such a riot
I think it's gonna kill me...

In my head it's silent, It's such a riot
I think it's gonna kill me
Fading into quiet
Drowning in the fire...

ISOLATION - MAi-B X CJSonOfHades X LilGraveyard666 (Prod.Eddie B)

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