depression

@tothegood
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baby its whatever </3 (prod. tothegood)

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/fats_e
https://soundcloud.com/keeper92

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I can't do this (Prod. fats'e x keeper)

prod: https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

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Kiss my eyelids (prod. Shinigami)

SINGLE OFF THE ALBUM
'BITTER BLUE'

prod: https://soundcloud.com/nothingnowheremusic

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And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

And thought i was right for too long
Now its time to face it
I can feel it inside of my bones
And its so hard to shake it
And for the first time
Im feeling closer to closure
I Feel the storm blowing over,
like i can close my eyes tonight

And i can see it in your eyes
(Let go)
A whisper in the night
(Run home)
Run home, Run home

Run Home (Prod. nothing,nowhere.)

'Bitter Blue '
coming soon...

Prod:
@93feetofsmoke

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And i still remember 
Your hands in my hair
And the fireplace in December
And time's forever changing
But i still feel the same for you
I just wish you felt the same way too

I don't wanna waste you time 
And i know you have a better life
But it's stuck inside my head 
And i don't wanna leave my bed

So just tell me you want me 
Tell me you need me
Tell me you'll come back
And you're never leaving

I was eighteen when you loved me
And now i know I'm twenty-something
But I'm still hoping that you'd come home
And tell me everywhere that you've gone

eighteen (prod. 93FEETOFSMOKE)

@fats_e
@93feetofsmoke
prod.  https://soundcloud.com/ceasedmusic


LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

fats'e:

i just really want to fill my body up with lead
stop my heart from beating i will feel at peace at last
put the draco to my skull don't need another chance
steal my life with steel against my temple make it fast

93FEETOFSMOKE:

you can find me 
walking with a sense
snakes still round my limbs
been this way 
guess since I was a jit
tighten up my fist 

homie caught a rock 
up threw his head
ya I miss my friends
lil bo's hose winding 
inside the whip
a I miss my friend 

LIL LOTUS:

you can find me dead inside my whip
death by hollow tips
try to talk about it i might slip
tighten up my grip

hollow tips ft. 93FEETOFSMOKE x fats'e [prod. ceased]

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Ft:
https://soundcloud.com/coldhart
https://twitter.com/Coldh4rt
https://www.instagram.com/coldhart_/

Prod:
https://soundcloud.com/nedarbnagrom
twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
roelun.co
twitter.com/roelun
www.instagram.com/roelun/

Bodybag Ft. Coldhart (Prod. nedarb)

VIDEO: youtu.be/RWo_yQr_8bA?a

BODYBAG EP(Prod. Nedarb)

Prod:
https://twitter.com/NEDARBNAGROM
https://www.instagram.com/nedarbnagrom/

Art: 
http://roelun.co
https://twitter.com/roelun
https://www.instagram.com/roelun/

Lyrics:
I'm just tryna get to u
Shits been hard 
But I'm making moves 
Well I'm trying
I'm trying 

And I just hope u understand
All the pain in my back 
And blisters on my hands 
It's all u
Now you're screaming 
At the top of your lungs
I don't need u

Ask me what's my problem
Baby come outside 
Pulling on my hand like everything's alright 
Messing with my 
Something's just not right 
I don't wanna go back 
Baby u should know that 

Bitch don't hit my line
Do this every night 
Phone on 2% 
Like ya i swear that shit gone die
I've been getting money 
pretty baby what u like 
I've been getiin money 
pretty baby what u like

At The Top Of Your Lungs (Prod. Nedarb) *VIDEO IN DESCRIPTION *

The way that your heart falls
Inside of that bottle
Makes me accept the truth

We're not young but not old
Just look how our past rolled
Us both inside a cocoon

X2

Still feeling nauseous
After I gain consciousness
Wish I could see things through

Am I still obnoxious
How's my new confidence
It's still fake I'm still not worth you

Curled spine, cold like
Crushed dreams in the Summer time

Lost by night light
It's still the same, nothing feels right

The way that your heart falls
Inside of that bottle
Makes me accept the truth

We're not young but not old
Just look how our past rolled
Us both inside a cocoon

inside a cocoon w/ fats'e

Prod. https://soundcloud.com/jakemarkow
Art. https://twitter.com/disintegr8tion
Mix&Master. https://soundcloud.com/ihateshinigami

she be gettin mad
told me kill myself 
but iont want
i want money in my hands 
baby u can leave 
but ima count up 

u could be in magazines
girl its easy 
if you want a diamond ring
baby please me 
iont even need a team
and they still see me
one day ima have my name on the TV

iont wanna die rn
i wanna feel alive some how 
money in the air fall down
i cant even care rn

i dont wanna die rn (prod. Jake Markow)

Prod.
@4evrgone
twitter.com/4evrgon3

Art.
twitter.com/disintegr8tion
www.instagram.com/filthy.hands/

Highschool (Prod. 4evr)

"All My Little Scars" 
 Nov. 2 <33333333
-------------------------------X3-----------
Prod: https://soundcloud.com/4evrgone
https://twitter.com/4evrgon3

dead to me <3 (prod. 4evr)

pretend i'm on vacation

watch me bleed out

ignore everyone

kiss my wrist and leave me frozen

@prodreaper

lyrics:
i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time 
you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

my head is fucked i've had enough
because of you now i can't trust
i am scared to show my love

i hope it hurts
i hope you learn
gazing at bridges that you burned
i wish i knew the first time 
i wish i knew the first time

you were my mentor
you were my friend
now when i see you it burns 
now when i see you it burns inside

and hate is all i give to you
holding secrets i never knew 
do what you gotta do 
but i can't show my love to you

i hope it hurts (prod. reaper)

video - https://youtu.be/yq3D0OisawU

no samples
prod/mix/master @93feetofsmoke
ft. @youngburial

ϟ Fats'e ϟ

I barely know you
how could I trust you?
how can you trust me
have you seen what I've seen?
x2

Have you ever had a gun against your head
Have you started counting down til your last breath
x2

ϟ 93 ϟ

stop fucking preaching 
don't talk to me
shut the fuck up 
get away from me
x2

depression

krutch k