I can’t tell if I’m retarded or depressed 😔

@user-pukemaster: where is ittttttttttttttttt🧐

absolute bagner, and the rain sound at the end was prestine. alwayslooking forwards to more beother if snyone hasent told ya the tunes are aboauktly fire and get me theu my day much love

Overthinking shit, laying in my room
Thunderstorm hear the rain the hit roof
I know all your friends hating on me too
I know that I act crazy, so do you
I been in my bag lately I been cool
Smoking hella gas staying out the loop 
All this shit I been through, I’m a soldier I’m a troop
But I got no one to vent to so I don’t know what to do
I can’t function on the daily I’m a mess 
I can’t tell if I’m retarded or depressed 
Doomscrolling for an hour got me wishing I was dead
It feels like such a fucking chore just getting out of bed 
Here you go again 
I don’t wanna talk, I don’t wanna text
I don’t know what’s wrong with me to even tell you
You’re not helping you’re just adding to my stress

I’m lashing out I’m getting mad at all my friends (damn)
It’s fucking stupid cuz without em I’m a dead man
RIP to Danny, RIP to dove too 
I would catch a fucking body just to hug you :(
You made me feel home 
And then you burned it down
I wish we could trade places
I’m so lost without you
I don’t wanna let you down
I just hope I make you proud
I felt alone until I saw a ghost in my house
And I knew that it was you, I had no doubt

(Most of my problems are always)
(Problems that I cause myself)

Overthinking shit, laying in my room
Thunderstorm hear the rain the hit roof
I know all your friends hating on me too
I know that I act crazy, so do you
I been in my bag lately I been cool
Smoking hella gas staying out the loop 
All this shit I been through, I’m a soldier I’m a troop
But I got no one to vent to so I don’t know what to do
I can’t function on the daily I’m a mess 
I can’t tell if I’m retarded or depressed 
Doomscrolling for an hour got me wishing I was dead
It feels like such a fucking chore just getting out of bed 
Here you go again 
I don’t wanna talk, I don’t wanna text
I don’t know what’s wrong with me to even tell you
You’re not helping you’re just adding to my stress

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