This is a late release of a track I made In 2019.
Was and still am dealing with a lot and guys, we have a huge problem being shamed and having shame of having emotions and we need to stop and get through them healthily. If you ever need to talk, hit my email in my bio and I’ll be here to just listen and give advice when asked if I have it. Thank you for listening and I hope you enjoy this song as much as I enjoyed making it. Sorry for the audio quality, I ripped it from a video I made and adjusted some of the audio but wasn’t able to retrieve my track out wav.

Lust and agony prod Unknown.m4a

This is a song about how I feel sometimes

Fuck this prod. rrarebear

Hey guys, this is me, take a listen to understand what it’s like in my mind. Thank you, if you need to talk to someone, shoot my email or text 817-797-6853. If nobody told you they love you today, I love you! Have a good one.

This song is part of a project in the works 
S.E.L.F.H.A.R.M

Selfish Edgy Lost Flounder Horrendous Asshole Resented Miserable

Lyrics as follows
Red pill
Written to Count To Five by Bedroom

I don’t know what I feel
Seems like I live for thrills
Do it until I’m killed
Let me take the red pill

Please just let me take the red pill
Please let me take the red pill
Let me take the red pill
Intend to take my life, just need the red pill

Do you even know me
Do you even know self
All this pain I feel
Is all that I’ve been dealt
At night I cry out
But no one hears me
So I just pray this
Lord please kill me

Everything I’ve wondered
Are all questions left unanswered 
Did my mom love me
Eats at me likes it’s cancer
Why did my dad leave me
Some things I don’t get answered
And the desperation I feel
Makes me understand worse 

I don’t know
Feel so low
Where life will take me 
I’m just so miserable 
Put it on my wife
Put it on my sons
So much hurt I feel from past
Makes me want to eat my gun

But I don’t have courage
Only enough to take a slice
And the relief that I feel
Doesn’t make me think twice
So I just continue
This fucked up cycle
Goes on for miles
I guess it’s my style 

And I don’t get help
Just stay to myself
Don’t talk on my pain
Though it’d probably help
Only focus on wealth
Never mental health
Should probably take the time 
But I guess I don’t want help

Redpill inspired by Bedroom in Count To Five

This is my song chores featuring jon_c 
Super great artist and helped me through a lot with his music

Chores feat. Jon_C

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This is a song from bad days project in the works

Bad Days

texas bruh

No Tomorrow - Sam The Rap-ist

Worries

Worries Prod. Mayo

Future Whipped Prod. Mayo

This is my first album titled I.D.W.T.D.W.Y.A.(i dont waant to deal with you anymore) and its based off of how ive been feeling and thingas ive been dealing with recently. i hope you enjoy

I.D.W.T.D.W.Y.A.

Salty Eggs Prod. Phil.ie

I.D.W.T.D.W.Y.A. Prod. Elaquent

DVSN MADE ME DO IT Prod. Pck Beats

Cassette Prod. Phil.ie

Obsessed l tespU

Obsessed l tespU Prod. Mayo

This is dedicated to someone close to me. Thanks wenzel for the beat, you can find him here 
Http://soundcloud.com/wenzel

Featherless Parakeet

Featherless Parakeet Prod. Wenzel

Thank you Jskrilla for the beat. I appreciate it.
Thanks Gaby for the art, instragram: lulzaytoven

Lyrics:

I dont want the loon bin
I just wanna stay tuned in,
Me and my goons stay in,
While yo chick stay slurpin dick,
We stay wearing fresh ass kicks,
Colin kaepernick,
Sorry for the shit, 
Colored people, 
This is what we get, 
I dont get this shit,
Why its always hit or miss, 
Less youre white or got white friends,
Brutally surging,
Hatred stay lurking,
Names they stay burning,
Ashes stay falling, 
Mommas stay calling,
Pimps they stay balling,
Nobodys worried bout the case,

Its nigga this and nigga that,

Too much hate to concentrate,
Used to use juice concentrate,

To make the water taste sweet,
But my water is bitter,
And my actions too steep,
But theres no time to sleep,
Got to earn my own keep,
Aint no small gap to leap,
We're all aimless sheep,
With the government aiming beams,

Looking to mesmerize,
Get us to fantasize,
Of a brighter side,
Brighter lights,
Hotter wife,
Bigger tits,
Ass the size, 

Of mars,
Catch us tryna be stars,
Driving nice cars,
With closed arms, 
Millenials and bold starts,
Silver platters,
Gold bars,
No tar,
Just vapes,
No dates,
Just gates,
Between the soft legs,
Of womanhood,
Aint no brotherhood,
Just some motherhood,
Waiting to happen,
While homies stay clappin,
Cuz you always be tappin,
But you secretly lackin,
Some love and white doves,
Just some heavy verbal gloves, 
No when push comes to shove,

No sieve for the words,
That begin wit h and end with e,
We stay stuck on needing dopamine, 
Birds hearing sounds that make them flap their wings,
Cops getting temporary leave,
While we stuck 6 feet deep,
Families they all cry and scream,
Dads drink till their eyes begin to gleam,
Mommas lose they sheen, 
Baby momma, 1 man team,
Little kids begin to fiend,
No role models,
All in prison,
All foreseen, 
Look at me, 
Only one to graduate in my family,
Yet no ones proud of me,

I dreamt of crystal chalices,
Gold palaces,
Colored people with no calluses,
Government ends fallacy,
No more tragedies,
No more cries of living matter,
For the dead matter,
Talking like all lives matter,
When they dont,
Cuz the dead stay laughing,
While we stay gagging,
Cuz pigs stay steady bragging,
Bout their rights of passage,
Saying that,
Blacks and mejicanos,
Are all just savage

Just Another Statistic Prod. Jskrilla

This is my track MIA written and recorded by me. Producer of the beat is Roman RSK and you can find him here:
https://www.youtube.com/user/oldoggystyle
This song is a depiction of what has been going on the past couple years with me and my family. Love you Gaby and Happy 19th Birthday. Wish you many more and wish we could spend more time together. 

Social:
Instagram.com/samuel_espino
Instagram.com/official.samuel.espino
https://www.youtube.com/user/alejandroespino1998

Lyrics:
MIA 

Yo Gaby
You hit that big one nine 
(19)
Finally come time that i tell you bout life
(Listen up)
Time flies by and i still dont get why
(No se)
Dont get too scared just go enjoy the ride
(Skrt skrt)
Wasn't too long that youd been my little sis
(Youngin)
Now youre all grown and i sit and reminisce
(Lo que paso)

Thinking back to 05 while listening to LoFi
(Good days)
Dreamt of being rich with bowties
(Kaching)
Sitting at the beach at lowtide
(Splash)
Whipping real slow on the low ride
(64)

Little us had big dreams
Tag team
Choking out the world 
Just to leave it gasping
Now im just here with you overlapping
(Hold up)
Don't ever get no chance to ask whats happening
(Let me get a sec)
Cuz everytime i call you at work or napping
(Just a second)
And it tears me up inside; my heart's steady cracking
(Ouch)
Quit running from yo family cuz everybody's asking
(Y gaby)

What she been up to
What she been doing
Has she been working
Has she been schooling
Dont know how to answer
The questions keep booming
I need you to be here
Or im gonna lose it

Que sta haciendo
Que staba haciendo
Esta trabajando
Esta estudiando
No se mi respuesta
Las preguntas me siguen
Te necesito aqui 
O lo voy a perdir

MIA Prod. Roman RSK (Lyrics in Info Section)

Idk what i made but hope you like it

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This is just how ive been feeling, dont get worried, im not going to take my life

Sorry for the bad quality, i dont have a title

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