This is a late release of a track I made In 2019.
Was and still am dealing with a lot and guys, we have a huge problem being shamed and having shame of having emotions and we need to stop and get through them healthily. If you ever need to talk, hit my email in my bio and I’ll be here to just listen and give advice when asked if I have it. Thank you for listening and I hope you enjoy this song as much as I enjoyed making it. Sorry for the audio quality, I ripped it from a video I made and adjusted some of the audio but wasn’t able to retrieve my track out wav.

Lust and agony prod Unknown.m4a

This is a song about how I feel sometimes

Fuck this prod. rrarebear

Hey guys, this is me, take a listen to understand what it’s like in my mind. Thank you, if you need to talk to someone, shoot my email or text 817-797-6853. If nobody told you they love you today, I love you! Have a good one.

This song is part of a project in the works 
S.E.L.F.H.A.R.M

Selfish Edgy Lost Flounder Horrendous Asshole Resented Miserable

Lyrics as follows
Red pill
Written to Count To Five by Bedroom

I don’t know what I feel
Seems like I live for thrills
Do it until I’m killed
Let me take the red pill

Please just let me take the red pill
Please let me take the red pill
Let me take the red pill
Intend to take my life, just need the red pill

Do you even know me
Do you even know self
All this pain I feel
Is all that I’ve been dealt
At night I cry out
But no one hears me
So I just pray this
Lord please kill me

Everything I’ve wondered
Are all questions left unanswered 
Did my mom love me
Eats at me likes it’s cancer
Why did my dad leave me
Some things I don’t get answered
And the desperation I feel
Makes me understand worse 

I don’t know
Feel so low
Where life will take me 
I’m just so miserable 
Put it on my wife
Put it on my sons
So much hurt I feel from past
Makes me want to eat my gun

But I don’t have courage
Only enough to take a slice
And the relief that I feel
Doesn’t make me think twice
So I just continue
This fucked up cycle
Goes on for miles
I guess it’s my style 

And I don’t get help
Just stay to myself
Don’t talk on my pain
Though it’d probably help
Only focus on wealth
Never mental health
Should probably take the time 
But I guess I don’t want help

Redpill inspired by Bedroom in Count To Five

This is my song chores featuring jon_c 
Super great artist and helped me through a lot with his music

Chores feat. Jon_C

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