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happy’s always been the dream, but we need to start wakin up

that white horse is long gone
say your prayers
but we’re moving on
we just keep moving on

ethel cain - independence day (prod. little triste)

I’m sick
And I’m sad
And I’m wasting away
I sink
Into my mattress
And I cry all day
All I want
Is love
Why’s it so hard to find?
I think of you
What you’d do
If you were on more than my mind 

Please tell me there’s more
Please tell me there’s more

Am I above?
Are they beneath?
My holy body
My dirty sheets
They rip away
With gnashing teeth
My sullen womb
My virginity

I’m sick
And I hurt
And I feel unclean
It spreads
And it kills
Every part of me
I can’t help it
I can’t stop
I should go without
But there is
No escaping
This torrential drought

Am I above?
Are they beneath?
My holy body
My dirty sheets
They rip away
With gnashing teeth
My sullen womb
My virginity

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ethel cain - great wide nowhere

all rights to mother cain pls don't nuke me i need this in my veins
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one of her best that’s for sure

Sunday morning and I’m wasted
Had too much to drink again
Preacher’s saying God will save me
If God is real, He’s a fucking bitch

Tell my baby that I love her
But, right now, mama’s gotta go
I didn’t ask to be this crazy
But since we’re here, I’ll give them a show

Always run from the best of them
But I’ll fall for a piece of shit
Half-cocked ’cause he’s not a big boy
And I don’t wanna know that half of him

If you try to hurt me, I won’t stop you
But there’s something you should know
It’s that my daddy’s fucking crazy
And always ready to blow

The first boy I ever loved
Was a brother I never had
I thought, with him, maybe I’d make it
Maybe it’d be half as bad

Spеnt my nights under the covers
Just wishing hе was there
Draw his portrait in my diary
Just to hold when I got scared

Now I’m fucked up and I’m nasty
But they say I make it look good
I don’t do what my mama told me
I just do what my mama would

I don’t starve ’cause I hate my body
I just starve ’cause I’m fucking broke
And on my mama, I hate this country
America is a fucking joke

What’s gonna scare me when I’ve seen it all?
Been too sick to walk, so I had to crawl
When you leave, turn off the light
I leave my door open at night
To be strung out and still be stone cold
To reach the end, but never close to old
I don’t feel good, but I don’t wanna cry
If I can’t live, can I just fucking die?

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