You Know My Name, But Not My Story

AMBROSIAL HOUR

(Maze)
I burn all the sage that I want but I’m the fucking problem 
Ain’t nothing but failing to become something When I’m down I’m always down to make some sound 
I’m a damaged person but still pass out love like my pain ain’t around yuh 
 
Drop a tear and disappear
I’m wondering around places 
In the hemisphere 
I roam with demons in the matrixes 
For I could just seal
I’m moving feelings into pages 
For I could just hear 
For once in your life consider another’s feelings 
Confess the truth That you've been concealing 
We both know that you're leaving You just don’t want to say it yet 
Cause you don’t want to hurt my feelings 
I have so many spirits that I know I’m dealing 
But I never felt theses things and time keeps on tiking you felt great that you lied to me 
To save your feelings the truth was revealing that made me smash my head through the ceiling 
The lesser humans the lesser beings 
I try to hide when I’m healing time is eating away my memory 
All this illness is all cause of this trespasser in my brain 

If one day 
I lost my memory 
How are you gonna make me 
Remember me remember me
If one day 
I lost my memory 
How are you gonna make me 
Remember we remember we

I burn all the sage that I want but I’m the fucking problem 
Ain’t nothing but failing to become something When I’m down I’m always down to make some sound 
I’m a damaged person but still pass out love like my pain ain’t around yuh

I been gone for months but this my year 
I only got one fear and that’s my person I put in the vases for I could counsel 
Just cause I took my break don’t mean I was so sealed 
Just cause I dealt with this break don’t mean I dealt with feel 
Just cause I saw my face in the mirror don’t mean I was real 
Just cause I dealt with pain don’t mean I was so still 
Just cause I felt the rain don’t mean I was so spilled 
Just cause I stayed in stray don’t mean I stand in here 
Just cause I left From decay don’t mean I am from here 
Just cause we argued couples times don’t mean your love real 
Just cause you told me I love you once I ain’t gonna kneel 
Don’t forget everything you put me through to get me here ￼
They say everything can be replaced Yet every distance is not near 
I remember walking on stages just to get me where I appeared 
I remember falling onto my face just to lose my appear 
I remember losing my memory at an age where nothing could be cured 
My brain is like the Bermuda Triangle information goes in and never found again
a million memories with some person that won’t happen again 
Even if my memory is lost your still placed in my heart Ik I wound never find someone with your love I’m hoping one day we find us again 

As the years go by 
Another memory or thought or feeling is disappearing is disappearing 
As the years go by 
Another memory or thought or feeling is disappearing is disappearing

MEMORY LOSSES

Happy death day to me happy death day to you you better hide cause I will come and kill you 
happy death day to me happy death day to you you better run boy cause I’m bouta shot you 
Happy death day to me happy death day to you you better hide cause I will come and kill you 
happy death day to me happy death day to you you better run boy cause I’m bouta shot you

I died at the age of 13 
now I’m 18 
feeling so frimzy I could barely keep up with myself 
now I’m 19 am I still dreaming tried a lot of attempts shit I’m still here 
I ain’t scared of death death is scared of me 
you look at me stare me in the eyes and tell me what you see besides my dead mind 
she tells me 

lil slit gotta dark mind right eye pissing me off the pain feels like I wanna die 
it’s cold night but I’m still outside cause I don’t give no fucks 
got the bottle and the blunt 
I fucked my life up should I keep taking these drugs well idk one day someone will show me love 

Happy death day to me happy death day to you you better hide cause I will come and kill you 
happy death day to me happy death day to you you better run boy cause I’m bouta shot you 
Happy death day to me happy death day to you you better hide cause I will come and kill you 
happy death day to me happy death day to you you better run boy cause I’m bouta shot you

I died 6 years ago i can’t believe it im still living or am I still dreaming im just screaming in my head im just steaming I need the treatment 
I gotta take the stems out my weed 
I called the weed man im smoking trees
fuck all these wannabees im a zombie im at the spot its looking very swampy 
my bitch very naughty 
she giving me that sloppy ima fuck you up like if its karate the way that I be rocking they probably think im cocky I can’t live in the human body illuminati 
nobody gonna stop me ima pull up on yo team with my team like if i was the army watch me you probably shouldn’t have missed yo shot when you shot me 
spot me at the spot with nobody we could catch bodys or maybe I might catch a body 
but  body’s  pilled up on the floor ready to get turnt from a line of gas im about to fucking spark 
im just done
 just bury me under the dirt don’t put my name in your tongue cause you will get hurt 
Don’t judge my choices if you don’t understand my reasons 
I love bleeding im just day dreaming somebody mixed my medicine somebody’s in my head again
at the end of the song I think I might just kill me. 

Happy death day to me happy death day to you you better hide cause I will come and kill you 
happy death day to me happy death day to you you better run boy cause I’m bouta shot you 
Happy death day to me happy death day to you you better hide cause I will come and kill you 
happy death day to me happy death day to you you better run boy cause I’m bouta shot you
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Ayy I had to live it till the end of my time 
Don’t matter if I’m on the flatline I’m already at the edge of my life 
Not focus on who is closet on the day that I die 
No one shows the love that is needed when you’re alive 
I was born in the dark I was left to survive 
I was dead on the floor no one will arrive
They prayed I’ll make it out but I left with no goodbyes 
Dont cry it out Don’t save me now 
Yuh
No need for apologies 
Should’ve paid attention to my astrology 
I lost touch with what is hard to see
I distance myself from reality 
I’m getting close to blowing out my candles there’s only one thing I seek and that is 
Happy death day happy death day to you
Happy death day to me

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