Hoping

Shoutout to Indie Rock beats on YouTube.  A creator named Froy used this beat too check him out, https://youtu.be/3UJRCA_PU-8?si=eco5C9Od2aVusaWh. Also, shoutout to the individual who created this cover piece. I found it in Pinterest so I’m not sure who the original creator is.

lost in space

bad dreams- Frank ocean (not confirmed) .mp3

stripperz&margs

19 missed calls…💬

spirit can you hear me (what do I tell him?)
(what do I tell him?) 



I don’t know why 
this pains inside 
I gotta fix it 
I don’t wanna hide 


so I gotta go 
I can’t hold on to you
It’s not good for your heart 
I don’t belong to you 


even if it’s feels good 
I’m don’t feel like I’m ready 
even though you might feel good  
you might leave him the same way he left me 

I don’t want her 
another heart hurt 
so I gotta be smarter 
gotta work harder 


so I gotta goooo 
I can’t hold on to you 
It’s not good for your heart 
and I don’t belong to you 


She don’t belong ong ong ong ong 
Don’t belong on ong ong (etc.) 


so I advise 

please let go 
of my heart babe 
I’m tryna work smarter 
And it’s only harder when you add another 
and I’m tryna work smarter



please I’ll give you it back 
Cause mentally I’m not like that babe
I wanna wish you the best 
and for you to not be in your head 

Maybe we’ll meet again? 



Smarter 


I wanna be Smarter 



I think of her like my daughter 




…….




Gotta work Smarter 
I Gotta be smarter 
I can’t let him win again 
I can’t let him win,
Again 
I can’t him win again 

GUESS I GOTTA THINK HARDER

3 =mc^2

burning

puzzle piece

chalcedony (gem) prod by jake jensen

tragedy.

Burning

this track to me is about all the insecurities that I have built inside and how I was trying to survive for so long it came hard for me to be a normal person in society. I was supposed to release this on the 1st but it wasn’t ready yet I still dk if it is if I’m being fr but it’s my big fuck you to 2024, to all the people that have wronged me in the past, and a big fuck you to my head for making me believe everything I thought I was. So cheers to 2025 may it bring blessing and forthcoming your way. I know that it will for me.


Much love❤️







Lyrics :


Wish I could be as big as I wanted 
Wish I could see everyone as my homie 
But I quiver up 
And I just want to run 
And I need so much distance 
It m makes me concerned , sometimes 


I thought I was doing things the right way 
but I say this knowing I’m gonna break 
I’m always playing with myself 
But I’m strong 
but sometimes I can’t tell 

I wish they couldn’t see my motives 
I wish they didn’t notice 
And I makes me think what am I doing right with my life 
To be this way for so long inside 

Wish I could stay 
While showing my brave face 
I guess it’s still new to me 
And I like to pretend I’m okay 
Inside 
Even though I know that I’m trying to survive everyday 
And I wish that couldn’t see anybody 
I would me make feel 
Idk 
I guess alone 
But it’s better that way 
Or at least I would hope 

Cause I 
I instill pain inside 
I just can’t get it right 
When I lay down at night 
I treat it as another day 
I wish I could forget the pain 
I wish I could notice it 
I could focus babe

*fuck (prod by shy.k)

A little extra something til I’m done with some other stuff

JVEBE

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