If the sum of each moment is all that we are 
The ones born from distress comprise me most so far 
My disposition far and away bares unconditional burden veiled under my face 
I don’t want a purpose, just to live for life’s sake 
I want nothing but something to want or embrace 
Shots in the dark ricochet, I’m done baring risks like these 
When every wound never leaves

Finding a spark under the moonlight 
Hung from a sky pitched as dark as the void 
That I’m baring inside where desire dies
Indifference conjoined to my soul 
By apathy stitched onto me 
Reaping what only I sow 
In misery I’m  finding.
Only one sound breaks this deafness I hold 

I’m an ocean standing still 
Once drowned by its own undertow 
But these rapids and tides have come to subside 
At least anguish let flow 
A current towards which shores sang of redemption 
Now every melody’s out of key 
But in her harmony she strikes a movement in me 
Glaring in the dark her pale lunar light this night 

Finding a spark under the moonlight 
Hung from a sky pitched as dark as the void 
That I’m baring inside where desire dies
Indifference conjoined to my soul 
By apathy stitched onto me 
Reaping what only I sow 
In misery I’m finding.
Only one sound breaks this deafness I hold

(original) Under The Moonlight

Lyrics:

Cracks in my bones like windshield that broke 
I’m tasting blood as now I start to choke 
Despite the smoke that’s singing burning my eyes
(I see inside, I should have tried)
Before I nearly saw the blinding light 
To finally see what matters in this life 
To take a look inside her violet eyes 
(Confess my heart, confess my mind)

But I, I haven’t checked
Inside whose car I’ve wrecked

Black is the pavement ‘neath my hands and knees
Asphalt burning, my lungs start to wheeze 
As I’m crawling to the edge of the street 
(Calling the police, pain hasn’t ceased)
Saving myself, the stranger not too far 
Whoever was inside the other car 
Then with that phone one things left do 
(Call her)

But I, I haven’t checked
Inside whose car I’ve wrecked

My heart stops
As the world drops 
When I call you 
I hear your phone ring

Your in the other car

I, I now have checked 
Inside whose car I wrecked
Those violet eyes life ends
No making my amends
For what has been taken 
For too long I waited 
So stop waiting around
(Whoah oh, Whoah oh)
Your time is now

Car Wreck (Instrumental)

ImInPerfection(ism), Ism, Ism, Sch(ism) OCD

Overcoming Apathy feat ivy marie  (Record/Remix 12/13/21)

Under The Moonlight(Second Mix)

In daydreams I cry like in dreamless days
I fantasize within my haze
Of a beautiful woman like the ones I never knew
Who smiles on my bed as she sees me to my end

But she won’t be there
It’s so hard to dare
To die alone, all on my own
But she won’t be there
It’s so hard to dare
Leaving this world that I’ve outgrown

Sometimes it differs but she’s often blonde
In her blue hoodie smiles at me fond
She helps me die through pills or needles
And helps me pretend I’m not alone at my end

I hope there's hope in fearing
No one in death will be endearing
Giving me comfort, granting me solace
I’ll be alone in ending all this
If I’d die alone, maybe I’d rather live together

But she won’t be there
It’s so hard to dare
To die alone, all on my own
But she won’t be there
It’s so hard to dare
Leaving this world that I’ve outgrown

If I don’t fear death then maybe
Dying alone is what will save me
If I fear her absence maybe
The girl in the blue hoodie saves me

Blue Hoodie feat Ivy Marie (Mix 3-13-22)

If the sum of each moment is all that we are 
The ones born from distress comprise me most so far 
My disposition far and away bares unconditional burden veiled under my face 
I don’t want a purpose, just to live for life’s sake 
I want nothing but something to want or embrace 
Shots in the dark ricochet, I’m done baring risks like these 
When every wound never leaves

Finding a spark under the moonlight 
Hung from a sky pitched as dark as the void 
That I’m baring inside where desire dies
Indifference conjoined to my soul 
By apathy stitched onto me 
Reaping what only I sow 
In misery I’m  finding
Only one sound breaks this deafness I hold 

I’m an ocean standing still 
Once drowned by its own undertow 
But these rapids and tides have come to subside 
At least anguish let flow 
A current towards which shores sang of redemption 
Now every melody’s out of key 
But in her harmony she strikes a movement in me 
Glaring in the dark her pale lunar light this night 

Finding a spark under the moonlight 
Hung from a sky pitched as dark as the void 
That I’m baring inside where desire dies
Indifference conjoined to my soul 
By apathy stitched onto me 
Reaping what only I sow 
In misery I’m finding
Only one sound breaks this deafness I hold

Peter To La

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