lyrics:

I don't know what to do 
My tears are shed for you

Let me know what's in it for you 
Let me know if you want me too

I don't know what to do
my heart is split for you
 
Let me know what you want to do 
Let me know if you want me too

my heart is split for you

empty (demo)

TheReasonIKeepTrippinWShoesOn

LeftMyHeartAtHome (demo)

Song about accepting the reality of human love

Lyrics:
Stay close to me, I see it in your eyes that this time
things aren't supposed to be just fine, when we lie apart from each others worlds. inside your heart seems so far from my sight, and I'll make sure to hold you tight. But It's not right in your eyes. 
Walk with me into the cold. It's okay if you don't know where to go. 
I'll love you forever and you'll know. 
Walk with me into the cold 

the cold

Song about the pain of holding on and the need for God

Lyrics: so far away just like before. I knew it was the last time I'd see you again. 
Complicated as you know, I'll never cease to love you but I should let you go 

Live to die. Do or die. Suicide, on my mind. Flow inside. Come alive. So much life. In your eyes.

SoFarFromMyArms (demo)

Song about the struggles of disassociation 

Lyrics: 
Fighting the urge to be dead, body laid still as my soul slowly seeps off the bed. 
Closer, you'll see something red. Flash, overdone,  but dont know the sin I collect - 
Wrapping a belt on my neck. Now I am going, for sure It'll be for the best.  
Save up your thoughts for the rest of the time,  I wasn't sure but I hope you'll be fine 
For the rest of your life

ThisRealityPainfullyBurnsThroughMyChest (demo)

TheresNothingICanOfferToAnybody (demo)

pothos

Better to die. Know that I'm not really joking when I say that I want to die, see I'm fed up this time. Shot, vision obscured from the lies, all the tears on my eyes. Think to much now I'm writing goodbyes. 
Better to go, don't really if I'm feeling enough, aint not wanting to show. though, painfully slow, waiting for everything coming eventually turn into gold. 

God. 
I just wanna see me dead.
Nothing in this world will keep me from wanting to live, but except for the bread. 
To hell all the money that's on me, the only one on me be liftin my head. 
oh no my throat from below, loosing sight of this world, seeping blood on the bed 

Rip. Rip all the grief, deep in me. Looking for some pain relief. 
Set a scene. Bullets seem, something I would like in me.
Wipe it clean. God in me. Put me up inside a stream. Let me dream. Peacefully, never let me eat a beam. 

AVoid,HenceTheGrief

I'll trust in you. And hold your truths to be true 
Hold your hand to guide me through. You guide me through. 
All the time I was searching for you
On this land I'll search for you 
 Tell me that we'll make it through
 I'm thinking that your love will do 


TellMeThatWe'llMakeItThrough

Tochecha - Welcome to Godly short film

Slit wrist. Heart is split, 
Caught up gotta end it quick. 
From the pit, Holy spirit come and fill the void in it. 
Seen it lit from a light, I know that I can't fathom it. 
Ain't a bliss, but it feels like I ain't coming back from this. 
Hollowed out, maybe I'm just job craving to carve all my skin out. 
To die, to gain, all the same cuz life is lame now
I be acting like all this time ain't no way out
Christ will suffice on my life, numb the pain down.
But all well when you walk me through hell
 

Hail
Christ, all hail
Walk me through hell 
Christ, all hail 


Christ,WalkMeThroughHell

Hased - Welcome to Goldy short film

‭Luke 2:25-35 NKJV‬
[25] And behold, there was a man in Jerusalem whose name was Simeon, and this man was just and devout, waiting for the Consolation of Israel, and the Holy Spirit was upon him. [26] And it had been revealed to him by the Holy Spirit that he would not see death before he had seen the Lord’s Christ. [27] So he came by the Spirit into the temple. And when the parents brought in the Child Jesus, to do for Him according to the custom of the law, [28] he took Him up in his arms and blessed God and said: [29] “Lord, now You are letting Your servant depart in peace, According to Your word; [30] For my eyes have seen Your salvation [31] Which You have prepared before the face of all peoples, [32] A light to bring revelation to the Gentiles, And the glory of Your people Israel.” [33] And Joseph and His mother marveled at those things which were spoken of Him. [34] Then Simeon blessed them, and said to Mary His mother, “Behold, this Child is destined for the fall and rising of many in Israel, and for a sign which will be spoken against [35] (yes, a sword will pierce through your own soul also), that the thoughts of many hearts may be revealed.” 


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