Raon - BETELGEUSE(베텔기우스)

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Wait… I thought I was alright
New Year started, I left it all behind 
Why did you appeared on my mind? 
Which kind of spell did you used this time?

It doesn’t feel right, we had our time
Every Monday to Friday past five
Then we noticed it wasn’t working
Four walls and emotions chocking 

I swear I thought about it 
We agreed up on something
Hope you didn’t made it
Cut our names on a paper 

Sorry I didn’t find it earlier
That fucking piece of paper
Now I will never know
It hurts a lot but would you let it go? 

Will you haunt me every time?
Why is impossible to say goodbye?
Please don’t intertwine, your soul with 
someone who just does it right
It’s not meant to waste
I can feel it, and I would love to numb the pain…

papers

I hated myself
I doubted what I
believed, and I believed
your lies.
Yeah, I fell for it,
congratulations, I guess.

The lights are off,
the teather's dark,
the seats are empty.
Why are you
still acting, 
pretending?

Don't ruin me!
I'm the best thing
that you ever wanted,
but you never had.
And everything
that I ever, ever did
was trying to win,
can't win the fight!

You don't need water
to feel like you're drowning
You don't need to have me
to run away, darling.

Excuses, compromises, 
you have plenty of those, 
don't you?
Your mind can find them easliy and that's the whole 
truth.

Don't ruin me!
I'm the best thing
that you ever wanted,
but you never had.
And everything
that I ever, ever did
was trying to win,
can't win the fight!

Don't ruin me!
I'm the best thing
that you ever wanted,
but you never had.
And everything
that I ever, ever did
was trying to win,
can't win the fight!

You took it all from me
(and pretended you never hurt me)
You took it all from me
(and pretended you never hurt me)

Don't ruin me...
Don't ruin me...

Don't Ruin Me

Look At Me

"Try to gather for yourself
the valuable from this stress"
They said "Live for today
just to be okay."

You're venomous to my mind.
I know I should leave you behind.
You're tied around my heart, tearing me apart!

And when I look around,
I know something's off!

My paranoia is you!
I keep the lies to myself
'cause they come true.
I know I need some help
I don't fit in, I don't know why
My paranoia... is you.

I'm trying just to get by.
I question myself sometimes.
The flask is my therapy
I'm okay, just trust me...

That's why you're my ex.
Lying is what you do best.
I loved you, I confess,
now I just wanna rest.

And every time that I feel well,
here comes another hell!

My paranoia is you!
I keep the lies to myself
'cause they come true.
I know I need some help
I don't fit in, I don't know why
My paranoia... is you.

Alone in a room, 
they are all watching.
Stuck here with you,
I feel I'm dying!

If you hear me cry, will you come to me,
will you stay the night just to ruin me?

My paranoia is you!
I keep the lies to myself
'cause they come true.
I know I need some help
I don't fit in, I don't know why
My paranoia... is you.

Paranoia

I watched her body get taken away.
I knew she wasn't meant for this fate.
She was always alone, but never lonely.
She was always in pain, never sobbing.

I watched as her spirit broke.
I saw her get taken advantage of.
I cried with her when she was unloved.

I returned to the scene of the crime.
I was talking about my own demise!

Is it suicide if the world 
kills your dreams first?!
Is it dying if you become free?!
I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.
I was killed by being too naive
that you would ever pick up the phone.
Now watch me as I lay on the ground
being lost, confused and unheard.
But when you all leave, 
and there's no sound,
I know this is freedom, not doom.

I watched her as she stood up high.
I heard her whisper a
"Goodbye".
"Don't do it!" - someone screamed.
Was that you, my bittersweet?

I returned to the scene of the crime
yelling in my own face that it's not my time!

Is it suicide if the world 
kills your dreams first?!
Is it dying if you become free?!
I wouldn't wish that upon anyone.
I was killed by being too naive
that you would ever pick up the phone.
Now watch me as I lay on the ground
being lost, confused and unheard.
But when you all leave, 
and there's no sound,
I know this is freedom, not doom.

And you were
listening on the phone,
as I called 
and we made amends, 
you made me so alone, 
as I was, never was before,
And all I wanted was to 
hold your hand!
You hung up the phone, 
and now I'm all gone...

I returned to the scene of the crime.
You were there, tears in your eyes.
Is it not way too late, way too late?
You chose heartbreak over hate.
I'd choose death over dying again
And again, everytime 
I see your pain...

Scene of The Crime (Official Version)

Seeing as people are uploading this and taking credit for the edit I thought I might upload it here with the full high Quality file. 

Enjoy!

Originally uploaded on  my youtube first at https://www.youtube.com/thamonkeysquad

[Official] KDA - THE BADDEST x POPSTARS (Mashup) by ThaMonkeySquad

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A special 'Thank you' music videos to Missinsomnia out soon! 

Welcome, Missinsomniacs and Runners. We're running towards ourselves and face our fears, sadness and heartbreak through every song we put together. Hope you like your stay. 

Runaway Darling* is a project with 6 members, created and started by the Bulgarian poetess and graphic designer A. Hait / А. Хайт. 

Lore:

She then found valuable people (we are all friends, even from afar, as we're all scattered across Europe). The name 'Runaway Darling' came one random day as a long-awaited idea. She had about 20+ band name ideas, as each one her mind rejected almost immediately. But then... On September 25th, 2024, was when a meeting with someone special to her to this day took place - a real person from A. Hait's life: someone she loved, and someone who quite literally ran away and left her hanging in the air. It at least seems that this person didn't care whether Hait would fly or fall with this world-shattering decision. But, something precious to all of us was born. In a few weeks we had not only a name: we had a logo, some lyrics, a pinch of talent (Hait never stops thanking us for finding us, as we are thankful for finding her). Now, back to the 'runaway darling' who started it all: Maybe the love was too much. Maybe it was Ms. Hait's addiction and/or dependance towards this person. Well... the most beautiful things come from a sad, broken and lonesome heart. At least this is what we believe as a band, and as a community.

From the lyricist and creator:

"Runaway Darling is a project of mine which I shared with my colleagues and friends. Our lead vocalist: Kier O' Riley (who goes by the alias 'Brighty Angelic'), our bassist: Avon Deja, our drummer: Stanislav "Stas" Morray, and our newest members, who we found along the way in order to be able to record our second album and the 'Paying For Sins With Music' EP: Mr. Strixx (scream vocals, rhythm guitar/solo guitar, featuring vocals) and Josephine "Jay" Sewitski (aka Schizo - scream vocals, synth, featuring vocals). You can tell, that most of these names lead to nothing when looked up. And that's the whole point: we want to remain anonymous. We're not doing this to 'be in the spotlight'. We're doing this for you to have a shoulder to cry on, a friend (not a guide). We wouldn't even be here without the love you showed us on Tiktok, right?"

https://www.tiktok.com/@runaway.darling?_t=ZN-8zk8acSPSEA&_r=1

From Ms. Brighty Angelic:

"As of now, all official albums will be free to listen to, download, etc. when the first one is reuploaded and all the others are added on here. I have always wanted to share my art with the world - and if I help at least one soul feel better, not to cry and to know that it won't always be like this, that's a job well done for me. All rights reserved (the songs used to be just poems in Bulgarian, written on whatever Ms. Hait had handy - a phone, a piece of paper or a notebook, and then translated into English by her), but that doesn't mean we believe in monetizing beautiful things. Runaway Darling is here to stay. Whoever wants to help create something beautiful, they are free to support us in the near future, when and if remastested acoustic versions are available for purchase. That won't happen in the near future, though."

For now you can support us through this link if you have Revolut:

https://revolut.me/angelald39

From Mr. Strixx:

"But. Runaway Darling will always be a free to listen to project. It wouldn't be possible to have all this without you (yes, you), our fanbase, our fellow Missinsomniacs. Enjoy your stay here. Runaway Darling isn't going anywhere. 

- Sincerely, Runaway Darling

*Some vocals (of songs posted before October 2025) and the instrumentals are AI. The lyrics are not AI, though, as stated above. All rights reserved.

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