i wrote this song back in 2012 but i woke up to my spirit in 2015. i've always been a little conscious, back then i didn't know why i was so conscious.........until i closed my eyes.

(Lyrics)
Verse 1. (close my eyes) Whats their opinion? if they choose to hate i will forgive them, they living in vein (close my eyes)/they are dominions, and its not just few its more like millions, they are all the same (close my eyes)/ they invoke emotion and promote the motion which is leading to lack of devotion they notioned/ frontin like they did but don't know shit, oh shit, attempt to blur my vision I'm focused/ they can't inflict me living in this game they can't evict me insects to me (close my eyes)/ disease ridden, don't want them on my johnson chillen, vasectomy (close my eyes)/ they can't relate to my way so they stray its okaayyy i don't consume the hate i regurgitate/ affect me never in a negative way i embrace it it makes me better...with a lyrical play, uh/ when this gets out i'll have respect on a tray i can taste it its getting closer everyday after day, yea/ for all those times i thought i was a mistake, for all those time it really was fate for all those times/ but all those times i wouldn't replace, cause all those times put me in place

(chorus) I'll only close my eyes - repeat x5

verse 2. vitiligo here i go, how i want things to be, yea i know/ but to be reality's a no no why?/ so blinded by the colors of division that no one sees the vision/ contemplating bout relations so much that no ones committed, seperated by religion so much that eatings deficient/ affecting even the children cause they need is permission, from their parents which they're lacking like they need disciplining, uh/ but we must heed the decision, none of us are different we all will bleed from incision/ the government is ridden they got the keys to the prison, time to overcome em we gotta lead in this mission/ they misleading the christian we believe that we need em, but honestly ironically its we that they needing/ and the trees that they're killing keeps the sphere we live in spinning, its time to kill this government shit its freedom we winning, uh

(chorus) i'll only close my eyes - repeat x5

Close My Eyes (Rough Draft)

this is my "Don't Stop Till You Get Enough"...shout out to MICHAEL ;-)

(Lyrics)

verse 1. this isn't easy i hope that you don't leave me for my flaws baby what can i do? (baby, what can i do)/ you say you love me you know the feelings mutuals from my actions but i can't say it too (but i can't say it too)

bridge 1. after a long ass day baby you make my night, you know we make up after a big ass fight/ lay the blanket down with the candle light, I'm telling you everything will be alright/ ya not gonna find yaself a better man, I'm telling you once i won't say it again, I'm loving you girl and it is to the end (you're making it tough)

bridge 2. and i know that your happy with me, and you know that I'm happy with you/ so why don't we just go all the way through (tough love)/ and ya know that your happy with me, and i know that I'm happy with you/ so why don't we just go all the way through (tough love)

(chorus) you're making it tough baby, tough baby, you don't wanna give it up without love baby, love baby (tough love)/ i don't wanna speak it up, I'm not sus baby, sus baby, its just that i have been hurt before you, hurt before you

verse 2. ya teasing me but i want you to please me, please me, I'm weakening ya not making it easy, easy/ but I'm staying even though i keep complaining, baby I'm saying, please let me explain it 

bridge 1. repeatx2

bridge 2. and i know that your happy with me, and you know that I'm happy with you/ so why don't we just go all the way through (tough love)repeatx2

(chorus)

(tough love), yea, baby you making it tough, (tough love) oh, lady you making it tough (tough love)ow cause i have been hurt before you, hurt before you

(chorus, bridge 1, bridge 2 mix)

Tough Love (Rough Draft)

this is for that special someone, you know who you are, you will always hold a spot in my heart. you made this song happen not me. 

need ya to know repeat x7

verse 1. there's something that i want you to know and there's something that ya need to know, but before i let you go, damn, feels like I'm bleeding slow, now here it is, i never told you this before, I'm so stupid like a bird sparrow, i'll tell ya this, I'm never gonna kiss no more, no cupid letting off a arrow

(bridge) and i know that i fucked up (fucked up), to the point that you give up (give up), now you say you want friendship (friendship), but i can't handle that shit (that shit), see you with another man (a man), i will go to jail again (again), but before i let you go

(chorus) i need you to know (i need ya to know)x8

verse 2. now I'm here tryna deal with such and such, but i wanna feel your touch, said i wouldn't smoke but I'm rollin up a dutch, cause it just hurt so much, you're not here, when i lay at night, thats for certain, no tears but i wanna cry, cause I'm hurting

(bridge)

(chorus)

(outro)oh oh oh oh oh, said i really want you to know know know oh whoa oh said i really need you to know know and i really want you to know and i really need you to know and i really want you to know whoa oh whoa.......and i really want you to know know know ho whoa and i really want you to know know know ho whoa whoa whoa ho whoa whoa whoa need you to know whoa whoa want you to know oh ho whoa.......and i really want you to know know know ho whoa and i really need you to know know know ho whoa whoa whoa ho whoa whoa whoa ho whoa whoa whoa ho whoa whoa ho whoa and i and really want you to know know know ho whoa and i really need you to know know know ho....

Need You To Know (rough draft)

we did this back in like 2012. we didn't even write this.....this was all our spirits dying to come out.

(Ja$e Marty) i mastered the art of bad habits, and drastically get dramatic, it seems that scenes get climatic, when I'm seen obscene sporadic/ and misunderstood as well(as well), give me heaven or I'm gonna raise hell(raise hell), till its heaven, i'm betting on my freedom, I'm gambling with demons, hope I win to make bail (make bail)/ cause this thing ya call life i call jail (i call jail), what ya call home and work i call cell (i call cell), tell me ya secret i swear i won't tell, how many done fell for that lie before (uh huh), i have when i wifed a whore, learn from my mistakes cause it soon might be yours (uh huh), pen and pad, i write the thoughts and if i lie then please strike me lord

(chorus)haaa haaa haaa why can't i decide
haaaa aaaa why can't i do right
why can't i see
that i am truly
good and not evil
i need more people
i try to keep, the wrong from right
insanity, before my eyes
is keeping me in denial
why can't i do right

(Dub V)let me start off explaining to you how i feel, i get chills at night still i fight deals, evil demons be scheming to keep me not real, so i pop pills, but I'm still ill/ aww they put the press on us, so much pain'll be the death of us, my best friend said you getting reckless stay calm you can't forget the rest of us/ awwaaww feeling like a cold soul, don't wanna be left alone, but I'm hurting the ones that keep showing the love i stay blowing them off/ like thats coo, fuck you, i don't need you, and turn around and spill my guts to these fools, that spread rumors and gossip they keep feeding me nonsense i keep telling em stop i keep telling em stop it 

(chorus)x2

Negative Influences ft. Ja$e Martyr

verse 1. i need a paradigm shift, tell me why am i this indecisive for, i give a mile for this inch and try to insist on quitting while ahead or tryna bear harder, cause quitting while ahead aint the same as quitting, its hard to be a martyr when theres nothing to live or die for, from day rise to nightfall, i tried all i can from night clubs to night calls, no lightbulbs, I'm left in the dark, so goodnight love, you live now, only in my thoughts, cause my heart is confused and unused and once you cruise down the road, there aint no coming back, ya better learn to crawl cause there aint no running back, aahh

(chorus) can you hear me, can you hear me calling
can you hear me, I'm calling out to you x3

verse 2. (can you hear me call)i check the mail there's envelopes with no notes, i hear a ring i get the phone there's no tone, (can you hear me call) ya feel so far away yet ya so close, i need more mary jane, get to blow smoke/ reminiscing bout us kissing, emotions switching, started acting like a bitch and coming to me going to him, you don't know which one, dammit just pick sun.

(chorus)

(outro)

Calls Unanswered (rough draft)

i love when the universe gives me amazing music to resonate with my vibrations so i must return the favor somehow 

(here's a lil secret x7) 

verse 1. here's a little secret, its your choice to keep it, I'm never one to commit and i know your heart is bleeding, there's something about you girl, that i can't deny, not even if i tried, and although i tried and after all this time you have come, to say that you have come to be a friend to me, and yet our chemistry says different, the closer we get the more distance you get, thats even more distance, i beget the worst of you, and yet you give ya best to them, you always saying yes to them, and no to me, ya claiming that I'm just a friend, thats all ya see, this loves got a hold on me, it's holding me hostage with no release, theres no relief, returning all the love i sent with no receipt, ya claiming that you want a gent, well imma G. entlemen 

(bridge)
in one chance 
you will see
that this love
is everything 
we dreamed
in one chance 
you will see
that you are
the only one
for me.

(outro)
but do you still love me? tell me how you truly feel, killing me to not know how you feel bout me, tell me how you feel, and you know i still love you/ but do you still love me, love me, do you still love me, killing me to not know how you feel bout me, tell me how you feel, and you know i still love you.

Secret (rough draft)

THE REVOLUTION WILL NOT BE TELEVISED.

VERSE 1. Patient bout nothing i been waiting ah fuck it it's time to criticize these rip offs and kick the bucket, i aint singing like Luckett i aint drinking nantucket but what i'm sipping on you one on or get the one hit. i aint pacing myself cause i'm the maker, use words wise get em hyper then ventilate ya, use words white they will honor congratulate ya, words like mine they will slaughter and integrate ya. CAUSE and literally this is thee affect, a thousand languages we need more dialects, if Milli Vanilli could play it off I'm next, if Iggy get busy to all of y'all i'm vexed, HECK. and really what ya going hard for? this bitch is a literally Nikki Minaj 4, these piggies gone kill me cause they want 50 dodge fords, just gimme my ticket get off my dick HOP OFF VEX!

Chorus: imma take ya crap and make it conscious rap x7, imma take ya crap and make it, ight hold up...

verse 2. imma take ya crap and make it conscious rap matter fact call it an attack i promise that, and that goes for anybody who thinking they wilder than black I'm turing my back you want some bread file in ya tax, tea party, fuck with my nature i get naughty duchess please throw up ya ducks and get froggy, lock me up and throw out the key, no sorries, another nigga difference from me, none hardly, uh, rolling up trees in Bob Marleys, fuckin bitches whiter then glee at house parties, the fame be apart of the game that inspires me, don't blame me amerikkkan made now thats iorny, imma take ya rap and imma take a nap i said imma take ya crap and imma give it back like a big mac I'm only here to slaughter cats catching heart attacks you know you shouldn't order that AH!.

CHORUS

VERSE 3. imma take ya crap and make it conscious I'm taking command i demand they pay homage, powers at hand getting mad they don't want this, I'm the same man different plan now we the hunters hunters, imma take ya crap and make it bouncers, problem with that we can scrap i do wonders, I'm taking the ring pound my chest like king kong does, unstoppable wrath, a disaster when you fuckin with the master, bump this, get ya dance gear and just crunk this, do it like ya did it last year can't touch this, put ya middle fingers in the air and say fuck this, wave em all around everywhere cause we don't really care, the sheeple need to really be aware, the lottery is always over there but its never over here, my people know what rightfully is theirs, thats the critical, inner you, individual, the spiritual...

(ALL I WANNA TELL YOU ALL IS THIS, ALL I FEEL IS HAPPINESS AND TENDERNESS AND BLISS I WAS GOING INSANE BUT SHE WOKE ME WITH A KISS AND HER NAME MARY JANE AND WE SMOKING CANNABIS, I'M LEVITATING LIKE MY NAME IS CHRIS-TOPHER REEVES LOUIS LANE ROLLING UP A SPLIFF, ITS ALL ABOUT THE PINEAL GLAND, JUST COME AND GET HIGH WITH ME MAN)

Verse 3 continue.  Back to the ignorant shit, they killing all my brothers and we didn't do shit, i put it on my mother i aint never gone quit and imma take ya whack song and make a motherfuckin hit ah ah, i said all they know is gimme gimme gimme, imma still the system when i really get the gritty, i said all ya gonna see in 2020 IMMA IMMA TAKE YA CRAP AND MAKE IT CONSCIOUS RAP AH!



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