dont be a hero

r u coming home? (prod. iof x surfgreenvibes)

you’re a really cute distraction something to look forward to 
no matter what i try yeah i can’t seem to get over you 
i just don’t know what to do
i just don’t know what to do
cuz when my sky is grey youre the only one that turns it blue 

i hope he makes you happy but fuck that other guy 
does he hold you close when youre cryin late at night ?
 running thru a tunnel and still ain’t see the light 
i’ll just lie and say you’re right because i don’t wanna fight 

now you got me stressed out and  i’m grinding all my teeth 
and  all i wanna do is relapse this week
when you start drinking you got this bad temper 
your hearts so cold it reminds me of december 

piano wire wrists and the cuts don’t even sting 
cuz everytime i bleed another angel gets her wings 
addicted to the suffering results of bad decisions 
i didn’t write a note my lifeless bodys in the kitchen

it probably take like 4 days until they know i’m missing 
i ain’t got much time left yeah death been sending visions
like is it really worth it? these circumstances given?
they call it ideation when you just don’t fuck with living

think i should get sober? cuz drugs cause all my problems 
and i don’t give a shit or have the energy to solve em
i should  call my parents it’s been like way too long 
i tell em that im fine yeah i lie say nothings wrong 

it’s been 4 weeks i still can’t sleep 
you got me stressed out and  im grindin my teeth
plz just call my phone i love to hear you talok sweet 
now all i wanna do is relapse this week 

piano wire wrists and the cuton’t even sting 
cuz everytime i bleed another angel gets her wings 
addicted to the  suffering results of bad decisions 
i didn’t write a note my lifeless bodys in the kitchen

dont be a hero

bambi