thank you So So much.
Lyrics:

Am I worth a damn? After all?
Am I  worth a damn?
When I fall, who'll catch me there? 
Who's going to be there?
Only Lord will glare, only The Lord will stare,
I been falling(falling)
I've fallen (fallen)
I been trippin( trippin)
I've fallen (fallen)
Mainly tripppin and my sight, seems to try to fantasize 
Bout a very different life than the one I'm livin right
K(now) that I'll fucking die sooner or later, hopefully sooner 
If the way things are going won't change, I'm a goner
.
Not a doomer
or a pessimist
I'm trying to view this world
In a light that's realistic
And I can't get no help, for the way I live
All these drugs to cope
Because my heart's broke
.
N no one knows what we go through everyday
How it goes to you
it changes for all, it's the same to them though 
No one knows how it goes when you're feelings fucking froze
When everything's slow mo
And you can't change it more
No one knows bout the pain that we're hiding n they think
That we try to fucking change, only you know it my man
Only you know how it feels no one else really knows
And though we all try to change in the end it's all the same
I know that you're full of hate, just like me because we're the same.
I have tried to really change, but dopamine has gone away. 
I need help, I need saving, Lord help me out today.
I need help, I need saving, Lord help me out today.
I need help. 
I need help. I need saving. I need help 


Save Me/Saving freestyle pt2 (prod.Tennis Player)

lyrics:

Hate me or break me
It don't make me
Any different no lesser
Hate me
Break me
Can't take me
Can't take me
I been losing
My mind and patience
Nowadays I'm losing everything
Nowadays Can't focus on it
Nowadays Can't focus on shit
Honest
.
Honestly I just want to break
Nowadays my mental just wants to rape all the fucking thoughts, leading me astray
Breaking everyday, coughing up my lungs
Throwing up some blood, I'm not doing good
Break it fucking down, leaving me in my mental 
I stay around my room, surrounded by the pictures of you.
I know it isn't safe, but it's my safe zone, what I need to be alone, so please leave me alonegh
I'm so tired of being alone
Cruisin n the demons all over
Cruisin down I'm seein it all over
Livin all alone yeah low yeah
All low yeah livin all alone yeah
All lonely
I'm a fuckin loner
They don't want me, maybe I'm a stoner
N I never got to bone her, but I still loved her, I could never show her
Lovely, lovely it's something fucked yeah
Something fucked
You left me fucked
.
Now I'm down in the dirt
Can't recollect my fuckin worth
I know I could be doing worse
Give no fucks bout my mental or my health
I'd rather kill, enjoy that stealth
Hiding in the night, yeah a muhfuckin demon
Leaving em bleeding
Families grieving
I might leave em fucked
Oh its so deceiving
Now all in the veins
N I leave em bleeding
Drowning in a puddle of ya blood
Drink that shit so I know I'm good enough
Resonate my boost, in my spirit
Get your own strength
You won't understand it
I could cut a fucker up, eat em raw
Take out his intestines, eat em up
No one understands it, when I'm done
But better move on, body's gone
Now I don't wanna try,
You won't take my life, uh
You gone be surprised, uh
When I grab that knife, huh
Tear open your eyes, yuh
Make you fuckin see, yuh
Need a third eye, yuh
I just want brains, yuh
And I eat at night, yuh 
.
Lie, lie to me like you told me before
That you loved me, but you didn't,  fucking whore
Now I'm losing all my shit
Losing all my shit
I'm just a piece of shit
Fuck
And where I reside I hurt
Open up my eyes and search
For the love of my lil life
But I do not see her oh my, uh
Oh my, uh
Oh my, uh
Oh my, uh

Alonegh (freestyle) (prod.Tennis Player)

Vapor freestyle (prod.Eggacion)

🖤
Huh, I been sippin on Bombay, just try to numb the pain, cause 
Every single day feels, like I'm full of hate, uh
All my hate, uh
I cannot debate, uh
Cause im full of hate, uh
No one understand, uh
They underestimate, uh
They underestimate, uh
All the fuckin hate, uh
All within my chest, uh
I'm on a conquest, uh
Different kinda quest, yeah
Get it off my chest, yeah
Touching oh her breasts, yeah
Only in my dreams, yeah
Cause i get no love, uh
Only from the lean, yeah
Make me fuckin lean, yeah
If you wanna team up
Better show me love, yuh
Better show me love, yeah
At the fucking function, yes I'm still Destruxxxion
Causing up a ruckus, they could never trust us
Fuck us, is what they wanna do, yeah
But they want a due, yeah
I don't need a crew, i just needa pay my-
Maybe I'm just lost.
.
Lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh yeah
Am I lost, uh yeah
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh yeah
Am I lost, uh yeah
Am I lost, uh yeah
Am I lost, uh yeah
Am I lost, uh yeah
Am I lost, uh yeah 

.
Why did you, leave me broken for so long?
And surely you, know what it is that you've done to me..
.
Lost, am I lost
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, am I lost
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am I lost, uh aye
Am i lost, uh aye
.
Sippin on Bombay 
Just to numb that pain
Feel like I'm afraid 
No im not doing okay
No, i haven't been alright 
I been tryna fucking die, grab the knife, suicide 
Kill myself in the night
No one loves you, No one loves you, no one loves you anymore 
Anymore 
No

Destruxxxion

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