CW: sexual assault

i wrote this song about my experiences of sexual assault and the process of recovery.  too many times i have been told that i am stronger because of my experience and in many ways implicitly that i should be grateful for it.  this is absolute bullshit.  i refuse to feel gratitude for my trauma because how could i? why should i? this is a song about why its ok to feel pain and hatred and suffering.  it is about finding safe spaces to heal and never ever feeling a sick twisted sense of gratitude for my attackers.

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