Wick3d

ty for the bday wishes :)
@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
wake up~~ cant look at myself in the mirror
so done my reflection is never clear
there's noway! i can tell u why i'm shedding tears
there's noway! i can tell u that ur what i fear

[mental]
ohhh i dont wanna see whats next
whole life ive been a walking L
i dont think ur my friend
i was down i had to save myself
and u make me choose
cause u hate me too
not dead but im close to the option
no life easily forgotten

[blxty]
let the vines come consume you
you can't run from your fears
you can try to close your eyes
but that wont save you here

mirror ft. mental (elias x mental)

it took me 20+ versions to get this

produced/mixed/written by me
cover art edited by @venusrose4u

🠟 lyrics 🠟

conceal my heart
cant trust another soul
to pull me out 
i think i need to find

how to 
make this my own
create a home
without a hand to hold 


i swear this is my final plea
to find a love whose fine with me
these wounds create a 
timeless piece
of
whats inside this mind that keeps me

painfully awake at night 
in this 
drab and empty room of white
in this 
hole devoid of love and light
that i
dug myself into despite your

passionately held advice
telling 
me to find a fucking vice
that
doesn’t have to do with knives 
or 
sacrificing sections of me

ohh i was too late
but i see it now
can i fix my ways?
before i bleed out

conceal my heart
cant trust another soul
to pull me out 
i think i need to find

how to 
make this my own
create a home
without a hand to hold

plea

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L_er4rr5FcE

TAXI (Prod.Nightclub20xx) [MUSIC VIDEO LINK IN DESC]

get wicked Get money 
From Sunday 2 Sunday 
Drink Remy I waddle
Got the bands in pants don’t fall tho 
Shooter wear a mask no bane tho
Shoot his face off now the case closed 
30 round clip don’t reload
I’m just trynna keep the peace and the peso’s

Skinny jeanz ya and they balmain 
Cartier frame keep me from the shade 
Summer time sip me up like lemonade
Pull up on the scene they already know my name 
Only want the money I don’t want the fame 
Eat eat eat me up like lo mein 
White bitch Anya taylor doing cocaine 
Lately I been chillen on my solo 
Ion care bout that shit no fomo 
Fuckin wit my bands go loco 
Brand new tattoo my body like an art wall 
Have u heard the news?
Zombies comming after downfall 
Why why baby don’t cry don’t lie or I’ll kick to the side 
No I’m not that type of guy

wick3d

track 7/7
prod me

-
[emo:]
i dont give a fuck go ahead and make fun of me
im a silly bitch in the club going crazy
they see that my music doing better so they hate me
i dont really care though i think its kinda funny

thank god for the money in my bank account woah
annoying fans in my dms i could do without those!
me n wellsy at margiela spending fuckin bands woah
emo shawty wanna fuck me i said come and dance hoe

at the function like they dont know im emorave
shawty asked me for the addy sorry i cant say
hit the party then we going to another place
she said imma piece of shit i told her OK

he asked if i could feature i said no way
I used to think that i Wouldnt see another day
with the bros smoking darts out in heavy rain
my entire life is fantasy its evergrace

pull up in a cute dress yea they jealous
free quinn nah im not talking kellin
she asked me whats in my bag but im not tellin
tall n skinny live forever bitch im elven

now we going out doors at eleven
we're not going back home till its seven
money longer yea my rax never ending
youd think im biden all these billions that im spending

im so glad im not broke
in new york, do a show
at a cafe with the bros
spend a thousand on a coat

emo bitch she on coke
she keep playin with her nose
they keep stealing my flows
all u do is scroll and post

i cant do it wrong every day i make a hit
made her favorite songs at the party getting lit
getting tired now, add some addy in the mix
on the dance floor shawty spin until she get sick

at the function like they dont know im emorave
shawty asked me for the addy sorry i cant say
hit the party then we going to another place
she said imma piece of shit i told her OK

he asked if i could feature i said no way
I used to think that i Wouldnt see another day
with the bros smoking darts out in heavy rain
my entire life is fantasy its evergrace

evergrace

Affirmations

test subject「nightclub20xx」

theatrics

partysexdrugs (feat. 6arelyhuman)

@pixelhood

i don’t wanna be alone
i just wanna feel at home
where ever u are
baby i feel like a star
paparazzi’s in my eyes
i just wanna end my life
shooting up the club
on ig live tonight

all these thoughts
inside my mind
baby there all suicide
i just want a lil skinny bitch
to hit my line
ask me if i’m fucking fine
no i wanna fucking die
i just wanna hear ur pretty screams
and fucking cries
baby take my life
take my life
take my life away
all-all-all i can do
is fucking pray
anorexic little slut
in the back
baby come n hit my line
i want all of that
x2

molly molly ecstasy
omg ur so scene
come over & be my queen
baby be my (oh my god)
plz shut the fuck up
i just wanna see you suck
omg wtf ew ur like such a whore
tell me what u want from me
do u wanna see me plead
i just wanna see u
take ur life all for me
wanna see ur blood spill
wanna kno that ur for real
wanna see ur blood spill
wanna kno that ur for real

take my life (pixelhood)

spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/56HBPXHyTNUJ8Q8RhmKVNA?si=XAgYZDMvRYypmLp1I5fDCw
psion: https://www.instagram.com/1psion/?hl=en
scratchy: https://www.instagram.com/lovescratchy/?hl=en
cover artist: https://www.instagram.com/xv1v1dh0rror/?hl=en

Scratchy + Psion - Methadone (pearlblade)

spotify https://open.spotify.com/album/0PQj0WPPvQSAUaYu7J3f1u?si=vLD1Q8DzTmSzDAqhNDi-9w&pi=u-WibtXxTRRHyT

2504 + Scratchy - Live Leak (pearlblade)

instagram.com/boyfantasyy


FUCK tht shit right
dyng just to slit my wrist liek all nite </3
fuk me n the club lightss
injcting h my wrist my lips
fuk me n th bak right 
make me cry bl00d 2n1ght

HEROIN GIRL +Boy Fantasy

instagram.com/boyfantasyy


make my wrist bleed
dyng bby
feel my lips round ur uh uh
rip my blk tights in the bedroom 
0verd0se n hav som FUN FUN!

STUPID GIRL +Boy Fantasy

instagram.com/boyfantasyy
@img0r3

fuCk it fuCk it up
such a stupid slut
stpid stpid sluT
fuking in the club
emo wrst its not for every1
take it take it 0FF
ddy wnts to ddy s33 me cum!
wtch me take it 0ff
thumbing thru his texts it mkes me uh~

BOY FANTASY

SLUT4EVR (feat. g0r3c0r3)

P4RTY G1RL (feat. g0r3c0r3)

instagram.com/boyfantasyy
o o o o o ya im rly fkin dying
pulled up2 the club n il00k like a dime piece
he tried pik me up n isaid please stop trying?
i dnt give a fuck bout ur cl0uting


o m g wtf did u rly wnt
with the drugs
find me d3ad bathroom floorRr
my wrists hurt
find my h3ad in the y4rd l0l
upload me
ded on bestgor kk


oh my fucking god ur a fucking bitch
im off every drug for the fun of it 
goth black on my fucking fit
grab my head make me suck ur fucking dick
black tight stained with a couple bricks im done with it
likkeee wooooowww ur so fucking cute
fucking cute
in the fucking club 
looking rgiht at u right at u
dressed up like a whore n its all for u
all for u
drag me n the back and baby lets screw
baby lets screw


i know ur obsessed in love without me
pulled up all black in the back with the audi 
shoot up the party if u think ur clowning
party loud yeah suffocate im drowning

D3AD ON BESTGORE.COM

dying slowly ft. BOY FANTASY

I H3ART Y0U (feat. g0r3c0r3)

@mental
@15elias

[blxty]
my head don't feel right 
i see u cry
i don't rlly blame u-
cus we're both having a bad time
they say they don't change
promise i'm not like the last guy
blacked out last night woke up w/ a blackeye

[mental]
i dont wanna talk but they driving me insane
next time we drift apart ima stay away
i dont wanna deal i cant deal with all this pain
fall apart every time u say my name

hope i mean a lot to u
cuz u mean a lot to me
and it seems we're falling thru
but i'll never let u be

said a lot of things
i didnt rly mean
i dont wanna feel
put a pill in my drink
i just want love
ill do like anything
do what u want
u pushed me to the brink

feel ur aura
girl i like it way too much
u make it colder
hope ur just another crush

bad time ft. mental (elias x mental)

@0rch_id
@odel007

[blxty]
maybe i'm not the bad guy
but i'm awful
keep it all inside
put my feelings in a bottle
moving too fast full throttle
guess that's what i get for being thoughtful

i can't even see right now messed up
how am i gonna walk when i can't get up
in the hall i'm a student
lights off watch your whole movement
and you treat me like a bad guy
gotta keep my head high
everyone on standby
nobody to stand by
gotta keep a hold of myself
if i would've let go, you would have fell

[orchid]
push the bullshit into my head
never listen to what u said
check the bullshit into my head
never listen to what you
oh i felt like i tried so hard
but its never enough or a little bit too much
im bleeding from my eyes in the ceiling
cut my skin like its peeling 
heartbeat pull it out my chest
see? crush it into mess
we never really meant
i rip open your legs
meat eat it oh so fresh
bleed run myself to death
see? aint it oh so blessed?
she opened up my head

Wick3d

Aphelios