shelter

morther

don't pretend it didn't happen bitch i'm real

lyrics:
so what
so what

so what, so what, so what
i'm fine, i'm fine, i'm fine, i'm not

i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more
i don't wanna do this no more

so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?

so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?
so where do we go?, where do we go?, where do we go?

(screaming idfk)

where do we go from here?

It was the last time, that I saw your face in the darkest night
Holding out my hand so you realize
That I care, Mm
It was the last time, that I saw your face in the darkest night
Holding out my hand so you realize, that I care, Mm
There was no issues, I was just crying because I miss you 
Lay in my bed with these dirty tissues, I care, (yeah)
I don't really like you, find it funny how I did too much
I - I - I don't really talk about, problematic, kinda tragic
I guess it's just a bad habit
Pop another pill, can you feel the thrill? (ay)
Used to say "I love you", but fuck it, i'd rather kill
Ain't no one around to see your blood fucking spill
Bitch, shut the fuck up
I ain't tell you talk, why the fuck you speaking up? (hush)
I'm not one to fret, but you fuck it up (nah)
I wish I could tell you I wanna make love
But its a shame that you fucked it up

ISSUES (w/ Stizens)

p. peril

"i still love you though, have a great day and a great life"

6.10.25

12 songs thank you for listening i appreciate u ♥
new project every month, this is for june. art by @hexxless

how it goes [glem + 23arms]

prod. me (dawsin)
sample by rjpasin

lyrics:
AHAHAHA
rocking my new fit,
chrome sweatpants on
she love the print (print,print)
heard you talking that smack
yo im about to pull up
she's always loved me 
but i never loved her
huh but i never loved her
yea but i never loved her
hmph but i never lost her
but i never loved her

she said
"watch what your saying boy,
bout to come and smack you
in that pretty face of yours"

huh? bitch come and try it
when i called you a whore
i wasn't lying

"that's right
i'm kira
and what can u do?
kill me right here?"

babe your just a tease
like leave me alone, me alone

need to hold on
but I can't
when my heart
is gripped by your hand
and i can't seem to understand
why i didn't take command
i had your bestfriend over,
she loves to drink but i stayed "sober"
hah she felt it in her heart
she fell in love when we met at the bar
I need to move on but i can't
when this heart break wasn't planned
and i can't seem to understand 
why I didn't take command
i had your bestfriend over,
she loves to drink but i stayed "sober"
hah she felt it in her heart
she fell in love when we met at the bar
she fell in love when we met at the bar
she fell in love when we met at the bar

sober

your wings are deteriorating, im sorry but it's just the truth.

soldier (prod myss)

prod by me : /

sunlight peaks through my blinds
it burns my eyes n makes me want to die 
and you're not here, layin' by my side
and I wish that, things were different now

grab on my hips, then we start, locking lips
caught in a kiss, move my hips, just to sync
bite on my lip, love the mark, that you left 
don't loosen grip, hold it tight, close to death

fucked up in the head and I don't know what to do now
you're telling me that it's been over 
and I just feel like I been locked out
ain't no fuckin way I'm movin on

why the fuck you leavin me when you know that im all alone
got this pain inside my heart, a poison wit no antidote
people saying that they love me but I know they fuckin dont
if they really did, would I even be all alone?

agony, sweet agony, I love it when you're holding me
killin me, you're killin me, my agony, it holds me sweet
agony has been here longer than anyone else ever has
agony, my agony, it won't ever leave me and I'm sure of that

I can feel the cracks inside of my persona breakin
she just tell me that anything she said wasn't fake, yeah
tell me that im special but what of that am i making ?
I can tell that life ain't done so it gon keep on taking

I done walked up on this decision and then it fucked my life
I'm just hopin that I can hold on and make it out alive 
elliot didn't get so lucky like i did.. i threw it
I could never lie about it, I know i misused it

if you think it's worth it putting me away for years, 
I'm not gonna fight it i'll pay off my debt in tears
I hope things go well for you and if they dont im here 
just a stupid dog that won't abandon post that he's near 

tell me that I deserve this, 
if you- said anything- my wrist i'll slit
my blood will drip, my life will end, 
and you'll be it

tell me how.. 
if im feelin down you'd know
promise i will tell you everything i know
until then im in hell

tell me you love me
hate me it wont break me
hold me don't let go of me
don't let go of me

you can give me your hate, it won't change anything for me
I could shake it off like leaves on a car when it's starting 
to accelerate on the speed and then they just fall off
I just wanna see the boys win and they already know that 

you deserve to be happy and I want you to know it
you're the love of my life and I wasn't even knowin 
someone could pick me up and repair me like it's nothin 
I been learning german so I can give the love a language

[[acceptance, self reflection]]

---

I made a vow to never lose again

release

prod. me

https://share.amuse.io/track/wyfy-coward

(these walls weren't built with stones)
(i'm amazed they stayed so cold)
(you said you got no place to go)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(please don't worry, just come home)
(home)
(please don't worry just come home)

you were so narcissistic
oh everyone could see it
yelling loud would never make you the voice of reason
you made me wanna harm myself
i'd think for hours
i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward

(such a coward, wasn't such a coward)
(you made me wanna harm myself)
(i'd think for hours)
(i'd probably end myself too if i wasn't such a coward)

oh i got blood all on my face
try to wipe off, left a stain
upon my hands and everything
it feels like you're turning on me
(on me, on me, on me, on me)
i got my white shirt hanging off
of the corner of my door
holding my breath
to not gasp
from the pain leakin on my floor
(on my)

you got me choking on disgust
it's pathetic
it's myself that i can't trust
any time i think i've got it
i don't feel satisfied
you're saying it's "enough"
but i just can't let it slide
i've got this ache deep in my bones
tell myself it's just a habit
can't let nobody close know
they'll see me different if they have it
my shirt is soaking up my tears and i'm beating on my wall
i am barely getting air in
just waiting for their call

it all hurts so much
i just wanna let go
no struggle each breath
i just wanna be alone
i can't keep this up
i'm sinking in the mud
forcing every move
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love
i could love
thought you were someone i could love

coward

a remix of „do it yourself“ by vedbend 
produced by Jeji

do it yourself - vedbend (Jeji remix)

Jeji

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