Produced @baredex-522947753 + Art by @filthyfrsh
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same shit (baredex)

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Ft. krave, garasu, elias, cavz, recyclebin

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August 2021 (Krave, Garasu, Elias, Cavz, recycleBin)

Oh My w/ Caal vo (Vile+Messiah)

omen w/ .roach (prod. troiner + kimi)

your love ft keyblayde808+toxinbrewer {back2thepast•ASAA}

Pretend *USHI EXCLUSIVE* - Keyblade808 ft. Xtcy666k [prod. Keyblade808 x Michealwarren]

hmu<3 (slowed) +1kkyoto

w https://soundcloud.com/prod-roxa and https://www.instagram.com/prod.kulture/

november 2021 (w roxa & kulture)

toxin brewer (@toxin_brewer)
kainebot (@kainebot)
prod DMC styles

toxinbrewer x kainebot - bummer

@rit_hk
lyrics:
[zoloft]
Id rather kill myself than say something else
Ive been think bout u all night baby
Nd i feel so washed out so old
Its a new year but I still hate it
Nd I feel so sick right now
Nd I feel like i might die now
My friends r so fake wow
Gotta take my coat nd walk out
[rit]
Id rather kill myself before i forget how to drown
And I just wanted you to listen but you aint hearing me now
Its like im trapped inside a prison and i cant get out
I love the way ur tears glisten in the afterglow of doubt

And I just wanted you to think before u say any words
Its like whenever we do anything someone gets hurt
You say i'm talented my talent is just making it worse
It's such a fallacy, no guarantees i swear it's the worst

Don't bother telling me u hate me
 ill tell myself
Love it when my visions hazy 
I Might need some help
And baby when we’re pushing 80 i just hope ur still there
Right beside me by the window while i play with your hair

Don't bother telling me u hate me
 ill tell myself
Love it when my visions hazy 
I Might need some help
And baby when we’re pushing 80 i just hope ur still there
Right beside me by the window while i play wit ur hair

take my coat nd walk out + rit [yago]

In Sherman, artist Sherman Donton, formerly known as NERDOfficial, dives deep into the universal struggles of heartbreak, self-doubt, depression, and the painful process of losing friends. This coming-of-age album isn’t just a collection of songs—it’s an emotional blueprint for anyone who’s felt the sting of love lost, the weight of self-doubt, or the emptiness of drifting apart from those who once felt like family.

Through raw lyricism and atmospheric production, Sherman tackles the emotional rollercoaster of moving on after a breakup and learning to face oneself in the mirror, flaws and all. Sherman Donton confronts his darkest moments head-on, laying bare the internal battles that come with feeling lost and questioning his worth. Themes of depression are woven throughout, capturing the days when hope felt distant and life seemed heavy, yet also showing his quiet resilience in working through the pain.

Losing friends, especially during times of personal struggle, adds another layer to Sherman. The album reflects the bittersweet reality of growing apart from people you once thought would be around forever, and the painful yet necessary lesson of letting go for the sake of personal growth. Yet, despite the darkness, there’s a thread of resilience that holds Sherman together—an unshakable belief that growth and healing are possible, even when everything seems broken.

Sherman is a tribute to those moments of quiet strength we find in ourselves and the slow, often painful process of building a new life from the ashes of the old. This album is for anyone navigating the shadows, searching for light, and daring to believe in themselves again.

Lets Go To The Future!

Curation of sounds presented by: USHI
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Pretend USHI EXCLUSIVE - Keyblade808 ft. Xtcy666k [prod. Keyblade808 x Michealwarren]

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