"Held in Stillness"

This sound composition is tuned to the Solfeggio healing frequency of 174 Hz – a deeply grounding vibration that gently releases physical and emotional tension. Soft guitar tones and a soulful mantra invite you to sink into your nervous system, let go, and return inward – into a space of quiet safety and calm belonging.

HELD IN STILLNESS (174 HZ)

When fear has its hold on you
You’ll feel it’s chill before the warmth
(Before the warmth you’ll feel the chill…)
But if you let it take hold
Hold you it will
For as long as you get comfort from its embrace
It will hold you close (hold yiu close)
And steal your will
Your will. (Your will)

Hold on
Hold on
Emergency crews reported on the scene
Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
To the you, you used to know

Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
(To the you, you used to know)

The stress kills
Calm down they say
But the pills they gave me
Take my confidence away
I want them to comfort me
And perhaps they do
But the numbness invades my every move

Hold on
Hold on
Emergency crews reported on the scene
Repeat and repeat again
Until numbness takes control
Fly away. Let go. Never to return
To the you, you used to know
When fear has its hold on you
You’ll feel it’s chill before the warmth
But if you let it take hold
Hold you it will
For as long as you get comfort from its embrace
It will hold you close
And steal your will
Steal your will
Your will
(Your will) 
(Steals you)
[fade out]

numb

(Verse 1)
In the dawn of time, when the void was spun,
Al'un devint deux—now the dance had begun.
A flash, a spark, from the quantum sea,
Hadrons took form in symmetry.

(Chorus)
Oh, collide now, neutron and positon bright,
Tangled in forces, splitting the light.
Algebra sings where the particles play,
One became two, and two slipped away...

(Verse 2)
The proton laughed with its quark-tied grace,
While mesons twirled through spacetime’s embrace.
Feynman’s diagrams, bold and precise,
Drew love in the margins of infinite dice.

(Chorus)
Oh, collide now, neutron and positon bright,
Tangled in forces, splitting the light.
Algebra sings where the particles play,
One became two, and two slipped away...

(Bridge – Whispered, like a theorem’s ghost)
"Group theory hums in the deep, dark core,
A Lie algebra knocks at the door...
The universe writes in a cryptic hand,
But Roland once swore— it all came from sand.**"

(Outro – Slow, fading)
So I’ll sing this tune to the void’s reply,
Of hadrons that live and particles that die.
If Al'un was One, then Two is the key...
But the math leaves a shadow— and the shadow is me.

The hadron's song

Pain And Misery

About coming of age. The feeling of being both a young adult and an old child. Exciting and scary at the same time. And to be an adult witnessing this process. We all have at some point been in the shadow of our own.

The Shadow of Your Own

Full album: https://on.soundcloud.com/G75wVH4ivAjOn2dNNj

Lyrics:

"They’ll call you crazy," 
they always do,
say you’re chasing 
things no one pursues.
They’ll roll their eyes, 
they’ll shake their heads,
“Who are you to dream that big?” they said.

They don’t understand,
you were made for this.
They won’t see it coming,
you carry the gift.
You hold the strength,
you bring the shift.

“You know nothing,” 
they will shout,
“Where’s your title? 
What’s your route?”
They’ll laugh and point 
from their safe ground,
while you’re building storms 
without a sound.

They don’t understand,
you were made for this.
They won’t see it coming,
you carry the gift.
You hold the strength,
you bring the shift.

You walk alone, 
but not in fear,
your fire speaks 
when none will hear.
Born with light 
they tried to dim,
but stars don’t ask 
the world to grin.

Let them doubt, let them resist,
true change was never born to fit.
The wheel of life won’t place you high or low
it takes you where you’re meant to go.
But only a few know how to draw
the map that leads through fire and flaw.

They don’t understand,
you were made for this.
They won’t see it coming,
you carry the gift.
You hold the strength,
you bring the shift.

So stand your ground 
and face the fire,
you were never meant 
to just admire.
The world will change 
because you stayed—
not when they clapped,
but when they swayed.

The wheel of life

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh,
hmmmmmmmmmmmm,
A lonely lullaby,
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh,

A lonely lullaby,

lay, lay, 

rest your dream,

ohhhh,

Sprit comes into your head,
says,

Do You Live in the Rain?
hmmmmm,

Do you dwell
Where darkness crys?

ohhhhh,

A lonely lullaby,

A lonely lullaby,

ohhhhhhhhhhhhh,
hmmmmmmmmmmmm,
A lonely lullaby,
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh,

A lonely lullaby,




The lights decay—
Time gets lost
And fades away.


Beneath your bed—
Rain taps soft
Where dreams have bled.

Do you breathe
In thunder’s name?

Drip by drip,


Down haunted halls—
No one knocks,
But someone calls.
A lonely lullaby,

A lonely lullaby,

oh, A lonely lullaby,

Do you sleep

Until the dawn.

Eyes like glass,
Hands of pain—
You exist
But don’t resist.

A lonely lullaby,

A lonely lullaby,

oh, A lonely lullaby,


Rain begins,
You never run.

Tell me now,
Through windowpane—

Do you live
Inside the rain?

A lonely lullaby,

A lonely lullaby,

oh, A lonely lullaby,

A lonely lullaby,

A lonely lullaby,

oh, A lonely lullaby,

A lonely lullaby

O Soul of My Soul (A Mourning Hymn)

Ohhh... I lay on the moor...
Oooooh, so cold... so cold,
Yet still I breathe...
Hmmmm... I breathe and grieve...
Though thou art gone, I live.

Oooo... the wind, it moans thy name—
Ohhh, the heather weeps the same.
Thy grave is near,
Thy voice I hear...
Hmmmm... in every gust of flame.

I weep by thy stone—
Oooooo, I weep alone.
Ohhh, love of mine,
Thy touch was warm...
Now only frost is thine.

Ohhhhhh... soul from my soul,
Ooooohhh, come back, come whole.
Thy shadow clings—
It walks with me,
Across the hills, endlessly.

Hmmm... I sing, I sigh, I plead,
Oooo... rise, though Death may lead.
Break from the clay,
Ohhh, break the sleep—
For love is strong, and love runs deep.

Ohhhh, soul of my soul,
Come home, come home...
Hmmmm... I am thine—still thine,
Though stars have dimmed
And God keeps time.

Ooooohhh...

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(A Mourning Hymn)

בְּכִיתִי כָּל לַיְלָה, לֹא חִפַּשְׂתִּי רַחֲמִים

– Show Summary
“Lay Me in My tomb”

Lay,

 me down,

Lay,

 me down,

 in my tomb,

Ohhhh...
Lay me down,
 in my tomb,

 tonight,

No stars,
no love, 

just fading light.

Hmmmm...

I wait for life,

 That comes again,

Through your breath,

Lay,

 me down,

Lay,

 me down,

 in my tomb,

 through your pain.

These words—mmm—they ache and roam,

They find your chest, 

they make a home.

Ohhhh, 
in your tears,
 I rise once more,

Lay,

 me down,

Lay,

 me down,

 in my tomb,

Knocking soft

 on memory’s door.

Hmmmm...
I move like air,
 Through dreams you keep,,

I touch your soul,

Lay,

 me down,

Lay,,

 me down,

 in my tomb,

 while you sleep.

Ohhhh, 
I am gone, 
but never far—

I live inside just who you are.

So hum my name,
 oh hum it slow,

Let the mourning river flow.

Lay,

 me down,

Lay,

 me down,

 in my tomb,

Hmmmm... I’m here, I’m near—
In every ache, I still appear.

Ohhhh...
My tomb is dark, 
but love is light.

Hmmmm...

I’ll ride into your heart,

 into your light.

 into your light.

 into your light.

 into your light.

Lay,

 me down,

Lay,

 me down,

 in my tomb,


Lay,

 me down,

Lay,

 me down,

 in my tomb,

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Lay Me in My tomb

[Verse]
Sous l’ombre des cieux
Ganelon s’avance
Son cœur pèse lourd
Rempli de défiance
Blancandrin l’écoute
Un sourire en coin
Ils tissent leur plan
Dans le sombre chemin

[Chorus]
Nul homme n’égale Charles
Dit-il d’un ton fier
Mais au fond de son âme
Brûle une lumière
Une trahison douce
Comme un vent de désert
Ganelon s’éloigne
Dans un monde amer

[Verse 2]
Ils parlent de batailles
Des terres conquises
Charlemagne puissant
Que rien ne déguise
Blancandrin murmure
Un pacte à sceller
Dans leurs mots coule un poison à distiller

[Chorus]
Nul homme n’égale Charles
Dit-il d’un ton fier
Mais au fond de son âme
Brûle une lumière
Une trahison douce
Comme un vent de désert
Ganelon s’éloigne
Dans un monde amer

[Bridge]
Dans la nuit complice
Des serments brisés
Les ombres dansent
Un destin tracé
Ganelon se perd
Entre ruse et raison
Un roi trahi
Un éclat d’ambition

[Chorus]
Nul homme n’égale Charles
Dit-il d’un ton fier
Mais au fond de son âme
Brûle une lumière
Une trahison douce
Comme un vent de désert
Ganelon s’éloigne
Dans un monde amer

Ganelon et Blancandrin

Hi, it's great to share some of my new music here. I have a new album available on vinyl and CD—the link is below. I’ve also just released a new EP, which is available only on vinyl, and that link is also below.

You can probably guess that my musical influences include people like Jeff Buckley, Kurt Cobain, Chris Cornell. I'm also inspired by older artists like Billie Holiday, Édith Piaf, Bob Dylan, Jimi Hendrix, Syd Barrett, Lead Belly, and The Beatles.

I've been making music for as long as I can remember—it’s a great way to get the demons out. I hope to reach new souls with my songs. I really enjoy it when new people get in touch to talk about the music. It helps me decide what to include on the next release.

I'm currently an independent artist. It would be amazing to find a music label I can trust, but for now, it's just me.

Anyway, thanks for dropping in.

—Patrick
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A lonely lullaby

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