Hold On To Me.

Typing... - nine unfinished conversations, dressed in synths, smoke, and memory.

Hallucinating You

VELORAK-Love is a circuit  [MUTANT REBELS]

[Intro]
wrote our names in broken code
dreams don’t save when hearts unload
feelings lost in memory
open file — it’s just empty

[Verse 1]
numb again, i light and float
you typed love like it’s a note
.ping my chest, no echo back
just me, the high, and a syntax crash

[Pre-Chorus]
ctrl+z on all our nights
ghosted vibes in neon lights
nothing left to emulate
we just loop and replicate

[Korean Chorus]
이 사랑은 저장 안 돼
(i sa-rang-eun jeo-jang an-dwae)
우리 둘은 백업이 없지
(u-ri du-reun bae-keop-i eop-ji)
코드처럼 망가졌지
(ko-deu-cheo-reom mang-ga-jyeot-ji)
하트는 에러났지
(ha-teu-neun eh-ruh-nat-ji)

[Verse 2]
vape clouds hide my real face
burnt out scripts i can’t replace
ai tears behind the screen
miss you like a lucid dream

[Bridge]
can’t reboot these feelings
dead pixels got me bleeding
i sleep inside the static now
hearts crash, i don’t ask how

[Final Chorus]
this love got no reset key
just a loop inside of me
이 파일은 열 수 없어
(i pa-il-eun yeol su eop-seo)
404 — 이젠 없어
(sa-gong-sa — i-jaen eop-seo)

[Outro]
open hearts.txt
but it’s just
just
blank…
blank…
blank…

404hearts.txt

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Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein
Written, recorded and performed by Pages in Clouds 2025



Ohhhhh, the sun has turned its face away.
 beneath the shadow of Ed Gein.
his crimes too dark for the sun ,
too dark to shine.

Mother whispers in the gloom,
Hmmmmmm, her voice a sermon, her word a tomb;
Her hand is gone, yet still it guides,
Ohhhhh, it binds the soul where terror hides.

ohhhhhhhh,
the skin screams out, why oh why?
ohhhhhhh,

The rafters creak, the shadows swell,
Hmmmmmm, the house is but a shell of hell;
The walls are lined with sorrow’s skin,
Ohhhhh, no prayer can cleanse the heart within.

The graves lie open, the moonlight wanes,
Hmmmmmm, the soil still sings with broken names;
The dead are called, their silence torn,
Ohhhhh, the night gives birth to grief reborn.

O mother, cruel, eternal flame,
Hmmmmmm, he lives and dies within thy name;
Thy voice commands, thy ghostly hand,
Ohhhhh, it drives him through a haunted land.

ohhhhhhhh,
the skin screams out, why oh why?
ohhhhhhh,

The wind laments, the darkness moans,
Hmmmmmm, the sickness is kingdom, dark and lone;
A throne of dust, a crown of bone,
Ohhhhh, he walks, but never walks alone.

The stars avert their pallid eyes,
Hmmmmmm, the sky denies his hollow cries;
For sin is sown where silence weeps,
Ohhhhh, the reaper wakes, but never sleeps.

ohhhhhhhh,
the skin screams out, why oh why?
ohhhhhhh,

The village shudders, the forest knows,
Hmmmmmm, the taint of death on every rose;
No hymns may rise, no bells may ring,
Ohhhhh, beneath the shadow of Ed Gein.

ohhhhhh,

ohhhhhh,

ohhhhhh,


the skin screams out, why oh why?

PB2025


Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein

Hi everyone 
I’ve just released my new jazz album Let’s Take a Walk on Scarborough Beach 2025. It’s a 12-track journey through cinematic, film-noir inspired sounds — late-night moods, ocean breezes, and timeless romance.

From the hushed intimacy of Lullaby of Ashes to the sweeping energy of the title track, and the dreamlike Sailing on a Daydream, each song unfolds like a scene in a story.

It’s out now on all streaming platforms and on CD — I’d love for you to give it a listen, let me know what you think. We have just finished recording a few Christmas songs in the same vibe, which will be out soon.

https://elasticstage.com/letstakeawalkonscarborough/releases/let-s-take-a-walk-on-scarborough-beach-album

One of my new songs from this album was played on Radio One this week, so I’ve uploaded it to all major streaming services.
It’s really intense and heavy—just a warning. If you listen to this album, you might find yourself inhabited by my demons.
The last track is a tribute I wrote for Dead, from Mayhem.
Per Yngve "Pelle" Ohlin — R.I.P.

Pre-save my new album "A morbid mask" on Spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pagesinclouds/a-morbid-mask (powered by @distrokid) 

It's also available on CD at https://elasticstage.com/amorbidmask/releases/a-morbid-mask-album



I'm currently an independent artist. It would be amazing to find a music label I can trust, but for now, it's just me.

Anyway, thanks for dropping in.

—Patrick
Pages in Clouds

Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein

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