Darker Times

In this silence
I sit here and think
When will the day come
When will I be unique

What can I do
To make things happen
Do I let them believe
Or do I fake a happy

I want the best
That life has to offer
I want the best
That life has to offer

In the silence
I dream of the greatest
Affecting the world
Injecting the latest

This love is for the world
This love is for you
This love is for the night
This love is not blue

I find that I still care
I find that I still love
I find that I can believe
I find that I can rise above

The fire
The ashes
The rubble
The torn
The destroyed
The damaged
The devastation
The burn

I want the best
That life has to offer
I want the best
That life has to offer

In the silence
I dream of the greatest
Affecting the world
Injecting the latest

This love is for the world
This love is for you
This love is for the night
This love is not blue

I find that I still care
I find that I still love
I find that I can believe
I find that I can rise above

Dream of Greatness

Second SinnerG album "Cybergirl Tales"
Just another BWG production

Adrenalin Junkie

Don Juan's Bones

Buy at Bandcamp

GARAGE BAND

Dance through the Madness

What's right
What am I supposed to do
I know the truth inside
I do

Heal inside
Born to Climb
Heal inside
Born to Climb

I can achieve
The impossible
I can achieve
My dreams

I can achieve
The impossible
I can achieve
My dreams

Heal inside
Born to Climb
Heal inside
Born to Climb

I feel I was tricked
I feel forgotten
I feel down
Before I begotten

Heal inside
Born to Climb
Heal inside
Born to Climb

I'll tell you
I'm supposed to be
I'll tell you
I must be free

I'll tell you
I'm supposed to be
I'll tell you
I must be free

Heal inside
Born to Climb
Heal inside
Born to Climb

Believe
Believe
Believe

I'll tell you
I'm supposed to be
I'll tell you
I must be free

Heal inside
Born to Climb
Heal inside
Born to Climb

Believe
Believe
Believe
Believe

Born to Climb

Rat Scabies – Drums
Chris Constantinou – Vocals – Bass Guitar – 6 string Guitars – Harmonica – Flute

Preston Heyman – Percussion & Backing Vocal’s
and also appears as the Circus Freak Show Spieler – Andy’s Wonder World

Gena Dry (R.I.P.) Backing Vocal’s – Andy’s Wonder World

Sean Wheeler Special Guest Vocalist – Andy’s Wonder World

Susie Webb – Rant On – I Like The Sex In The Suburbs

Keyboards – Jo Banham / Nicholas De Carlo / Jeremy Stacey

Additional Guitars – MikeVarjak / Paul Stacey / Ciaron Marlow

Produced by Rat Scabies, Chris Constantinou & Nicholas De Carlo

Recorded at Mission Sound Studios New York by Oliver Straus, Orchard Studios Glastonbury by Charlotte Worthy-Jarvis. Additional recording was at The Cabin In The Garden and engineered by Chris Constantinou while the whole thing was mixed at Mash Studios in Ramsgate by Nicholas De Carlo.

All songs composed by Chris Constantinou and Rat Scabies.
One Thousand Motels would like to thank Fender guitars, Ampeg Amplifiers, Leedy Drums, Vater Sticks, Aquarian Heads, Paiste Cymbals and Hardcase Cases.

I Like Sex In The Suburbs

I broke his hand

What else am I suppose to do
After all the shit that you’ve put us through
You’ve taken the water made it glue
Its true its true

I’m terrible for memories
But you’re the same
It doesn’t matter why
But you’re to blame
You’ve drank the Kool-aid and gone insane
you’re lame you’re lame

What was done to me
I’ll do for you
Eye for an eye 
Tooth for a tooth
When you reach out
Best be careful, for
I broke his hand

Up the martyrs
And up the youth 
The anarchists
Won’t defend you
When you reach out
Best be careful, for
I broke his hand

You think that you can see right thru 
Tthere’s nothing here
You’d resemble
Your definitions vague, accidental
So rude so rude

You can’t see the food
Left on your plate
You want to scramble
But it’s too late
The terror revealed
And it’s your fate
Yeah mate yeah mate

What was done to me
I’ll do for you
Eye for an eye 
Tooth for a tooth
When you reach out
Best be careful, for
I broke his hand

Up the martyrs
And up the youth
The anarchists
Won’t defend you
When you reach out
Best be careful, for
I broke his hand


i broke his hand

Take Me to the Party

Lyrics:

Made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn
But i love the thought
The thought of us
I cant turn, cant turn away
Why wont you stay
If there's nothing to change
I cant take, the pain away
One more mistake
Straight to my brain
All the memories of just you and me

Your too hard to tame
So I dug my grave
For you
Maybe I'm to blame
For all of our pain
Its eating my alive

Cause I made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn
But I love the thought
The thought of us
I cant change, can't change cause I

Made my mistakes
While you would watch
Me burn, and burn but I
I love the thought
The thought of us
I cant turn, cant turn so why
Why wont you stay
If there's nothing to change
I cant take, the pain
One more mistake
Straight to my brain
All the memories of just you and me

mistakes

Strong is me
Strong above pain
Strong is me
Weak no shame

Build up me
Make me see
Build up me
Now I see

That

Don't be a copy
Be you
Don't be a copy
Be you

Strong is me
Strong above pain
Strong is me
Weak no shame

Build up me
Make me see
Build up me
Now I see

That

Don't be a copy
Be you
Don't be a copy
Be you

Vulnerability is not
Something to be ashamed of
It's okay to be me
It's okay to be you
It's what we have in this world
It's what we have in this world

Build up me
Make me see
Build up me
Now I see

That

Don't be a copy
Be you
Don't be a copy
Be you

Don't Be a Copy

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NEW 12-TRACK ALBUM OUT NOW!

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Pages in Clouds – Independence (2025)

Written and recorded across 2024 and 2025, Independence marks a bold new chapter for Patrick’s project Pages in Clouds. This powerful 12-track release is a raw, introspective plunge into themes of loss, identity, and survival. Musically heavy and emotionally unfiltered, the album weaves darkness and clarity through layered soundscapes and haunting melodies. It’s a journey that challenges and confronts—an unflinching look at what remains when everything else has burned away.

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CD -

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Take Me to the Party

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