She,
 eats the flies,
 as she speaks,
ohhhh,
Their wings,
 still trembling,
 on her cheeks.

They crawl from lips where poison sleeps—

Ohhhhh,
She smiles, 
and promises she keeps.

The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,


But hear them snap—
those little bones—

Each lie she speaks becomes a groan.
Ohhhhhh,
Hmmmmmmm,


The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,

The flies,
 are crushed in rotting teeth,
A grinding truth,

 that crawls beneath.
Ohhhhhh,

Her eyes are glass,
 her hands are still,
Yet in her mouth,
 a glutton’s thrill—

The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,

She,
 eats the flies,
 as she speaks,
ohhhh,
Their wings,
 still trembling,
 on her cheeks.

She feasts on grief,
 on sins half-spoke,

While in her throat the dead things choke.
Ohhhhhh,

The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,
ohhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,

She,
 eats the flies,
 as she speaks,
ohhhh,
Their wings,
 still trembling,
 on her cheeks.


She eats the flies—
she eats regret.
Hmmmmmm,

And with each bite,
 she can’t forget.
So let her talk,
 and let them die—

The truth decays. The flies still lie.

The Lies Between Her Teeth,
Ohhhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth,
Ohhhhhh,
The Lies Between Her Teeth.

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She,  eats the flies

WHERE ONLY FEAR WILL PLAY
Pages in Clouds 2025

breathe,

JUST,
breathe,


OPEN YOUR EYES,
OHHHHHH
PLEASE,
OH, PLEASE,
OPEN YOUR EYES,


I'm trying to WAKE YOU,
FROM YOUR DEATH,
SO PLEASE, 
breathe,
breathe,
OHHHHHHH,
NO,
OHHHHH,
ON,
IM TRYING TO WAKE YOU,
FROM YOUR DEATH,
FROM,
YOUR,
DEATH,


OHHHHH,
YOUR TWISTED PAIN,
HAS GONE WITH YOUR SOUL,
TO THE OTHER WORLD,
WHERE ONLY FEAR WILL PLAY,
OHHHHHH

hmmmm,
ohhhhh,
breathe,

JUST,
breathe,


OPEN YOUR EYES,
OHHHHHH
PLEASE,
OH, PLEASE,
OPEN YOUR EYES,

IT THIS GOODBYE,
IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU,
GOODBYE,
OHHHHH,
GOODBYE,

hmmmm,
ohhhhh,
breathe,

JUST,
breathe


OPEN YOUR EYES,
OHHHHHH
PLEASE,
OH, PLEASE,
OPEN YOUR EYES,


I'm trying to WAKE YOU,
FROM YOUR DEATH,
SO PLEASE, 
breathe,
breathe,
OHHHHHHH,
NO,
OHHHHH,
ON,
IM TRYING TO WAKE YOU,
FROM YOUR DEATH,
FROM,
YOUR,
DEATH,


OHHHHH,
YOUR TWISTED PAIN,
HAS GONE WITH YOUR SOUL,
TO THE OTHER WORLD,
WHERE ONLY FEAR WILL PLAY,
OHHHHHH

hmmmm,
ohhhhh,
breathe,

JUST,
breathe,


OPEN YOUR EYES,
OHHHHHH
PLEASE,
OH, PLEASE,
OPEN YOUR EYES,

IT THIS GOODBYE,
IM SO LOST WITHOUT YOU,
GOODBYE,
OHHHHH,
GOODBYE,

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WHERE ONLY FEAR WILL PLAY

The Storming
Pages In Clouds 2025

The wind has stilled, the sky won’t breathe,
The light retreats behind the trees.
I see the black tide start to swell—
It whispers like a funeral bell.

No prayer will stop what’s on its way…
So I kneel and let it take my name.

The darkness is coming!
The darkness is coming!
Brace your soul — feel it drum!
Suffer the storming! Bleed til it’s done!
THE DARKNESS IS COMING!
And I won't run!

Clouds like knives and thunder’s grin,
Tearing peace from bone and skin.
I don’t beg, I don’t believe—
I bare my chest and grit my teeth.

Let the winds split open my frame…
Let the rain erase my name…
Let the sky scream straight through me…
I was born for this agony.

The darkness is coming!
The darkness is coming!
Let it crash — let it break!
Let it drown all I fake!
The darkness is coming…
The storming will take…
EVERYTHING.

The sky has opened.
I feel no fear.
I close my eyes…
And let it tear.

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A Morbid Mask

The Storming - played on BBC Radio 1  Introducing Rock with Alyx Holcombe

Wash me in shadow
Pages in Clouds 2025


The night is wide and cold and deep,
A hollow place where secrets sleep.
I called for help, I begged the sky…
But only silence passed me by.


There’s no reply… no mercy near you.
You can scream in the darkness… no one will hear you.



You can scream in the darkness!
No one will hear you!
Tear your throat raw — it won't come near you!
Scream in the dark!
No one will hear you!
This void is your god now — let it steer you!


Alone with nothing, not even pain,
Just echo's bones and blacker rain.
No walls, no ground, no end, no birth—
Just floating rot beneath the earth.


You can scream — but it fades.
You can beg — but it betrays.
You can bleed — but no one sees.
The dark forgets… everything.


You can scream in the darkness!
No one will hear you!
No one. Will hear. You.
SCREAM IN THE DARK!
NO ONE WILL—
NO ONE WILL—
NO ONE—WILL—HEAR—YOU!


I whispered once…
I screamed for years…
And all I found
Was silence near.
You can scream in the darkness…
But no one will hear you.

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A Morbi Mask

Wash me in shadow

I’ll bleed in your place

Recorded, performed, and written by Pages in Clouds, 2025

I’m still here…
If you need someone…
For a while… anyway…
Hmm…
Take care… of yourself…
I’m here… for you…
For a while… anyway…


The night feels heavy…
But I’ll keep the fire…
For as long… as I can…
Hmm… ohhh…
Hold on to me…
While the dark rolls in…


I can feel the weight…
Of the end drawing close…
I will stand in the rain…
Till you let me go…


 I will break the night—just to keep you safe!
No shadow will touch you—
While I still breathe!
 For a while anyway…
I’ll tear this world apart to buy you time!
I’ll bleed in your place!
I’ll carry your crimes!


 I’m here for you…
 Till my bones decay!
For a while… anyway…
 Till the earth takes me away!


I’M STILL HERE! 
Even when the light is gone…
I’M STILL HERE! 
Till you can stand on your own!
Hmm… ohhh…
For a while… anyway…


Hmm…
I’m still here…
If you need someone…
For a while… anyway


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I’ll bleed in your place - played on BBC Radio 1  Introducing Rock with Alyx Holcombe

Let my body rot in pain
Pages in Clouds 2025

no light, no saving grace,
Just a cracked reflection in a dying place.
I whisper truths no soul could name…
They burn like ash. They stain like flame.


Don’t lift me up. Don’t speak my name…
Give me no forgiveness — I have the pain.




Give me no forgiveness!
I am ready for the darkness!
Let my body rot in pain!
I am nothing! I have the pain!
Give me no forgiveness!
I don’t want to be saved!
I am nothing — I HAVE THE PAIN!


Tear the light from out my chest,
I don’t deserve a final rest.
No tomb, no peace, no gentle end—
Just raw decay I will defend.


Lay me down where silence kills,
Where the worms sing, and time stands still.
Let me scream with broken veins—
I was born for this… I have the pain.


Give me no forgiveness!
I am ready for the darkness!
Let my body rot in pain!
I am nothing! I have the pain!
Don’t save me! Don’t touch me!
I EXIST TO BE UNMADE.
I AM NOTHING — I HAVE THE PAIN!

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Let my body rot in pain

It’s just in my head
Pages in Clouds 2025


It’s just in my head, don’t try to break in,
I’m floating alone where the quiet begins.
Colors and sounds, spinning through my mind,
A little lost, a little free, leave the world behind.

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

I’m okay, I’m away, in my own space,
Keep your distance, don’t invade this place.

Stay away from me, I’m just in the vibe,
Drifting through thoughts where I come alive.
No need for noise, no need for fight,
I’m okay, I’m away, I’m feeling right.

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,
Lights flicker soft, echoes in my head,
Dancing with shadows, nothing to dread.
The world can wait, I’ve got my own flow,
In this bubble, I move slow.

I’m okay, I’m away, in my own space,
Keep your distance, don’t invade this place.

Stay away from me, I’m just in the vibe,
Drifting through thoughts where I come alive.
No need for noise, no need for fight,
I’m okay, I’m away, I’m feeling right.
It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

Let me drift, let me spin, let me fade,
I don’t need you to invade this parade.
In my head, I’m free, I’m alive,
Just riding the waves, just in the vibe.

Stay away from me, I’m just in the vibe,
Drifting through thoughts where I come alive.
No need for noise, no need for fight,
I’m okay, I’m away, I’m feeling right.

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,

It’s just in my head,


It’s just in my head,

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It’s just in my head

Our Love is Poison, Bittersweet
Written, recorded and performed by Pages in Clouds 2025

our love is poison,
bittersweet.



Our love is bittersweet,
a wound that will not heal.
Every kiss is pain,
every touch is a bruise.

our love is poison,
bittersweet.

I reach for you in silence;
You burn me when you stay.
I crave the taste of sorrow,
I can’t turn away.


Love and hate,
blood and lust.
A broken vow,
sinking eyes.
We bleed, we cry,
we can’t retreat—
our love is poison,
bittersweet.

our love is poison,
bittersweet.

The night remembers everything,
the lies beneath the flame.
You hold me like a weapon,
you call me, I fall insane.

Your eyes are shards of longing,
your lips a fatal sin.
My purple-haired goddess

I know I shouldn’t love you,
But our Love is Poison, Bittersweet.

our love is poison,
bittersweet.


Love and hate,
blood and lust.
A broken vow,
sinking eyes.
We bleed, we cry,
we can’t retreat—
our love is poison,
bittersweet.


Every tear is endless fire,
every word a sharpened blade.
We are bound by our desire
to the ruin we both made.

our love is poison,
bittersweet.


Love and hate,
blood and lust.
A broken vow,
sinking eyes.
We bleed, we cry,
we can’t retreat—
our love is poison,
bittersweet.

our love is poison,
bittersweet.

our love is poison,
bittersweet.

PB2025


Our Love is Poison, Bittersweet

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM
PAGES IN CLOUDS 2025

COME WITH ME MY LOVE,
WE KNOW ITS THE END,

SO WHAT WE HAVE THE DARKNESS TO PRETEND,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,
IN THE DARK TONE
YOU AND I FIND THE NOTHING
WITHIN EVERYTHING UNTRUE,

ITS JUST,

ME AND YOU,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,

IT'S THE OTHER WORLD NOW,
WE DANCE SLOW,
TOGETHER FOREVER,
THE BROKEN PUPETS,

IN LIFE'S DARK SHOW,
THE SICKNESS GROWS,
WITHIN OUR VAINS,
WE ARE THE NOTHING FACES,

THE PRETENDING THAT BECOMES THE REAL

COME WITH ME MY LOVE,
WE KNOW ITS THE END,

SO WHAT WE HAVE THE DARKNESS TO PRETEND,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,
IN THE DARK TONE
YOU AND I FIND THE NOTHING
WITHIN EVERYTHING UNTRUE,

ITS JUST,

ME AND YOU,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,

WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM,

IT'S THE OTHER WORLD NOW,
WE DANCE SLOW,
TOGETHER FOREVER,
THE BROKEN PUPETS,

IN LIFE'S DARK SHOW,
THE SICKNESS GROWS,
WITHIN OUR VAINS,
WE ARE THE NOTHING FACES,

THE PRETENDING THAT BECOMES THE REAL

IN LIFE'S DARK SHOW,
THE SICKNESS GROWS,
WITHIN OUR VAINS,
WE ARE THE NOTHING FACES.

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WE KISS WITHIN THE POEM

We Live Among the Gray
Written, recorded and performed by Pages in Clouds 2025

we live
among the gray
shadows pressed
against our skin

the sun forgot our names
the earth devours our steps
the air tastes of rust
the sky never ends

bodies without faces
drift through the fog
their silence is heavier
than a thousand screams

we live
among the gray
where nothing dies
but nothing breathes

(heavy/brutal section)
teeth break stone
blood floods glass
I scream with the ashes
I burn with the void

yet still —
your hand in mine
a fragile flame
against the black

we live
among the gray
but together
we remain
PB2025


We Live Among the Gray

One of my new songs from this album was played on Radio One this week, so I’ve uploaded it to all major streaming services.
It’s really intense and heavy—just a warning. If you listen to this album, you might find yourself inhabited by my demons.
The last track is a tribute I wrote for Dead, from Mayhem.
Per Yngve "Pelle" Ohlin — R.I.P.

Pre-save my new album "A morbid mask" on Spotify: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/pagesinclouds/a-morbid-mask (powered by @distrokid) 

It's also available on CD at https://elasticstage.com/amorbidmask/releases/a-morbid-mask-album



I'm currently an independent artist. It would be amazing to find a music label I can trust, but for now, it's just me.

Anyway, thanks for dropping in.

—Patrick
Pages in Clouds

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