Buzzing rock

why do i have to feel this pain
when all you had to say 
was go away
you expect me to move on
and maybe i have, but
im certainly not okay 
oooo im not okay 
haunted by the thought of you
moving me aside 
like my feelings don’t matter
caught up in the things you do
oh what a ride it’s been 
yearning for what i’m after 
you taught me i deserve better 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
yeah (one last time) 

tell me all your lies
as if you don’t care 
that i’m dead or alive
who the fuck you kidding 
with all your problems
and your stupid disguise 
oooo stupid disguise
thinking about what i’d do
if it was just me and you 
left on the planet 
drinking away all my sorrows
left all alone
i guess i couldn’t handle it
but what’s on my mind
is one last time to cross the line

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 

oh you’re sad? 
well i don’t really give a fuck
GO!

you had the chance
to fall in love with this
but you rather be the one
to take the piss
all my life i’ve been 
the last one the get a kiss
now all you’re left with 
is the thought of what you 
fucking missed 

i don’t want to be another afterthought 
so i went out back and burnt the letter
i’m done with it all now
let’s change the weather
like you change lovers 
one last time
one last time

One Last Time

ur crazy matches mine
feel hazy, losing time
when im with u
there's no one else like u
there's no one else like me
yet we're bonded

sitting here wondering 
is this all a dream
i can't tell the difference
for the life of me
will u save me
if i start to lose control

if I die
with u by my side
please babe don't cry
it hurts too much inside
now u know why
ill wait here tonight
for things to feel right
like when the stxrs align 

now we're laying in bed
what was that thing u said
if ur not here I may as well be dead
oh baby u can say that again

sitting here wondering 
is this all a dream
i can't tell the difference
for the life of me
will u save me
if i start to lose control

feel my body on top of ur body
oh yeah

if I die
with u by my side
please babe don't cry
it hurts too much inside
now u know why
ill wait here tonight
for things to feel right
like when the stxrs align
like when the stxrs align

when the stxrs align

i think ive had enough
feels like im fading again
all these thoughts inside my head and they might lead to my end
i swear ive tried to change
but i know the feeling still there
let it linger let it take all that it can

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

i think ive had enough
i think ive had enough
let it linger

cause i cant help myself
i think i need your help
i think i need your help
twisted lies
im hypnotized
i dont realize
that its real life
im paranoid
my hearts a void
that i cant ignore

help myself

devil on my shoulder

SLAVE

⚝ lyrics:

just feed me to the beast
just don't you let her off her leash

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash x2

just leave me to die
there's nowhere to hide
from the beast that's inside
it's in you and i
i've watched the darkness cover your eyes
i've seen the dark thoughts cross through your mind

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
i should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash

im stuck in the haze in your goodbyes
counting the cracks of my own mind
looking for peace that i'll never find
i'm crying out but the echo dies
got me trapped in this void
i think im paralyzed -
from these thoughts in my head
i should've known from the start
how all this would've end

she said i'm falling apart
with these thoughts in my head
I should have known from the start
how all this would've ended

just feed me to the beast
but don't you take her off her leash



† 5hy:
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https://open.spotify.com/artist/2TcMB2b7duIzDoXnAr4iTr
https://www.instagram.com/im5hy
https://www.youtube.com/@im5hy


† WHYTYLXR:
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https://open.spotify.com/artist/2618WoveBPd91A0xWide3w
https://www.instagram.com/whytylxr/

LEASH

Floating up in the air to join an eagle circling above.

Eagle

The moors are bare

Recorded, performed, and written by Patrick Burke, 2025

"I Live in Dream"
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 

where shadows sigh,

Beneath a cold,

 and mourning sky;

The moors are bare, the winds are low,

And none but phantoms,

 come and go.

The stars have eyes that do not see,
They burn in vain for one like me—
A soul unclaimed by hearth or kin,
With midnight’s whisper deep within.

No morning,
 breaks this twilight mind,

No earthly voice, 

no touch, no kind;

Only her face, pale as the tomb,
Appears to light my spirit’s gloom.

She speaks in hush, in haunted rhyme,
A relic lost to death and time;
And though I reach, I cannot keep
What only walks when mortals sleep.

I live in dream—

alone, unseen—

Where love is ghost, 

and hope is keen.

And should I wake, I fear the day
Would steal her shade and drift away.

I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 

The stars have eyes that do not see,
They burn in vain for one like me—
A soul unclaimed by hearth or kin,
With midnight’s whisper deep within

I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 
The moors are bare
I live in dream, 


The moors are bare

The moors are bare
PB2025

The moors are bare

No Salvation No End is a relentless descent into despair, forged in the fires of betrayal, loss, and emotional ruin. With crushing riffs and tortured screams, the song captures the feeling of being trapped in a personal hell — clawing for redemption that never comes. Each verse burns with frustration and hopelessness, building toward an eruption of raw, untamed fury. The chorus echoes like a cry into the void, a brutal reminder that not every soul gets saved, and not every story finds peace.

It’s not just a song — it’s a reckoning. A final scream in the dark from someone who’s lost everything… and has nothing left to fear.

No salvation no end

[Verse ]
Tried to paint you
In my sleep
But you
Won’t stay

[Chorus ]
You left a shape
On the wall
Still there
When night falls

[Bridge]
I talk to the frame
Like it still holds you

ripples

Rain.

[Verse]
The sun is dripping like honey in the sky
Colors swirling
I don't ask why
The air hums soft
A secret tune
Golden dreams in the afternoon

[Chorus]
Let it roll
Let it fly
Catch the stars before they die
Paint the night with what you feel
Golden dreams that spin the wheel

[Verse 2]
Barefoot whispers on the grass
Time moves slow
It will not pass
The world is melting
A carousel
Where it ends
No one can tell

[Chorus]
Let it roll
Let it fly
Catch the stars before they die
Paint the night with what you feel
Golden dreams that spin the wheel

[Bridge]
The moon is laughing
It knows my name
The trees are dancing
They play no game
The sky's a canvas
Wide and deep
Golden dreams that never sleep

[Verse 3]
Shadows stretch
They never rest
The heart beats wild inside my chest
A songbird calls
The echo stays
Golden dreams in purple haze

(Outro)
A vinyl spinning in my mind
With melodies I can’t rewind
The echoes call from years gone by
Where flowers bloom and spirits fly

1967

you keep me going
my mind in chains
enslaved 
under your spell
addicted to you 
like nicotine 
and i dont wanna come down 
i don’t wanna come down

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

tonight let’s pretend 
we’re innocent
no hourglass
to countdown towards
a cold relapse 
and i don’t wanna withdrawal 
i don’t wanna withdrawal 

the end is here
as time slips away
it all reminds me of you
we are one in the same
like it always was 
like it always was

say goodbye 
to all that we know
i don’t wanna die
but i’d die for you and i 
i’d die for you and i

nicotine

[Verse 1]
Wake up to gunmetal clouds, mouth tastes of iron regret
Every step feels colder, fucked by every promise met
Your silver tongue found purchase in a hunt for someone weak
Left me broken, black inside, out here gnashing with my teeth

[Pre-Chorus]
I see your poison kiss, sweet on my skin
Got me twisted up, inside, where the ache begins
Don’t ask for light, don’t ask for hope
Just another whore for the rope

[Chorus]
Oh, these darker days, pour heavy from the sky
My heart pressed flat, blacker than the void of time
You left me in the dirt, stained every fucking line
Shove your fake love—rip it out, I’m fine
These darker days—yeah, I’m fine

[Verse 2]
Gloved hands around my throat, velvet crime and cigarette
Your name’s a loaded gun, cocked, echoing the threat
My tears, thick tar, yeah, slipping down concrete
You dressed your lies in silk, left me dead on repeat

[Rap Bridge]
You think you’re a monster—bitch, that's a fucking joke
I’ve been feeding off betrayal, choking, but I never broke
Every word another scar, another bullet in the rain
Laughing while I bleed, but I’m dancing through the pain

[Chorus] 
Oh, these darker days, pour heavy from the sky
My heart pressed flat, blacker than the void of time
You left me in the dirt, stained every fucking line
Shove your fake love—rip it out, I’m fine
These darker days—yeah, I’m fine

[Breakdown]
Seduce me through the filth, crawl inside the mess
Every wound you left, I wear like a black dress
Wrap me up in misery, tie me to the wrong
This emptiness is holy—the pain is where I belong

[Chorus (final, extended)]
Oh, these darker days, pour heavy from the sky
Heart colder than the grave, blacker than the void of time
Left me in the dirt, stained every fucking line
Shove your fake love—rip it out, I’m fine
These darker days—yeah, I’m fine
These fucking darker days—still hypnotized
Yeah, I’m fine… yeah, I’m fine

Darker Days

Hi, I’m excited to tell you that you can now order my new EP on vinyl or CD:

Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein — EP

Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein

She Eats the Flies

A Mourning Hymn

A Lonely Lullaby

All songs written, recorded,
and performed by Pages in Clouds, 2025.

“Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein” is the haunting new EP from Pages in Clouds, weaving atmospheric darkness with piercing emotional weight. Across four tracks—Beneath the Shadow of Ed Gein, She Eats the Flies, A Mourning Hymn, and A Lonely Lullaby—the EP drifts between eerie storytelling and melancholic reflection. With its blend of raw ambiance and intimate songwriting, this release marks one of Pages in Clouds’ most evocative works to date.

All songs written, recorded, and performed by Pages in Clouds, 2025.

https://elasticstage.com/beneaththeshadowofedgeinep/releases/beneath-the-shadow-of-ed-gein-singleep

My music is movement — shifting moods, shifting energy. I don’t want to be predictable. Life isn’t.

I create from both light and dark — both are real. That tension fuels me.

No genre walls. Each song leads, I follow. Raw or calm — just honest.

There’s a voice in me that pushes me to share fast, without waiting for approval. I’m just the channel — the vessel.

If people connect, even for a moment — that’s the point.

connection. emotion. truth.
—Patrick
Pages in Clouds

The moors are bare

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