Can I just come on here and vent.. I am the worst fcking person I know im 13 and have attempted suicide 5 times so far my skins scarred and my brains fcked up im not sure how im still here but somehow I am...✌️💔🥲

Songs I don't have a playlist for :)

whatshouldinamethissong.m4a

thank you so much for all your support. i am forever grateful to you. all of you.

llɐ ʇᴉ sʎɐs ǝɔuǝlᴉs ɹnoʎ

ƃuᴉɥʇʎuɐ ɹoɟ dn ǝɹǝʍ noʎ uǝɥʍ ssᴉɯ ᴉ (ft. Barren)

i wanted to cry, i wanted to die.

Comic monologue from EVA, the music is not mine, forget which singer it is.

私恨むすべての人がを

@teenpregnancy
@yung-jza-shawty

<a href='https://theartistunion.com/tracks/a672f1'>Download for free on The Artist Union</a>

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butterfly kisses [w/ teenpregnancy + yungjzaisdead]

follow and support @nadiakuk

first vocal track released as 'cabe' so tell me what you think. there will be more next year...
other vocals and beats @kryptik_official

snapchat: kryptikbeats
instagram: yung_kryptik

lyrics:
it started with a sweet kiss . i guess you were my weakness...
somethings on your mind. tell me why
all the love was sweet bliss. red roses with the cheap tricks
somethings on your mind. tell me I'm the reason why
i never felt from the start, just numb
tell me I'm the fucking reason for this outcome...
all these feelings i can't outrun...

yeah.. 
i saw that you called...aye...
fuck that shit guess i'll miss them all... girl,
i thought you was the best of them all... but...
i was the dumbest one of them all... yeah...
fuck it pack another bowl... yeah...
all i have to do is make a call... aye
ring ring ring thats her on the phone... 
knock knock knock on the door now its on...

from the start (prod. nadiak)

as one

music video: https://youtu.be/WLmP3M_SIoI

lyrics:

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

twinkle twinkle twinkle you know im a fuckin star
twinkle twinkle twinkle you dont know just what you are
gotta find my way back home i think its getting dark
but home is where your heart is and you know that i dont got a heart

keyblade on my back i never need a strap
bankai on my lap im always on attack
flexin all these bands you know that shit is wack
tired of this shit im boutta take a nap

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

im a waste of space yea all i ever do is lie
i dont understand why you give me your fuckin time
blowin up my phone they know i wont ever reply
pls just leave me alone im just a waste of time

darkness stands alone i know the light will guide us home
but i cant help but feel like ima fuckin die alone
if you fuck w me hold me down like a dialtone
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone

stay up on my phone
please just take me home
youre the reason why i always stay up on my phone
stay up on my phone
i feel so alone
youre the reason why i never can put down my phone

i got angels hovering above my fuckin head
i got heart eyes for this lil shawty in my head
wake up every morning thinkin that im fuckin dead
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed

stay inside my bed
this never fuckin ends
makes me wonder why i dont just stay inside my bed
stay inside my bed
im inside her head
makes me wonder why id rather talk to you instead

sea salt ice cream (✿◠‿◠) [visual in desc.]

i'd prefer an unmarked grave

APPLE MUSIC : https://itunes.apple.com/gb/album/stay-alive-feat-fat-nick/1336712158?i=1336712161

SPOTIFY : https://open.spotify.com/album/5dANns4Pl7d1PmaKLpN9lg

STAY ALIVE FOR ME & I'LL STAY ALIVE FOR YOU 
WOULD YOU EVEN CRY FOR ME? BECAUSE I WOULD DIE FOR YOU.
Luv J LST

BEXEY & Fat Nick - Stay Alive [Prod. Mikey The Magician]

love tears us apart (prod.brobak

love tears us apart (prod.brobak)

prod. @luiscansino 

lyrics: 

love sucks i know
scares me the most
hiding inside
don't tell me your lies 
i know you care 
but it's hard to believe

(93feetofsmoke)

go erase me from your life 
yeah it's fine 
say you don't believe in love 
but i gave mine
go delete all of yours pic 
on timeline 
on IG 
in your mind 

ignore me like that it's alright
guess i just miss your smile 
love sucks i know 
but i'm really scared to die alone 

(scumby outro)
love sucks i know
scares me the most

love sucks w/ 93feetofsmoke (prod. cansino)

video - https://youtu.be/9mTGTjh39Kc

mix/master - @youngburial

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that I'm sorry
and its all my fault
will you fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off 

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
maybe it's drugs I'm missing
really I'm numb to all this

outside I look calm
but in my head I'm fucked
like why you think
I always keep that bottle tucked

they talk about my life
as if they're living it
like we didn't crawl thru mud
to get to past where we been

nowadays i just am not sure
still giving everything
still need more

nowadays i just am not sure
I'm not sure
I'm not sure

nowadays I wonder
if you cared at all
I'm anxious from the topic
and the adderall

if I tell you that im sorry
and its all my fault
will you Fuck me when its over
and the pills wear off

lately I don't want no new friends
really I jus wan blow my head
mostly it's just drugs I'm missing
really I'm just numb to all this

anxious from the topic & the adderall

spotify

im good at being lonely cant u tell

http://www.mediafire.com/download/ck2fycyjfomlaee/GINSENG_STRIP_2002.mp3

This new releaze from your main mane =(

http://sadboys2001.tumblr.com/

Ginseng Strip 2002 // prod by yung gud

Look at the sky tonight
all of them stars have a reason <3

i wanted to cry, i wanted to die.

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