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im bored and empty
nothings here to catch my attention lately
i hate everything and im feeling numb

staring at the screen
seeking dopamine
looking for something that would make me happy
but nothing is fun

i created an instagram
to stalk her again
she posted face again
what did i expect
i am feeling down
  
i do all these things
they are unhealthy
and i know it
but i cant help myself
i am such a clown

she blocked my instagram account
i made for stalking her
i saw only like 4 pictures
at least there was her face so i will remember

i saw like 2 stories
it wasnt anything special kinda boring
but shes still having more fun than me

look how far i went
stalking a girl that used to be my friend
now im blocked the fun is over
it wasnt really fun tho im such a loser

i deleted instagram
its a devilish site for simps worshiping women
guy like me can only dream about her holding my hand and hugging me

chorus

she blocked my instagram account i made for stalking her

yayyy songg + @bloodsekai

prod me and sekai

lyrics:
(sillyemo124)
i wanna come over
even tho i barely know her
standing by her house 
looking like a fucking lunatic 
please open the door
I will not be a bore 
im not having any fun
i just wanna die 
wanna die

bed rot girl
shes so fucking lazy
bed rot girl
she drives me crazy
bed rot girl
the one that could save me
otherwise id be hanging

(bloodsekai)
woke up at ur house
idk what i'm doing here
showed me my way out
now ur looking thru ur car mirror

think i seemed to piss u off
didn't mean to do u wrong
would u say ur better off
if we hadn't met at all

got the sense that i could try
(i can try to try)
in ur life i'll say goodbye
(i'm really bad at lies)
tell my mom i'll be back
(i'll be back)
when u don't want me attacked
(and i'm still intact)

bedrot girl w/ bloodsekai

tattooed with a rusty needle

(anomic333)

In shadows deep, where secrets weep,

I carve my soul on porcelain dreams,

With broken glass and a shattered past,

I drown my sorrows in blood red streams.



(lotusrevenge)

You wanna see my down fall

Beat you down broken 

Everyday I see you 

I wanna leave you misspoken 

It’s everyday 

It’s everyday 

It’s everyday (yeah)

It’s everyday I hate my face 

I feel like toxic waste 



(anomic333)

I’m bleeding out, on the bathroom floor,

Drowning in hatred, I can’t take it anymore,

Revenge will rise, from this grief I sow,

In darkness, true self will show.

In shadows deep, where secrets weep,

I carve my soul on porcelain dreams.



(lotusrevenge)

Don’t you talk to me 

Hate all your empathy 

Don’t you talk to me

Wanna kill myself and watch me bleed

Wanna kill myself 

That’s why I keep a gun on my shelf 

Hate all your empathy

You’re not a friend of me

I don’t wanna leave 

Can’t even separate myself 

That’s why I keep a gun on my shelf 

I don’t wanna leave

Before i separate myself 



(anomic333)

I’m bleeding out, on the bathroom floor,

Drowning in hatred, I can’t take it anymore,

Revenge will rise, from this grief I sow,

In darkness, true self will show.



(lotus revenge)

Separate myself 

With a gun and bullets shells

Why do I still hate myself 

Kill myself infront of you



(anomic333)

Crawling through the wreckage of a love betrayed,

A specter of anger, I’m lost in this maze,

Every heartbeat, a countdown to the end,

With a venomous smile, i will make them descend.

I’m bleeding out, on the bathroom floor,

Drowning in hatred, I can’t take it anymore,

Revenge will rise, from this grief I sow,

In darkness, true self will show.

In shadows deep, where secrets weep,

I carve my soul on porcelain dreams,

With broken glass and a shattered past,

I drown my sorrows in blood red streams.

bleeding out in the bathroom (ft. anomic333 & LotusRevenge)

zetacide

self destruc♱ive tendencies

⛧°.⋆𓌹*PR3TTIEST 𐐒ØY IN ♰HE M𖦏ЯGU3*𓌺⋆.°⛧

punisher

loveless

i will fucking end u all

all these years fucked over by you
u didnt shut ur mouth so ill do it for u
ill never stop till everyone u love 
is buried 6 feet in the fucking dirt

come meet in the alley
ive got a bottle for u
ill cave it in ur skull
and let it bleed thru
come meet in the alley
ill fucking end u
the last thing u see
ur fucking god

this knife i drive into ur heart
u cry out in pain, ur blood soaks my arm


all your friends are fucking dead

featuring @dethtech

come on in, my blood is fresh
and your lips are so sweet
if you don't hurt me
you'll be the first that ever did
i pray every night that the sun will shine like it used when we were young
i know that you're not afraid of me
even though you should be

and if you wanted, i'll come and take it all away
and if she hated my guts i'd give my heart away
i know she knows i know, i know, she'll suck the blood right from my wrists
if that's all she wanted, i'm so fucked up anyway

you didn't hit a nerve, you hit my artery
so hellbent on draining every part of me
but these blood stains won't just wash away
all that remains of yesterday

i cant stand you anyway
i know you're a slut for me

and if you wanted, i'll come and take it all away
and if she hated my guts i'd give my heart away
i know she knows i know, i know, she'll suck the blood right from my wrists
if that's all she wanted, i'm so fucked up anyway

the way you hate makes me feel so weak
just put me out my misery
the way you hate makes me want to freak
just put me out my misery

emo vampires near you! ft. DethTech

hi
this songs out on spotify too
im so sorry izumi for accidentally swag stealing 🙏 


lyrics:
i tried to scream for help
but there was no one there
the only thing that i could hear
were my shallow breaths 
in a time like this
i wish i could disappear 

she sings me a song
to make me feel strong
but i know this is wrong	
cuz i dont belong

i watched myself die (in her arms)
cut myself last night (to make me cry)
i watched myself die (die alone)
cut myself last night

your hugs cut deep like razor blades
my blood pours out as it illustrates
my dying love for your masquerades
its all a shame youre just a fake	
cut deep into my skin 
rip apart my mortal sin
peel the flesh right off my bone
now sit and watch me groan

i tried to scream for help
but there was no one there
the only thing that i could hear
were my shallow breaths 

i watched myself die (in her arms)
cut myself last night (to make me cry)
i watched myself die (die alone)
cut myself last night

i watched myself die (in her arms)

Private Eye

לאור חושך

Hargvind - ARV AV BLOD

NEON DEVIL — Reworked Edition
A filthy, neon-drenched  freakshow that flips the middle finger at reality — and begs you to enjoy every second of it.

NEON DEVIL is the reworked resurrection of an album that probably violated at least three moral codes just by existing.
It’s an unapologetic cocktail of cyberpunk sleaze, XXX-rated humor, chaotic metal carnage and operatic stupidity — proudly offensive, deliberately childish, and absolutely not here to teach you anything.

Forget seriousness.
Forget “artistic integrity.”
This is a radioactive neon sex-comedy-opera blasting through your skull with laser guitars, demon-girl data extortion, cosmic dictators on bad drugs, 
It’s vulgar.
It’s loud.
It’s stupid in the most intelligent way possible.

Every track is a dirty hallucination soaked in black humor, nihilism, and a grin that says:
“Relax. Life’s a joke. Laugh at it before it laughs at you.”

This reworked version updates the sound, sharpens the chaos, and cranks the neon until your retinas scream — without touching the original lyrical filth that made this monster special.

This album shouldn’t exist in 2025.
That’s exactly why it does.

So plug in, turn off your moral compass, and bathe in the glowing, shameless, ridiculous madness.

This is NEON DEVIL — the cyberpunk comedy opera from hell.
Triple-X energy. Zero regrets. Pure fun.

Galaxy’s Whorelord

disc: uxilator

florida 

she razor on my wire

dms open for feats

bleeding out in the bathroom (ft. anomic333 & LotusRevenge)

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