music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=80NZju4uuI8

lyrics:

You don't know all the stress you put me through
I'm running from every piece of the truth
The fact that I came from the ruins of the used
You could never walk a mile in my shoes

I can't pick this battle
Cause I'll go out swinging
Just a fool with no reason to live (no reason to live)
Like why did I start this
My life has no purpose
I'm caught in this cycle again (all over again)

You stay in my head
I stay up until my eyes turn red
Carve into my flesh (carve into my chest)
Until I can't feel a thing
Why'd you get so close to me
Guess you got a fetish for seeing me bleed
I was standing tall now you got me on my knees
With nowhere to go
Your evil spell you got me in a hold
Put the blade up to my throat
I don't wanna do this no this isn't what I chose

I can't pick this battle
Cause I'll go out swinging
Just a fool with no reason to live (no reason to live)
Like why did I start this
My life has no purpose
I'm caught in this cycle again (all over again)

No
Oh my God

prod. dead yami

late night slasher films

chin check

the poison runs deep

it'll be my demise

every scar etched in flesh (feat. shawty scissorhands)

my wrists look quite appealing today

Shitty molly rock cover

the more i know
the less id rather know
the more you show
the less id rather go

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

cry myself to sleep
wake up and repeat

everydays the same
everydays the same

tell me all about it
tell me all about it
im feeling like shit
im feeling like shit
do i wanna do this 
do i wanna do this
feeling so anxious
feeling so anxious

the more i know
the less id rather know

the more i know, the less id rather know

the versions on streaming won't have the skit at the start
thank you to Skerit for the chinese rambling, Riva for the turkish rambling, and Girlpuncher for being the judge/lawyer/idk what sperg wrote the script

rivasafaggot

https://soundcloud.com/roadkill777/misaki

misaki (roadkill cover)

この辺はちょっと危ない
僕は家出をしました
お願い待ってください
疲れた

泣いてごめんなさい
毎晩僕は一人
雪が嫌い
気持ち悪い

たけしの札幌の長い冬

made for @rorschachingitup_44060929

[Verse 1]
i am the serial killer, killing girls at night
Cut off your arms and legs and i will feel alright
ooooh, ooooh,

[Verse 2]
i'll slit your pretty throat, you're gonna die tonight
i'm gonna drink your blood and i'll feel alright
ooooh, ooooh
ooooh, ooooh

[Verse 1]
I am the serial killer, killing girls at night
Cut off your arms and legs and i will feel alright
ooooh, ooooh,
ooooh, ooooh,

[Verse 2]
i'll slit your pretty throat, you're gonna die tonight
i'm gonna drink your blood and i'll feel alright
ooooh, ooooh
ooooh, ooooh

You're Gonna Die Tonight (Nightmare At Hanging Rock Cover)

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

emotional autark

belowground cover, I tried mixing it goosd

Suicide note

he outdid me on this one folks
https://on.soundcloud.com/auWzeprkXDl1SLCEYj

(Verse 1 - me)

Stuck in a rut
My head's filled with shitty thoughts
Like bugs inside my head
I just wanna be dead

I don't wanna live a life
Stuck in a 9 to 5
I wanna be a star
Before I turn 29

Every day the thoughts get sadder
And all of my dreams, all of them just shatter
But does it really even matter?
You say you're stupid
Here comes the laughter

Sometimes you don't even listen to me
Do I have to fucking start screaming
About how I'm shit and fucking stupid
I guess maybe I should just end it

(Verse 2 - thisisallthereis)

Fall apart
I know you don't have a heart
Let's make love under the sun
Til you notice all of my scars

It's just you and me
But I know I'm so fucking annoying 
Stay with me
Let's talk about what you think is important 

And i wanted to let you in but now im thinking not
Too many thoughts in my head to pick out only one

Fall apart
I know you don't have a heart
But lets sit up in a tree 
K-I-S-S-I-N-G

fall apart w/ thisisallthereis

disc: uxilator

florida 

she razor on my wire

dms open for feats

chin check

razorwire

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