og: silverstein - aquamarine
ty @llostvision for the inspo

ALSO I NEED A NEW MIC CAUSE THIS $40 CONDENSER AINT DOING IT NO MORE

lyrics:

a ring in a box but not ur dream
its not a diamond, its aquamarine
ur shocking look of self defeat
so desperate...
i think of the place where u fooled me
beside the tarmac u never came clean
im driving past the gruesome scene
I'll never forget this...

i told u I wished that i was dead
my eyes wouldn't open up again :(
i cnt believe i wasn't joking
salt n lime i taste
the sickest thoughts i cnt erase
these images wont stop provoking

u know u could
i wish u would

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

u packed your shit and went ahead
my mind and my soul were left for dead
i cnt believe u weren't joking
sweat rolls down my face
my bloody knuckles mark the stains
my throat is closing up, I'm choking

u know you could
(u know you could)
i wish u would
(i wish u...)

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

same bed, we take no precautions
emotions, regret and revenge
the last step in killing the karma
it makes sense from where we've been
the same car same songs same motions
we hold hands, relive how we met
but no talk, no reconciliation
this train's already left

did you think next April
u'd be even further away??
did u keep him faithful
how many nights did you lay awake?
n even six years later
the dialogue, it stays the same
ur 2000 miles away
betrayers never change...

a ring in a box but not from me
its still no diamond, its aquamarine
u'll never find your place of peace
u'll always regret this

fall on ur knees and remove the sorrow
return the piece of my heart you borrowed </3
things u used to say
could take the pain away
but now ur gone and we're falling faster
forgetting things that we used to master
games we used to play
could take the pain away...

art by https://twitter.com/Aioi_oNo

aquamarine cover

RESOLVED  (ꈍ . ꈍ✿)
an ode to you o/
drama pt.2

stream on spotify: https://open.spotify.com/album/7inxDDX2NOkJfa9QpVfXSl?si=lp8I-6p-SXaSgPzWb0zJuQ

@kyxtsnxwy
@y4ndere
@lovefelt

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@remiliaxd :

(my heart's been crying)
(my will's defying)
(but i, i'm always trying)
(can't help but cry and i)

can't handle myself, and i
don't know how to feel, i try
i wish i could face it
just stop, can't handle the pain, and i
i don't think i can make it
two steps, steps away from me breaking
one step, put me down, leave me shaking
can't help but to run from my fate and...

@kyxtsnxwy :

i wanna run from my fate
(it’ll not make it better)
there’s so much to face
(i’ll know that i’ll be better)
falling back down when i make it to the finish line
my bleeding broken heart wont stop me even after life 

@remiliaxd :

i know i wish we had, more time

@kyxtsnxwy :

i know we didn’t have time
dealing with the drama and the pain, no time
i know we lost our minds
maybe this would’ve changed if we had more time

@remiliaxd / @kyxtsnxwy :

i know i can't take it 

(this was all your fault, you have no choice to face it)

why do i always fake it? 

(showing how you really feel, you took her heart, you wanna break it?)

you moved on, now i'm changing 

(you never change, everything will always stay the same)

i shoot my shot, then i make it 

i don't care about those things
move on, now we change everything
heads up, we'll leave winter enter spring
start to bloom, now we're changing everything
i know it was never that way
our resolution in the end is okay
my bad, it can never stay the same
move on, but i'll love you anyway

resolution +kyxtsnxwy (yandere × lovefelt)

prod. dercept x hey rick
https://open.spotify.com/track/6ZcL2ymLHH6oaZSlf9iAbo?si=cf761e67e00e4a76

i got no love, nobody lovable (lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible (gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (terrible)
spending my life with you its gonna be all true

i got no love, nobody lovable (lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible  (gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (terrible)
giving my life its gonna all for you

you said you're coming back hey, its been awhile
you left me on read ur so predictable (predictable)
you gave him ur love ur so typical (typical)
running it back, we need miracles 

baby i don't think its the right time
don't go ahead playin with my heart again
you're spinning in my head 
please never love again 

(fuck)

i got no love, nobody lovable (no lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible (too gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (so terrible)
spending my life with you it's gonna be all true

i got no love, nobody lovable (no lovable)
gave me a chance but im too gullible  (too gullible)
baby my love it's not so terrible (so terrible)
giving my life it's gonna all for you

dercept: https://www.youtube.com/c/proddercept
heyrick: https://www.youtube.com/c/HeyRickBeats

one more chance

original song: charlie puth - that's hilarious
@yashio20k

that's hilarious flip w/ yashio

vocal stems for remixes or whtever : https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1NEbbsr_v7PN8VOatiup7P-MtRyeO6SOf?usp=sharing

yea i would die tomorrow
oh i would die tonight
i need someone that i could follow
i need someone to guide me thru
cause i cant seem to find a way
and i just dont want me to stay
so i just pray and pray and pray
that someday ill find my way
that someday ill find my way

i believe that someday ill find my way
and i will find the path thru this earth and i will find my worth
cause i didnt know
that i 
even worth more than trash
i just hope that it's all true
and i dont know what to do
i pray to God but i still feeling blue
please tell me what do i mean to you
you dont like me?
then why would i live
and continue on living
I DONT KNOW
i just would like to die tomorrow

or i would die tonight
i need someone that i could follow
i need someone to guide me thru
cause i cant seem to find a way
and i just dont want me to stay
so i just pray and pray and pray
that someday ill find my way
that someday ill find my way

id like to die tomorrow

nytingtondropstheirsword.wav (my personal fav)
produced by @avit69 @zekzo099 !!!
bg vox by @josuanatanaell
mastered by @avit69

instagram: instagram.com/jacynyte
spotify: sptfy.com/jacy

//
lyrics
i scream so loud but the silence cannot make its way out
im breaking down and its not what you think its about
i just wish it would get colder (j-j-jacy)
leave the rain and the tears for my shoulders
but theres really nothing special about them
i got those words on repeat yet i doubt 'em

i know it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
theres nothing bout the way i sing
about the way i move and talk, i seem okay
it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
there's really no one like you
and there's no one i'd choose to be but you
but you (it could be anyone)
i can't be what they wanna see (i'll always end up someone like me)

ill wake up by your side
say those words that clear my mind
only comfortable at night
half awake, no i dont mind
ive been losin my mind, i dont needa think right
but its killin me slowly
scramble words in my head, ive been pullin on threads
i dont know where they're goin
meet me in another life, see me on the other side
where my soul is showin
i've been thru it all twice, but it's coming to an end
and my sword is broken

i know it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
theres nothing bout the way i sing
about the way i move and talk, i seem okay
it could be anyone
im thinkin everyone could be just like me
there's really no one like you
and there's no one i'd choose to be but you

broken sword (AViT + zekzo)

🇮🇩 🧬(indo genes)
SHOUTOUT KEV HE IS AN OG!! 
https://soundcloud.com/kevisnot

prod + guitars by me :))

(egg)
thought u forgot abt me
cant u just let me go??
i lost my feelings for u
since so long ago

the thought of u
messing up my psyche
and my ego

feels like bullet scars
they permanent just like a tattoo

fuck off i dont wanna hear more from u
i just stay in bed 
n avoid all interactions 

seeing u close to other dudes
makes me feel jealous

i want a normal high school love
but im only allowed a crush


(kev)
wake up late like i always do
cause that'll happen when im into you
cold morning n i feel so blue
i just wish i put my feelings thru

ik its hard for me
to just fall in love
lot of times in my life
where i wish could just hit restart

im over it now
im falling down
do u think all of this
would just fall apart?


(egg n kev)
fuck off i dont wanna hear more from u
i just stay in bed 
n avoid all interactions 

seeing u close to other dudes
makes me feel jealous

i want a normal high school love
but im only allowed a crush

(kev)
i used to have a crush
she said i tried too much
but all i wanted was to fall in love

crush +kvn

https://youtu.be/R7MDPgvNYdI

:)
with https://soundcloud.com/jacynyte

(me)
i just wanna live my life with you
spending this long eon with you
looking up high, the sky is so blue
when i propose i know youll say i do

and ill tell the world that i love you
without you im a fool
and i try to act cool
doing things to impress you
cause i just want you
spring breeze blows on you
let us fly away to the moon

(jacy)
promise it'll get better
as the breeze hits closer to home
the things that we know
and claim that we don't
remember that night I saw you and froze
we walked all alone
and all our love showed
hundred missed calls I don't know where you went
I try to find myself in you that's where I've been
you'd notice when I was hurting
miss and I love you and you deserve it

(me)
and ill tell the world that i love you
without you im a fool
and i try to act cool
doing things to impress you
cause i just want you
spring breeze blows on you
let us fly away to the moon

LET US FLYYYY AWAYYY TOOOOO THE MOOOONNNNN!!!

fly away to the moon w/ jacy nyte

original song: lil nas x - that's what I want
@shatter3d

someone ft. shatter3d

i'll be with you until your light burns out

https://open.spotify.com/album/0Za7Yg435fkJwUQwyvc9H5?si=iLyR0tE0SNWU145q7WugPA

@noyaclarissa https://open.spotify.com/artist/1lMzaA8LkKlY5UmD9tg4nf?si=aaCC5jEoSZOHbdXUxTdTNA
@kyxtsnxwy https://open.spotify.com/artist/3H5y1zvc5EGPKfNFy8umHY?si=-cHAv3BzQRW1Ywc2GDF2PA
@kyoakyo

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@remiliaxd : 

(it was wasted)
(all of the times that we had, it was wasted)
(and i don't want to fall down on the pavement)
(is this my payment?)
(for the times that we had, everchanging)

but i can't face it
everything is changing
idk who's left in the world
who's remaining?
i let the pain reign
hear your voice, it's so faint
cause when the sun shines
indicate it's way too late

yeah i do nothing well
all the signs point my fate to the wishing well
it's like you cast a spell
constant fear running down, i'm not doing well

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness and you're so far (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

@noyaclarissa :

everytime u say u hate me
u never said a word to me
everytime i tryna talk to u, u always ghost me

yeah, yeah u never wanna talk to me
and everynight i always wonder why u hate me?

uh ... i cant ...
i cant ...
living alone in this world

im stress ...
im stress ...
how cruel u are, u even wanna haunt me like that :(

@kyxtsnxwy :

(baby, im blind)
(you’re so far away, i’ll see you in another life)
(hold tight, please don’t ever let go)
(hold tight, fly away together)

please stay, please don’t runaway, stay and hold me
i’ll fade, i hope it’s not today, i can’t see
you’re far away, i don’t think you’ll come back
so far away, anxiety, heart attack

heart attack, getting used to stab wounds hurting up my back
knowing that you’re gone, felt my heart shattered into glass

sana bumalik ka agad mahal ko
ibigay mo ang pagmamahal ko sayo

@remiliaxd :

where did you go now?
yeah, take it slow now
lost in the dark
yeah you're there and you shine so bright
i wish that you'd stay for life

oh, but just to get this far
idk what's left
calling out upon the darkness (in your heart)
and you're so far, but you're so far

so talk to me
i'll talk to you
just talk to me
we'll make it through our lives
our lives

far away +noya clarissa, kyxtsnxwy (kyoa)

lebaran with friends!

00:00 @kuusune7 + @prodarisu
00:51  @prodarisu
01:34 @prodarisu+ @hina9
02:17 @txqiio
02:45 @txqiio
03:15 @prodarisu
04:09 @txqiio
04:49 @txqiio
05:48 @txqiio
06:53 @fiproducer
07:24 @hina9
08:09 @kuusune7 + @noyaclarissa
09:06 @prodarisu
09:40 @kuusune7 + @prodarisu
10:12 @fiproducer
10:58 pendant(prod. @shinjinv) remake by @kuusune7
11:33 @noyaclarissa
12:18 @kuusune7
13:16 @fiproducer
14:04 @kuusune7

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uhh #ugh  

'05

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crush +kvn

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